| Punk |
| i see your name my face lights up here's my friend , my love ,my punk i havent told anyone but im sure i will lip peirced on the side dreds in his hair punk music is all i hear playing and as his smile floats around in my brain i mosh to the music and i dont feel any pain the smallest things you say take my breath away and id give anything to have to the chance to dance at a punk rock show with you i listen to a cd , imagine you are there jumping round beside me skies are blue whenever your around id love to talk to you without a sound the smallest things you say take my breath away and id give anything to have a chance to dance at a punk rock show with you and ill never stop smiling and ill never stop dreaming of the day when its you and me dancing at the punk rock show at the punk rock show |
| Abuse |
| You make me feel like crying i come home to empty bottles and a stranger in your bed my tv is gone and so is my will to care i go into self destruct and abuse my body the best way i know how coughing tripping and throwing my life down im left with nothing but responsibility that i cant possibly fulfil so now ive become the towns refugee when your own family turns to shit in front of your eyes what is left apart from a bitter taste to mask the pain he's back again starting the fights painful sights that i dont want to have to see but i cant leave because you wont take me there and i cant stay because you wont let me sleep im accepting offers from the wrong people because i cant say no anymore not finding anything in a cigarette not the promised satisfaction but i do it anyway these angry games i play in my mind and the peace ill never find turns into a burning hole inside me that i cant fill |
| The deepest of shallow waters |
| Everything around me is so shallow and we make up theories on how the world is and have meaningless meaningful conversations and even at a young age we throw around the words love and hate like they dont mean a thing glossy covered leaders tell you its okay to hate we turn our back on ones who love us the most in an effort to feel supirior and more than we are you dont hate your mother you dont hate your father you dont hate your brother conforming to the flow its annoying the way that we wont just LIVE life we have to make up fucked innuendo's ,rules and unspoken laws and reasons for everything and how its so cool to hate people cool to hate cool to hate the deep talks we have analysing everything are nothing more than obvious obsevations even the most induvidual person is still conformist to their own beliefs its sad when a 14 year old says they were drunk its even worse when a 10 year old is brought up in a drug orientated family the world is spinning the same way it did 2000 years ago but so much has changed why cant we go back into primitive mode with simple emotions simple feelings simple living no discrimination no hate . it depends on your attitude as to whether the light is on or not because we are all the same when the lights are out since the beginning we have slowly been dying there is no doubt in that but on our way back to where we inevitably came from we manage to clutter the world even more with bad memories of a life to dust . even the most popular person is alone sometimes when you think about it we're no different and its sad that violence in the answer to alot i wish the world could plunge itself back into the deep waters it came from im so down so confused confusion confusing confuse all these voices speaking at once nothing standing out this is surreal and i dont feel like im here |