My dad and i used to be close. USED to be close. now all he does is tell me i can't go somewhere. He treats me like i'm 6, he won't let me wear what i want, and he doesn't really even want me TALKING to guys. he gave me a lecture about getting raped and dumped in a ditch just by giving a guy my number. EEP! i was like "dad, i didn't even GIVE him my number!". i think he was indirectly calling me a slut one time. i swear. he wants me to stay at my grandmas (which, it's like romper room over there) and i love my family and all, but they treat us all like babies, just like he does. i swear, he has almost convinced himself that he's 28 cuz he wants me to be the age he was when he was 28. he said i'm too young to have a "boyfriend" as he said it. and he never cared about me having a boyfriend until the guys noticed that i grew boobs. i met vinnie from church, and my dad won't let me go to the movies with vinnie EVEN IF VINNIES PARENTS WERE THERE! i was like MY GOODNESS MAN!!! vinnie and i are practically COURTING! and i don't think he likes vinnie cuz vinnie's getting his tongue pierced soon, but that's another story. but, ARGH! he still thinks i'm a kid! i can defend myself if needed!!! goodness... i almost beat up my friend's boyfriend! but she pulled me off of him. so, i really don't know WHAT he's SO worried about. it's not like i'm engaged to vinnie. plus if i'm in love, i wouldn't have sex the guy... long story why i wouldn't. but, he doesn't trust me at ALL!!! he won't even let my gal-friends comeover! i mean, COME ON!!!!
ok, i'm done ranting for now :) |
