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(some Poems written by Karmic Curse)
Happy You bring me my butterflies Your smile completely captures me Your eyes capture my happiness Hiding all the scars that I contain Our two worlds blending into one We're twisted and torn With new feelings and uncertainity Excepting these feelings just to enjoy each others arms To embrace and discover the unknown We are learning together so well For you just bring happiness back into my life Eternity Eternity is said to be given I couldn't see or believe it A little hope for it lingered with me tightly And now it seems if enternity might of found me Love might of decided to come to me taking away the pain of my broken dreams Fear suddenly creeps over me Making me feel sick, what if eternity was tricking me As i feel your breath on my neck and your arms hold me tightly I tell myself, to enjoy the time with you For eternity is giving me the possiblity for love So i enjoy the taste hopeing that it stays for hope is all i have when it comes to Eternity. Enchanted Enchanted melody, souls apart We drifted so close, ended so far Loving you became my world I was addicted, begged for more We try to see through Try to remain sane It'll all be over soon Take my hand, for the last time Hold my breath, say you're mine Eyes turned to rivers We knew this is coming, refused to see it Touch me, sweet love of mine For I am lonely and cold Kiss me one last time Heal me, and lift this load Today Today those dark coulds went away for when you spoke I heard nothing I saw your lips moving but i didn't care today Your voice was just a whisper My idea of love with you fluttered way a smile slowly came to my face before i just walked away your words can no longer hurt me today The sight of you doesn't bring tears my stomach no longer ties in knots just the thought of no longer loving you no longer caring what you think of me Reminds me on how better off I am Today now that your gone To be In your Mind For once I want to know I want to know what you think I want to know your true feelings I want to know if you hurt I want to know if you really cared When I touched your face and your hand If you really got those happy feelings What does she have that I don't What makes her first and me that doormat? I'm a basket case now because of you I just want to know why You did this to me And you say you still care I just want to be in your mind for one day My Place I hope for a better day I hope for a day without pain You walk around like the king You think you own my mind You enjoy the effect you have on me The way I hold my head down when your around How you can bring me to tears in seconds Your words still cut like a knife Your heart will never save mine You enjoy the misery you put me in You enjoy the happiness you've taken from me I hope for one day that my Place will come That Place where you don't hurt me anymore Where you can't hurt my heart Where I'm the one who doesn't care I wait for that day where I don't Love you anymore. Hurt No matter what you say Your hurting me, You and I know it We've had a long journey,We share many secrets But your running fast,running away from me I've given up on trying to stop you We hate each other then we love each other But we've grown apart, and ever so distant The love is still there but it's time for me to say goodbye i'm afraid it's our end Your still my comfort in a painful way But all that's left between us are these tears and the hurt. Secret Wishes I act like I hate you when I really don't I often wish you would call me and tell me lets try one more time After all these years I still can't let go I secretly wish for a place where your love never ends where our love is complete But this place is only in my dreams In reality you've given me a cross Thats getting heavier to bear And I want to disappear The emptiness is lingering and the dark mist getting closer I can trust myself anymore and i'm letting the pain show There is no comfort coming from you not even a goodbye from you the rain of sadness is here and I find myself still waiting for you. Haunted Dreams When I'm awake I no longer feel your finger tips You no longer hide in your think dark mist I no longer want your hands on me But you can still hurt me Even in my sleep you hurt me the most In my dreams you don't enjoy my misery You always want to keeo me happy I hear the moans that turn into screams Your touch is pleasing to my body Your smile so deciving,making me think you love me You hide behind that dark mist I fall for your lies all over Then i wake and my dreams cause for torn feelings For part of me wants to go around two The other wants to see you haunted Either way I know I will never escape you. I never Thought I never expected you to lie to me. I never thought you would fall out of love Did you find another? Are you running away from your fears? I never thought you would break my heart Then hand it back to me broken and fragile The sad thing is that you don't care. I Run from you and To you Your name comes to mind at least once a week. I remember the times and your touch. Your touch brings a smile to my face Then i find myself yearning for you. After the yearning there is a pain That makes me hate you and all I want is you gone. I often find myself wanting to run to you but the other half just wants to run from you. Your Touch I need your touch to make me smile. I need your smile to make me laugh. I need you here to make me feel complete. I just need your touch to bring back all of those feelings. I think i've lost. For the only thing that keeps me going is knowing you still Love Me. Those Sheets Every night it's the same thing I return to the sheets that can bring the dreams of inner peace Sometimes Sandman doesn't want to come When he doesn't come it shows me How lonely these sheets are. They are not the same They still carry your sent That reminds me of the nights to Falling asleep in your arms The countless times of watching you Sleep. The Fact of knowing when I wake up you were going to be the first I see. I miss those nights. So until you can Return to me I grip the sheets tightly Hoping it will bring you back. secrets These secrets I'll hide them under my bed matress where no one knows about them where no one will find them I'll hide them under there before I awake And this wasted time is killing me at slow pace I try to hold my breath to keep things steady the winter's breath is beating against my neck and I regret the words that I never said These secrets make me lie awake in bed no one knows about them no one will ever dare to find them I hide them under the matress before I awake A human heart beat I wish we didn�t have to say good night tonight. I wish we didn�t have to part at all, I wish you didn�t think I was lying to you. I can only wish this, because saying it to you, pronouncing your name with all the promises I wish I could make to you But you say that they may not be able to come true. And the distance leaves us wanting more, And I am burning for you. I am wanting more then just a simple hello, I want the human contact that would come along with it. But nothing will come, because I know somehow you wouldn�t let me in. Even when I know that you wish for this too. For the patterns of our lives to intertwine together, like we wish they could be. Sometimes you almost seem human to me, breathing, moving and with a heartbeat. I wish we didn�t have to say good night tonight, because this distance is killing me. Some poems I found written by Amy Bez. |
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