It seemes funny to me
How fucked things can be
Every time I get ahead
I feel more dead
I'm just watching you
And I don't know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all the lies you hide
Thought you were my friend
Seems it never ends
I need somebody, someone
CAN'T SOMEBODY HELP ME?
All I NEED IS TO BE
LOVED JUST FOR ME
Giving you with this and that
Giving gave me nothing back
It's all related to
All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeing all the things you tried
I am nothing
I need somebody, someone
CAN'T SOMEBODY HELP ME?
ALL I NEED IS TO BE
LOVED JUST FOR ME
I look, a sign
I need someone
Inside, to help me out
With what I'm trying
I'm crying
I'm frying
In a pile of
Shit
I'm dying
I'm dying
I'M DYING
I need somebody (somebody), somebody (somebody), someone
Someone
My time is gone today
You flirt with suicide
Sometimes, that's ok
Do what others say
I'm here, standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me
Day is here fading
That's when, I'm insane
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can't always say
"It's gonna be better tomorrow"
Falling away from me
Falling away from me
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me down
Down
Into the ground
Scream makes no sound
Beating me, beating me down
Down
Into the ground
(Falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(Falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(Falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(Falling away from me)
Slow it down
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me down
Down
Into the ground
Scream makes no sound
Beating me, beating me down
Down
Into the ground
Try, save me
They won't go away
So I pray
Go away
Life's falling away from me
It's falling away from me
Life's falling away from me
FUCK
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me down
Down
Into the ground
Scream makes no sound
Beating me, beating me down
Down
Into the ground
Don't go away from me
Lately everything is grey
It feels like something
It feels like nothing
So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling there's no way
So, I'm angry for today
Anger's the only thing I've made
It feels like something
No, it's nothing
So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling there's no way
To live this way
Hating, feeling, falling
To the place where people haunt me
I can't help but keep from falling
To the place where people call me
I can't wait
To give them
These feelings of hating
Gaping inside me
For all to take
Picking at me
They're ripping at me
RIPPING AT ME
So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling there's no way
To live this way
Well I don't know
I just feel the craving
I see the flesh and it smells fresh
And it's just there for the taking
These little girls,
They make me feel so goddamn exhilerated
I fill them up, I can't give it up
The pain, I'm just erasing
I tell my lies
And I despise every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
SO WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH YOU?
Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry
I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry
I just throw you away
I don't know why I'm so fucking cold
I don't know why it hurts me
All I wanna is get with you
And make the pain go away
Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this torment?
All I wanna do is fuck it away
I tell my lies
And I despise every second I'm with you
So I run away and you still stay
SO WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH YOU?
Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry
I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry
I just throw you away
I tell my lies
And I despise every second I'm with you
And I run away and you still stay
SO WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH YOU?
Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry
I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry
I just throw you away
I......just throw you away
Take me on a second place
Which I don't often find
I see a family walking
Always thinking of
Being somewhere else in time
So I fall face down
In a rut I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of it back
The feelings I had
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake
I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle
Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sane
Time is ticking
It makes me feel content
With what I have inside
Constant paranoia
Surrounds me
Everyone I see
Is out to get me
So I fall face down
In a rut
I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of it back
The feelings I had
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake
I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle
Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sane
You make me feel insane
(?)
Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake
I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle
Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sane
All your faces I can see
You all think it's about me
I'm about to break
Is this my fate?
Am I still damned to a life
Of misery and hate?
You will never know
What I'd do for you
What you all
Got me through
I'd do it for you
I could have
Never lived
If it wasn't
For you
I can't get out of bed
There is evil now in my head
EVERYONE JUST LET ME BE
Because when I hit the stage
It is gone and I am free
Goddamn, you say you'll get up for me
You're the crowd
Come on, give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me
Goddamn, you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd
Come on, give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me
TELL ME, HOW COULD THIS FADE?
I am going insane
And I could not have my pain
EVERYONE PLEASE LET ME BE
Because when I hit the stage
It is gone and I am free
Goddamn, you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd
Come on, give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me
Goddamn, you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd
Come on, give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me
I feel the shame
I've gone insane
The things I feel now
Aren't the same
Who gives a fuck
If my life sucks?
