Shayna and Bill had made it back to his house after dinner and a play. He was sitting on the phone when she walked into the bedroom wrapped in a towel, still wet from her shower. He ended his phone call and walked over to her,
�Wow, you look great.� He placed his hands on her shoulder, pulled her into him and kissed her. She pulled back and smiled,
�I�m going to catch a cold.� She walked over by the bed,
�I need a shirt.� She turned to see him standing right before her and he removed her towel and she was standing naked for the first time in front of him,
�I want you Shayna�tonight.� They had been dating for a while now and she didn�t know what she was waiting on. She ran her hands underneath his shirt and watched as his eyes closed briefly and then she saw his eyes glaze over. He took off his pants and shirt after pushing her gently on the bed. She took a deep breath and smiled as he lay on top of her and kissed on her neck. Ever since that night�and morning with Nick she had been dreaming about him. She knew she should end it but he always made her feel so good and it had been so long. She thought that maybe it was a one-time thing and it would be over but when she stood in the shower and ran her hands over her body she thought of him. When she looked at herself in the mirror, she thought of him. Perhaps now that she was about to sleep with Bill she wouldn�t think of Nick anymore. She moaned as his hand covered her breast and he began to grind his hips into her. Her hands moved to his head and she ran her fingers through his hair as she sighed. He leaned over and put on a condom and she opened her eyes as he leaned over her. He smiled and kissed her as he entered her and she held onto his shoulders. Her eyes closed and his head fell to the crook of her neck. It wasn�t the same; it wasn�t Nick. She knew it wasn�t fair to Bill but he didn�t make her feel the way she did when she was with Nick. She held onto him as she remembered she wasn�t always comfortable with Nick either. Not until he made her talk about what she liked and didn�t like. She snapped out of her thoughts about Nick just as Bill began to groan and collapsed on top of her. He lifted his head and smiled and she returned his smile and placed her hand on his cheek as he leaned down and kissed her,
�I love you.� The smile on her face faded and she breathed deeply as he rolled off her and went into the bathroom. Ok, the sex will get better, she thought, but everything else was already there and she wasn�t going to let Nick mess that up.
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