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January 8, 2004
Current Mood: Okay
Current Music: Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron - Brothers under the Sun
Well.. nothing really happened today, except some bad news.. well, to me it is anyway.
Firstly, we might not get our report cards tomorrow.. like we were supposed to. Which really makes me upset because that was why I was looking forward to this week. To get my report card! o_O So I can see if I passed or failed a class.. (which I'm sure I passed all of them.. they're easy this year. XD; Except Government might be a challenge this semester..) .. oh well ..
Secondly, the seniors might not get our traditional two-to-three-days out of school before anyone else.. days. Which -really- makes me mad. That's like the only thing they do for us seniors.. and if they take THAT away, then they don't do diddly-squat. *growls* They better watch it.. or -else-.
Those were my complaints so far.. as far as I can think of.. oh, I kinda cussed today in front of my friends.. but I was in a bad mood, I needed to calm down.. blah. Everything should be better in the morning I hope. Well, I'm signing off.. toodles!
January 7th, 2004
Current Mood: Happy! =D
Current Music: Nothing.
Like I promised yesterday, I'll post today. =D and I kept my promise! Yay! Congrats to me... now, on with my big update on my life.
Okay.. basically nothing happened during my Winter Break until Christmas Eve. That's when my dad had got sick. x_X No, he didn't have to go to the hospital for it, but he was in bed for at least two days.. meaning he had to stay home for Christmas too.. *sigh* That really bummed me out.
Christmas came by.. and I got:
* Eyeshadow kits (one's bigger than the other.. XD)
* Cute fingernail polish set
* Couple of sweaters
* Japanese Manga: CLAMP School Detectives 2 and 3, X/1999 1, Angelic Layer 1, and Rurouni Kenshin 1.
* Games: DBZ - Budokai (Gamecube), Takeitsu (GBA); Kirby's Air Ride, Harry Potter - Quidditch Cup
* Indian-looking jewelry
* MP3 Player
* Glass Dolphin thing
* Few SD Gundam figurines! =D
* 100 dollars that my dad's gonna give me later to go shopping when I go to NYC! =D!
* and more things that I have to look at.. XD
Yep, that's part of my list. That was my Christmas.
The day right after Christmas, I got the flu. So I was in bed for the -longest- time.. it sucked really really badly. That lasted a few days.. New Years Eve, went to my church for our annual NYE party. *nods* It was fun. =D
.. School's started again .. so yeah. *sigh* Oh! I got my SAT scores back.. and I got a -920-. 920! O_O That's bad... *wails* .. oh well..
Well, I have a few other things to do so I'll update later! =D
January 6th, 2004
Current Mood: Tired..
Current Music: Me hitting the keys on the keyboard..
HAPPY NEW YEAR! Just uhm.. a bit late. XD But, 2004! And it's my graduation year! Wooooo! *parties* Ahem.. yeah.. XD I'm so excited, yet so nervous.. I really need to go to bed now.. I'll tell you everything (and more) tomorrow in my post. I promise, I will post. *nods* Toodles!
December 16, 2003
Current Mood: Happy
Current Music: .. something on the Gamecube.
Yay, I ish back from being gone! For so long.. XD; I'm sorry everyone! Now, onto business.
Lets see.. lets think about the dates.. oh ya, Dad said that I can get a new baby chick in the spring, when we're more prepared to actually be able to keep a chicken.. I know the new chick won't replace Lily, but at least the new chick might ease some of the pain..I hope.
Okay.. 2nd.. nothing.. 3rd.. nothing.. 4th.. nothing.. 5th.. nothing..
The 6th. First of all, SATs. They sucked, horribly. Besides the fact that I couldn't find the place at first.. which that was worse. Plus I sat in the wrong seat.. she told me to go sit in the second row and from where I was sitting, I couldn't find an empty seat so I just sat down beside Sara, who happened to be with me. I felt bad after realizing there was an empty seat.. oh well. Test starts and all.. it actually went by quicker than I thought it would, but still, it's a test and tests are boring. x_X
Next comes getting ready for the Winter Dance that night. I go home, get online for 45 minutes (should've been updating my site.. but I was lazy), then leave to go get my nails done. Kristina did them for me, and they turned out great.. ^^ I'm glad they did and I'm glad Kristina did a very good job on them! Next, we went to go pick up Desiree and then we went to Ambere's house so she can do our hair and make-up. She just happened to be doing Spencer's hair when we arrived and she still had to do Spencer sister's hair before us. And that took an hour and 15 minutes.. so she starts working on us. 5 o'clock rolls around and she still has to do Kristina's hair and all of our makeup.. but we were running into a problem. Ambere had to be at church at 6 and I had to be somewhere at 5:30 and so did Desiree. So What Ambere did was do Desiree's hair, Kristina took Desiree home and while she was doing that, she did my makeup, Kristina came back and Ambere did Kristina's hair, but then she had to ask Kristina to do her own make-up and she was feeling bad for it. Kristina understood though, so it was all good.