I just know one thing
I won't give up
Everyone just let me be
Goddamn, you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd
Come on, give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me
Goddamn, you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd
Come on, give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me
Be there
For me
This shit is all about pain
I cannot maintain
As the shit knaws inside my brain
I wish you could be me
And then as you would see
How tired I am
And how shit got the best of me
At least you could look at me
While you were raping me
You are taking my life and selling it, teeheehee
Why should I complain?
At least it helps my pain
I am very cool now
And it's gossip 'bout my fame
I am going insane
This shit is all about pain
I cannot maintain
As the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me
And then as you would see
How tired I am
And how you get the best of me
At least you could look at me
While you were raping me
At least you could look at me while you're raping me
YOU FUCKING PUSSY
To face what's growing in my head
Please get away from me
Take advantage of what I feel
Yes, you do
One day, you'll beg for me
So, I'm saying nothing
Each day, taking that much more
As I'm scheming all my fate
You will be there counting
You just see me as something you throw around
You weren't there for me
Beaten down to the ground
Yes, it always seems
You take more from me (more from me)
So, I'm saying nothing
Each day, taking that much more
As I'm scheming all my fate
You will be there counting
It's funny how it gets started
They get their money-grubbing fingers on you
They give ya money and the girls and the fame
I only do it for the fun and the games
It's funny how how it gets started
They get their money-grubbing fingers on you
They give ya money and the girls and the fame
I only do it for the fun
That's my game
So, I'm saying nothing
Each day, taking that much more
As I'm scheming all my fate
You will be there counting
There's so much shit around me
Such a lack of compassion
I thought it would be fun and games (it would be fun and games)
Instead, it's all the same (it's all the same)
I want something to do
Need to feel sickness in you
I feel the reason as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh made me bad
All I do is look for you
I need a fix
You need it to
Just to get some sort of attention
Attention
WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO YOU?
For me, it's something I just do
I want something
I need to feel the sickness in you
I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh made me bad
Does it make me bad?
No one's there
Pouring down
Near people
I'm out here
By myself
All alone
TRYIN' TO BLOW MY HEAD OFF
I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see
The world through my eyes
Each day is the same
I just wanna laugh again
Keep hoping
Nothing to spare
So my life
Isn't quite there
Feel like a whore
A dirty whore
Such a whore
Dirty
I'm out here
By myself
All alone
TRYIN' TO BLOW MY HEAD OFF
I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see
The world through my eyes
Each day is the same
I just wanna laugh again
Just wanna laugh again
I'll take it
I'll take it
I'll will take it
Give it to me
YOU DIRTY LITTLE FUCK
Dirty little fuck
You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck
You dirty little fuck
I WILL TAKE IT
I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see
The world through my eyes
Each day is the same
I just wanna laugh again
Live it up, live it up, live it up
Livin' it up
I don't want this to go away (go away)
I'm so scared (oh so scared)
I can't think of going on
We all crumble (It's gonna go way)
We crumble under pressure (pressure)
Pressure (pressure)
(It's gonna go away)
Go live it up
We're livin' it up
Go away...
Each day, more frightening
All of us wanna die
The pressure's tightening
I don't even want to try
Should I take all the stupid bullshit
What makes them think
They can get away with it?
I'm not happy
I wish they'd just...
WAKE THE FUCK UP!
I can take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All our heads are blown
Let's take the stage
And remember why we play for
No more FIGHTING
I swear I'm gonna leave
Talking shit to spite me
I wish we'd just...
WAKE THE FUCK UP!
I can take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All our heads are blown
Let's take the stage
And remember why we play for
Remember why we play for
Am I insane and dazed?
Am I too lost to face this?
And what will it cost
To escape?
Nothing is right
I'm so scared
All my life has been (taken) taken
This demon (haunts me) haunts me
They're waiting (help me) help me
You fuck me up
I'm gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them
Hey Daddy (daddy)
They are taking me
Away
Parting
Facing him (my soul) my soul
They're eating (*cough* help me)
Please HELP ME
You fuck me up
I'm gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them
Hey Daddy, this thing inside me
Wants to get out
All it does is scream and shout
I'm trying not to let them out
They tell me to hurt myself
They tell me to hurt myself
They tell me to hurt myself
But I'm not gonna listen
You fuck me up
I'm gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them
Hey Daddy
They are taking me
Tasting my mind
Hey Daddy
Hey Daddy (they're waiting)