WRESTLING - THE SPORT BELOVED BY GAY AND BISEXUAL GUYS!

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Hi! I live in ex-Soviet republic of Ukraine, a Slavic country in Eastern Europe.

I'm gay guy. And my sex-wrestling fantasies started when I was at the age of 13. But I can recall that I have already enjoyed to wrestle with a pillow when I was about 7 or 8. Firstly I was quite surprised with such a "strange" fantasies. I had no idea there can be some interrelation between homosexuality and wrestling. I can recall how it started - I was almost 14 years old that day - I was watching TV - and there just started an amateur wrestling broadcast - it was European Championship in free-style wrestling. Suddenly I felt that something was turning me on sexually while watching the staff on TV, I was arousing more and more and finally I had started to masturbate! :-))) But before I had started to use Internet I considered that I must be quite "unique" with my erotic-wrestling fantasies in the world.

So, as I have already stated I was quite confused with my fantasies and passion for wrestling. I usually wanted to do the sport, but I had considered that a guy which is attracted to another guy can not do the sport like wrestling - only the straight one can. Moreover I was very afraid that I should get erected or (heaven forbid!) get ejaculated while wrestling with a muscular or attractive guy on the training and everybody see it! I don't know what was the reason why did all these fantasies started. All in all I always preferred to hide this secret fetish interest from my parents. But my elder brother (who is 14 years older than me) was also wrestling when he was a schoolboy - so it's something like a "family line" (but my brother is absolutely straight - he's got a wife and a daughter and happily lives with his family!) - I always admired my elder brother - he's a very masculine type - he served in military (in landing force) - and he was always like a physical and masculine specimen for me! But at the same time I usually had rather cold relations with my father and brother - there has usually been lot's of misunderstanding between me and them. I'm a fan of Dr. Freud psychoanalysis - and I think it's quite in a Freudist manner to explain one's homosexuality by cold relations between him and his male relatives.

But my wrestling fantasies were overfilling me and I couldn't live normally anymore keeping them inside of me, and two years ago I had decided to overcome these psychological barriers and started to attend wrestling class at my University. The guys are all straight in the class, but they have no idea of my sexual orientation. I do wrestling for 3 times a week.

The problem for me is that there are virtually no erotic wrestling in this country. I don't know why, but gays and bisexuals in this country have not got some erotic-wrestling fantasies. I can't explain why. The "straight", "regular" amateur wrestling is relatively popular across all of the former Soviet Union, but there is not a single gay-wrestling club. May be there are lots of guys who's got the same erotic wrestling tendencies as me, but they simply afraid to express them. I don't know! However we can see that, for example in Western Europe, gay-wrestling is widespread as a rule in the countries where wrestling is not popular as a sport, but in the countries where there lives numerous gay-communities (like the UK or Holland for example), - and may be the only exception is Germany - where "regular" amateur wrestling is not an unknown, exotic sport to public, like in majority of Western Europe. It is easy to see that in Western Europe wrestling as a sport is far less popular (with the exception of Scandinavian countries and Germany) than in Eastern Europe, but in Eastern Europe most of people prefer to hide away their homosexual tendencies, - for no good reasons! It's a good occasion in the United States - that there lives huge, numerous gay/bisexual community and wrestling is also rather popular as a sport (especially on High School/College/University level - and lots of guys who have certain gay/bisexual tendencies have an opportunity to try the sport while students).

I enjoy to wrestle with guys of all sexual orientations - straight, bisexual and gay. But certainly I can't try my wrestling fantasies on a straight guy.

For me the problem is that I also don't like anal sex at all and usually try to avoid it, while in this country homosexuality is associated almost only with anal sex and our gay guys can't imagine something else to get satisfied sexually. And I'm not interested in anal fucking, - I'm interested in wrestling!

I enjoy wrestling both as a sport and as sex-fetish and my idea is to start a gay-wrestling club in my city (a large industrial city with a population of about 2 million, with relatively huge gay-community), but my problem is how to get gay guys in my city interested in wrestling.

If you have some proposals, or may be you would like to wrestle with me, or may be you would like to ask me some questions about gay-life in the ex-USSR, or just want to correspond with me - you're welcome to e-mail me.

My e-mail addresses are: - Шлите мне е-мейл:	Or you can snail-mail me at:	Пишите мне:
[email protected]	a/ya (P.O. Box) 4569,	а/я 4569
[email protected]	Kharkov, 61022	Харьков, 61022
	Ukraine	Украина