Never Really Before

I never lied
Never looked into your eyes
I never even cried
Never smiled
I never thought this world could mean so much to me
I never believed you where always there with me
The Sun never rised, never
But forever it might be

I never touched
Never held your hands
I never saw a singing bird
Never heard it
I always thought you were in a place really far away
Never could I believe what my angels had to say
"Always believe, always.
So forever it could be."

To have a Sun
In your Big Blue Sky
Was the most amazing thing I ever dreamed
But nothing could now compare to the way I feel
Never could anybody understand or see
Never feel all the pain, never have to dream
Never sleep again, never
And forever it can be

I never smelt
The way I smell you now
I never cared enough
Never realized
Never could I feel my soul burn so bright
I never had to choose in my real life
Never this way, never
Now forever it would be

I never felt
The way I feel you now
I never tried before
Never fraternized
To have all these worlds right before my eyes
Choose what could be the rest of my eternal life
Forever remain, forever
So, forever it will be

   Francesc Beltran 

Copyright Francisco Beltran, 1996