I want to love you.
I want to be able to believe you are the one for me.
How simple life would be if that were so.
But how can I believe such a fantasy?
How can I be blind to what's in front of me?
I don't trust anymore.
I don't trust my heart around you.
I don't trust you could love me the way I love you.
What happens when you can't trust anymore?
Especially yourself?
I want to go on with my life.
There has to be more than this, more than just wanting.
But I just want love.
Is that so much to ask?
Love.
Pure and simple.
And as much as I hate to say it,
I'm never going to get it from you.
Copyright 2002.