Later, I met everyone at the dance and it was a LOT of fun... I mean, oh my gosh, it was definitely better than last year's dance, I tell you that. Both Kristinas, me, and Keri went alone.. Samantha had Brent, Stephanie had Matt (who.. uhg, treated her like crap. x_X), and Arin had Jordan, but it was still a lot of fun! ^_^ The decorations were all awesome and stuff.. I mean, wow.. ^_^ Jeff's date was even awesome! She knows Jodi too. ^_^
Okay! Well, last week I was basically sick for like that whole week. *snorts* Okay, onto the 12th!
Nick's birthday was actually the 13th, but because he was going to be at Moms on the 13th, we had his birthday party at Dads on the 12th. He got some Yu-gi-oh stuff, Zoid thing (which I'm still building.. ^_^; It's driving me insane!), and some other stuff. It was all good. ^_^
The 13th, I actually had a Dancin' Eagles performance with the mini' Dancin' Eagles (the little kids we work with in our clinic). It was great and I thought we did a good job! ^_^ .. except Dad taped the performance and made fun of me and Samantha. x_X; Lucky us.
The 14th, I had a band concert to go to. In regular band, we played "A Christmas Song", in jazz band we played "A Big Band Christmas II", and I actually had a solo for our Women's Chorus, which I played to "Christmas Peace Canon". It was fun! ^_^ But freakingly nervous too.. I had to push down on the ground with my non-tapping foot to try to get my lower body from shaking. x_X; Sheesh.
Now, it's finals week and I really do need to go study.. which I will soon. Right now I just wanna relax. XD Talk to you all later!
November 30, 2003
Current Mood: Extremely Upset
Current Music: Nothing. Me Crying.
Once again, life sucks. I don't know whether it's because of me or it's because of God playing some tricks on me, but.. lemme explain.
I thought I was having a good weekend, right? Thanksgiving went okay, Friday went by okay.. Friday night, we went to Meijer to get food and stuff and I used my 25 dollars to get me Pokemon Pinball: Ruby/Sapphire. It's pretty good, if I don't say so myself.. ^_^.. Saturday went by okay, and now, Sunday.
So far Sunday was going well, went back to Dads, got online to talk to Kylie for a few hours and here I am, getting ready to go check on my chicken, Lily. Weeellll.. Dad went back to check on her already. And he found her dead. Dead as in frozen.
.. I couldn't believe it .. my baby chicken dead...
That's why I'm so upset and I get to go to school tomorrow to deal with school and this. Like I said, life sucks.
November 24, 2003
Current Mood: Sleepy
Current Music: Me humming.
Nothing interesting happened today, except I got As and one B on my midterm. Saturday night tho.. ugh.
I went to my mom's house to babysit around 5:30. It turns out I was babysitting Meagan (cousin, 11 years old), Morgan (cousin, 7 years old), Antonio (cousin, don't know how old), and Brianna (cousin, don't know how old). That's because my mom, her best friend and her sisters (at least I think one is her sister.. I dunno. ^_^; ) were going to go out.
Well, I didn't end up babysitting til around 7:30-8ish. So I play with the kids, make them supper.. make them feel like home, get them to bed at 11.. yaddayaddayadda. Well, I figured the adults would be home at midnight. Wrong.
Lets try 3:30 a.m. .. yeaaaah .. that's what I was thinking too. Apparently my mom thought I was spending the night, which I wasn't. I was planning on going back to Dads. But because of how late it was, Mom didn't let me. So I was really upset by that. Plus by now, my eyes were all bloodshot-ish and it was freaky-looking. o_O;;
Also, my mom didn't pay me, Glenna (she had Brianna and Antonio) gave me 15 dollars and I'm supposed to get 10 dollars from my mom from Shell (who had Meagan and Morgan). .. That's only 25 bucks. So basically I got jipped. And boy, was I ever upset. But anyways. I went to bed around 4:30 in the morning, woke up at 7:30, drove to Dads (while almost falling asleep), got there at 8, went to bed, got up at 11. That's only 6 hours of sleep and all spaced out too. *sighs* My life sucks.
November 11, 2003
Current Mood: Very Depressed/Sad
Current Music: None, if it was, it'd be all deathly-like.
Boy, today definitely sucked. Mainly this evening, but it had definitely sucked.
