| will & hollie's song |
| Such well seeming forms the popularity clouds the torn insides , we r all fucked in a way but its covered well enough, with the smiles we preted we r fine but its not like that at all people see a happy popular group but we all have problems ,......... everyone is the fault worth healing or should the it be left toscar the scar has formed from the lies kept inside , the hidden feelings and burning hate , bottled emotions , saddness depression so much hurt gone unseen this scar is the life life scars us all but will the giant hand of life be there to catch us when we fall but will the hand always be there , when we fall , may we always be landing on soft flesh or will be be left falling alone and the impact is too much too take these scars life has dealt us ,taking there toll , bUt can we rise back up everytime ? will we keep falling on this rollercoaster ride down to the dark end what if we never each an end and we keep gaining these unseen scars what will happen then we keep on falling like there is no up nor down the falling, forever falling ., flailing , where are your friends now? these scars are starting to show , cant take anymore , mind stretched to the limits, we think we are so important in our little world when the worlds standards get lower we fall into the trap of following and end up fragmented shattered lost and no one will help you then The whole world is my enemy - and I'm a walking target who can you turn to in the darkness? is there anyone around? curled up into a sheild from the world to keep its arrows and blows out , duck our heads to escape we cant see it , buit the pain remaines the scars are showing they are growing no one can take it now they cant fake it our little world of lies is now everyones enemy its us against the world and we are walking targets our shattered dreams of hope and completion end with failure gaining nothing but think scars and rejection no one likes you you dont like anyone its you alone in the world u see we are surrounded by the same scars that we hold under our gentle psesaude sitting in the darkness thinking of hope the scars take over and you give up because u cant cope let the arrows penetrate the skin to murder the demon that lies within my eyes are closing, my hope ,falling eyes yearning to shut to give up to finish and die , sit in the dark cry myself to sleep alone alone alone take me away , to another place coz i dont wanna stay here oh some one take me away somewhere anywhere , just not here but is there a light is there a hope? im grasping for anything , once loved once in the light now , in the darkness , being pulled further back ,darker away from the light i once knew , how can i lift my face to you? the closing eyes are of the shattered weak man the man who used to have hope but now is spinning with a built-in migrainehe doesnt need this anymore keeps going with endless woes he is on an endless journy spinning somewhere, anywhere.. nowhere n the circle someone, something set me off now spinning everythings a blur cant seecant think wish i could close my eyes and see with my mind but i cant seem to findthat special someone, somthing that slows me down and makes me feel i belong to this cruel world i see around me he waiting world to take me , to reposses me from my light my white robes ripped and torn , i am no longer light , so far so hard , like a desperate man for water , i look for you in my life , i look for light , i once knew but if it was so greaT , if the love was so great why did i leave? i am fourtunes fool only i have taken hold on my future and inflicted this upon myself .......... i long to be taken away but i love the pain , i long for the light but thrive in the dark .......... its creeping in now and the black is consuming the light till there is none left my life is empty but its full of shit this world is a bottomless pit i threw my life down there and its waiting for the lost wandering soul above to fall he wont fall he'll return to his thoughts and build a better life the strength if high but i cannot lie the pit is strong and it'll suck you in to you can see my scars when the light is off , you see inside my soul you see the hurt you see the pain you can take it away but i keep my scars , as if i was too proud to give them up to you , i can get out of this hole ,. i can be in the light again......... but let me shake my self of what i feel , how can you see me like this and not help? why do i have to cry too you? my pride taken and beaten .....tattered and torn and given back to me dead , ......... ive pulled myself apart for you again , but i cant find the strength to get back to you its a suicide party everyones invited i'll see you there I guess I don't care anymore my wrists take victim of the overpowering blade my eyes turn from blue to grey i fall and prey that god will forgive me in time all in good time in good time ......................... The End |