| ***If you Self-injury please read*** Everyone is different when it comes to self harm. Some people cut, burn, hit themselves, and other things to. This most of the time isnt for attention like most people think. Most of the time people SI because something has gone wrong. Some people just do it because things are just going wrong. Others SI so that they can feel agian becuase some people go numb. People think SI is to try to commit suicide but its not. Actually it keeps people alive. Most people who SI are in their teens. TELLING SOMEONE YOU SI: When telling someone you SI it is very hard to. You may feel they dont understand and most of the time its true. For people who are dont quite understand you dont need to yell. Thats the last thing people who SI need. Its hard to tell someone you SI due to the fact that they may think that something is wrong with you and they will treat you differently. Its true something is wrong but you cant always do something about it. Getting help is the best way to cope but doesnt always help. Like the song goes "Smiling on the oustide Hurt Beneath my skin" its all true. Some people like me may hide everything deep inside and fake a smile when you really and wounded on the inside. But the best thing to do is try not to, some people may have "Cutting Urges" but i get through mine by my best friend Melissa. If you have one person to help you get through the rough times ask them for help. If they are your true friend then even if its 2 in the morning they will be there through anything You should go to the hospital if: You have blood spurting from a cut or a cut that won't stop bleeding or close. You have taken any overdose of medication. Even small overdoses of some drugs can be lethal. You have ingested anything poisonous or non-food. You have any severe burns. You have banged your head and feel unwell or have been unconscious You should seek immediate attention but you should still be treated right. Some reports of inappropriate treatment has been made: You should: Be respected at all times. Have anaesthetic for any stitches. Be able to have a support person with you all the time if you wish. The chance to talk to a psychiatrist if you want to. Be informed about all aspects of your care Something I wrote: ***this may trigger you to SI*** ONE MORE DAY Its so hard sometimes, Just to even wake up in the morning. You wake up and wish you hadnt, And then you get out of bed and force yourself to get going. You wish you hadnt done something the previous day You wish something would change, You wish things would get better. You wish you could just get out of the hell, you wish something would go right for achange. And you wish everything would stop going so bad. You just want to go away, You think about death You think about Suicide. You think about how life cant get any worse, and then something happens, and that thought changes. \How come nothing goes right? You think about it, and decide to let go. You want to pull the trigger or let the knife slide down, then something in the back of your mind stops you. A picture of your grandmother The voice of someone you love. Then you drop the gun, knife, or maybe even the pills, and you decide "Lets give it one more day" ***PLEASE if you have thoughts of suicide go to someone talk about it, Hold On.*** |