September 27, 2001
I just finished updating the mere madness, and I gotta admit, it needs a new look. Siguro when I get around to it. Right now, I'm just too hard busy fixing up the look of the CSB website.
Caths and I are going to a dinner tonight with the PinoyExchange people. We submitted letters of resignation last Monday, and well, we've only until tomorrow before we can move on with our lives. About time, actually. I miss Caths a lot, and I see her everyday.
Damn. We should get married.
September 21, 2001
I'm so tired. It's almost 11 a.m. and I feel like I've been working all day. I'm so thankful that Rachel (my new assistant) is around to help me out, but I'm just too, too tired. Then tonight, I have practice for the Church band that I didn't exactly volunteer for. I think they just took it for granted that I'd want in. and maybe I do, maybe I don't. I just don't want to think now. That's it. I just don't want to THINK. I'm so darn tired of thinking.
The Bible has some pretty good inspiration Psalms, including Psalm 77, which I read this morning. I think I need a recharge, and who better than Jesus to give me strength?
September 5, 2001
Four days after Caths' surprise birthday, I'm starting to get more excited about our upcoming anniversary. Three years is no joke. It feels like time has flown by so quickly, but at the same time, we're talking about marriage almost all the time. Caths doesn't want to talk about it, then she does. It's on my mind almost constantly.
Maybe I should take this as a sign of some sort? That maybe it's time to make a commitment? Or maybe a sign that Jesus Christ has paved the way for something bigger than the both of us? He is what keeps us together, JUST LIKE IT SHOULD BE. I don't know, I'm rambling. All I do know right now is, we've spent three years together, and whatever doubts were lingering in my mind are slowly being pushed out by Christ. What God has put together, let no man tear asunder... or something like that. It's the spirit behind the quote. ;)
I wouldn't expect anything anytime soon, though. I've a long way to go before financial security, but I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Three cheers for Jesus!
August 17, 2001
Today, I accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour (Caths accepted him a few weeks earlier). As such, I need to balance my life out to allow for the kind of life He'd want me to lead. It will be difficult, but Cathy is supportive, as I am of her. It should be interesting to seen what's going to happen. |
