They were sitting on the couch and Nick leaned over and kissed her on her neck as his hand lay flat on her thigh. He heard her sigh and she eventually broke the kiss and looked down. She was nervous, he could tell and he pulled her on his lap so she was facing him,
�Its ok.� She smiled up at him and he just stared at her. He shouldn�t do this, at least not with her. This girl wasn�t about a night, she really liked him, and he could see it, see it in her eyes. He pulled her face down and slid his tongue into her mouth as his hand cupped her breast. He slid to the edge of the couch and slowly stood up, once he had his balance he carried her over by the bed, never breaking their kiss. She stood on her feet and locked eyes with him as she removed her shirt. His eyes fell down to her breasts and he licked his lips never diverting his eyes until he saw she was completely nude. He looked her over to see that she was in nothing but her heels and stopped her when she tried to take them off,
�No, leave them on.� She looked a bit confused at first but she didn�t argue. She was on her back on the bed and lay there waiting for him. He looked at her and it seemed as if she was waiting to give herself to him; he shook his head, she wants this, I didn�t make her any promises. As he removed his clothes he began to think; I mean, we met in a nightclub and now she is back here naked, she has to know this is about sex only. He pulled a condom out of his wallet and her eyes closed. He sighed, he couldn�t think about it, he just wanted this and that was all he was going to concentrate on. He leaned over her and kissed her as he entered her, at least he tried to. He opened his eyes as she let out a scream and dug her nails into his skin. He looked at her to see her eyes shut tight,
�Look at me.� She slowly opened her eyes and looked at him,
�You�re a virgin?� She nodded and her movement caused the tears that were in her eyes to fall down her face. Damn, he thought, what is it with him and virgins? She wiped away the tears and faintly whispered,
�I want you to be my first.� He couldn�t believe this, here he was ready to have sex and he was being confronted to with a moral conflict, should he or shouldn�t he?
�Are you sure you want this�with me?� She ran her fingers through his hair,
�Yes, I�m sure.� He began to kiss her and stroke her with his hand. As he heard her moan he slipped one finger inside of her and once her hips began to move he added another. His mouth moved down to her neck and he began to slowly lick her as she began to squirm. He leaned down and kissed on her breast and heard her sigh. She moaned,
�I want you.� He knew she was ready and positioned herself over her and slowly entered her,
�OK, here we go�it�s gonna hurt but it will get better I promise ok?� She closed her eyes, took a deep breath and nodded,
�Yes.� He looked at the painful look on her face and the sharp scream made him feel so bad. He didn�t move for a moment and he looked in her eyes and waited for her signal that it was ok to continue. She smiled slightly as the tears once again watered her eyes. He kissed her and began to thrust in and out of her slowly and gently. His eyes closed from the feeling of her surrounding him. She held onto him and he rolled her over. She looked confused and he smiled,
�This might be better for you. Try it.� She looked down and placed her hands on his stomach,
�I don�t know what to do.� He nodded and placed his hands on her hips and guided her,
�Just do what feels natural.� She sat there and he knew she was nervous and was probably a little embarrassed,
�Close your eyes and just do what you want.� He reached down and began to rub her and it caused her to start rotating her hips. He groaned and her eyes opened at the sounds he was making. He let her figure out what she wanted and they went slow. He noticed she began to lose momentum and he rolled them over and wrapped her legs around his waist and she gasped. He smiled and could tell she liked the new feeling. He made sure to go slow, no matter how much he wanted to speed up. He closed his eyes tight and his collapsed on top of her. He quickly looked up at her and brushed her hair out of her eyes,
�You ok?� She nodded her head,
�Thank you.� He shook his head and smiled before he kissed her lightly on the lips,
�No, thank you.� He rolled off of her removed the condom and pulled her into his arms and they fell asleep. It wasn�t exactly the night he planned on but it was nice and it made him feel good that she was ok with what happened.
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