Tonight was the fall sports banquet. I didn't really feel like going and of course, when we get there, one of my depression spells hit and I'm basically crying with no explanation except that I'm just .. very depressed. I eventually do get better though. And we're just sitting there, talking quietly and stuff and it's cross country's turn to go up there and stand.
Well, we go up there to stand. Coach talks a bit, then hands out our certificates that we get for participating. Then he announces the plaque awards. First he does the guys and they're sorta expected. Then the girls. He announces the MVP award, which went to Alysha. Then comes the Scholar award, which goes to... me. o_O Yeah, me. Which that is totally wrong because Samantha's actually supposed to get it because her GPA is higher than me and as it turns out later, when Samantha went to find out, she was supposed to get it.
*sigh* Well, that definitely ruined my mood again. On account that Sammy's mom didn't make me feel any better (.. she made me feel like crap basically.) and apparently there were tons of other people, wondering about that because they knew Samantha was very smart and stuff so apparently, I felt like I was hated. Still do.
In fact, me and my dad kinda got into it because he was trying to have a conversation with me and I really bit his head off by accident and.. I don't know. It's stuff like this that sucks majorly and if you're already a depressed person, like me, then.. yeah. *sighs*
Nothing good really happened today.. it was just awful. Oh, Samantha ended up getting a plaque that was already made apparently somehow.. *shrugs* I don't know how that happened, but now we both have one. I was offering to Samantha mine, since I really do not deserve it, but she kept saying "no, you can take it. You deserve it, c'mon, you worked harder than me at your grades!" and kept trying to cheer me up.. which I thank her for that, but it really did not help.. I feel bad for her trying and not succeeding.. heck I don't know what I'm saying anymore. I'm going to go sign off now before I do something stupid.
Oh, and now my bracelet's broke, that my uncle got for me for Christmas last year. Peeeerfect.
November 8th, 2003
Current Mood: Tired and saddened
Current Music: "Friends Forever" - Vitamin C
Man..
This song already and it's not even past the first semester yet! o_O Why am I listening to this song? Well..
Tonight was the band banquet for the marching band. And it was really, really fun. Except that when the awards came and I was listening to the people getting awards, I kept thinking, "This will be the last time I'll be here.." and everything and I really wanted to cry. Seriously. o_O I'm gonna miss the band and guard so much that it's not going to be funny... just wait til the actual graduation on June 5. I will be bawling then.
Now, for other news. I actually wore a skirt yesterday to school. Yeah, I bet you're thinking, "Oh my gosh, Virginia, in a skirt?!" .. yeah, I was thinking that too. Wanted to shoot myself, but most people said I looked cute. Jeff said I looked like a hooker. *snorts* But today he complimented on my hair, which is a good thing, I think? I really don't know.
Tomorrow is Sunday and I'm still thinking of going to Arin's youth group to talk to people and see if I can meet up with any nice guys. If they'll talk to me, of course.. I don't know if they will or not. I'm ugly. And I believe I complained about that in the last post, right? Typical.
Signing off now. G'night!
November 5th, 2003
Current Mood: Normal
Current Music: "Freckles" - Rurouni Kenshin opening song
Hey everyone! again. XD
What's everyone been up to? anything exciting I bet? Well, for one, nothing really exciting. At least I don't think.
I might be actually getting a job. Samantha's going to get me a McDonalds application today and going to give it to me sometime and I get to fill it out and all that goodie stuff and send it in and hope that I get hired. o_O; and if I don't? Well, lets just say that I'm going to be screwed then, because no one else is hiring and McDonalds seems to be the only place hiring. Indiana's economy sucks, I'm telling you. o_O;;; So... yeah.
Well, Arin and Stephanie have dates and I'm so happy for them! Arin keeps telling me that I should come to her youth group and talk to the guys there and stuff... but, for one, I'm shy, and two, I don't think any of the guys will like me. o_O; I'm serious, I'm like, dead ugly or something! *sigh* Man, my life is a total bummer. I'm going to end up living in the streets or something. I don't think I'm even good enough to be a slut. o_O; ... of course, I don't want to be one either. I mean, eww.. >_<;
Well, I'm signing off now, but if I have anything else to say, I'll say it! ^.^ Toodles!
October 14th, 2003
Current Mood: Tired and well.. tired.
Current Music: Have no clue. Dad music. =P
Yes, another long time, I know. *sigh* Really, I'm bad at this aren't I? Maybe I should give up.. nah! But really, from now on I should be able to have time now since cross country is now over.
What has happened since my disappearance? Absolutely nothing. Nada. Zip. Well, I did improve my PR (Personal Record) in cross country to 20:09, but that's about it. ^^; Don't worry, I'll write more when I get the chance. Toodles!
