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MAKE
THESE WORDS YOUR WISDOM
Take time
Step back breathe in now analyze
United lies unravel life
Taking the time to bring out what’s inside
Tear it out show you what I have
Euphoric I lie in this dream
Waiting and wiling for anything anyone
Someone to show me the opposite side of this
Abnormatic abstract conformity
Change is constant, even in quiet times
The soft sounds no one hears, the notes radiating in my ear
Listen closely, for a sound to follow
A melody that brings me close to home
Blank landscapes staring at me, Staring at blank pages
Rewriting, rewordings
What’s remaining of me
I’m starting all over again
A blank tablet upon which experience writes
Every thought every emotion
I wish you could see inside my head
I wish you could feel inside my heart
Your heartless you’ve lost your head
You would sooner die than think
Sooner die then live
Paint yourself up
Your beautiful to me
You’re a ghost, a figment of my mind’s eye
It didn’t have
To come to this
Lies dancing from your lips,
The act has been done
This is as good as it gets
Envision me from every angle
I’m not dreamy or witty melodic or sweet
I’m arid and dreary sleepless and bleeding
Take me as I am
This as good as it gets
EVERY
GOOD BOY DOES FINE
This
fist’s amalgamation
(Tears and blood stained trails on sweaty hands)
This bottle’s worth a million moments
(In my mind a million words I’ve wasted)
This simple mind keeps on arranging my words so I can’t hold my breath
My time changing the days to years every which way my heart can pull me
I can’t, you can’t, we can’t, and this can’t go on
Hat’s off to the meek for they find wealth in storybooks.
Underneath my memories filled, I feel melodic.
Duct taped incisions on my heart.
Static cling on clouds.
(Move it away)
Sometimes this hurts
(Take it away)
My eyes do spy
(Something in the way)
It’s too far to feel
(Come on)
Things are like this
Breaking away
Tearing away
This time
(Breaking thin words)
I’m feeling rain fall, shoulders down
(Torn out pages)
Like a convex plague of sound
(Forgotten stories)
Speak god-like words please drown this fathers martyr son
And
let me try.
MINUTES
MEASURED IN HOURS
And
it seems the love I make
Upon me it does forsake
Outside my heart I bleed
The hate and jealousy
Only a fool could be
If not more blind than me
Wasting away the thoughts
And the memories
Your ways are not always, my ways that are sideways.
I can’t find in me the morning break.
Days go by I pay my debt in vain.
And I’d break my own heart just to see you smile and say that it’s ok.
Because in-between each tear lies a song I wrote for you to hate me for.
Sometimes it feels like I’m asleep
Sometimes it hurts to try to breathe
And awake, I’d lie and think of all the reasons
That my bodies dieing out inside
My body in your arms would lie
Try to fake
That without you this all turns crimson red
And my thoughts turn crimson red
Take me,
On top a mountain, high,
I think I’d like to touch the daybreak.
Lately,
Underneath all these waves
I’d like to pull you right beside me.
(I’m trying to make it ok)
And trying to make things seem all right
Away from here I’m trying to be me
This tide pulls me down happily I breath
Learning to play with my wrists tied to my back
I’m pining away all these feelings that I have left.
LAST
EXIT
Time after time these thoughts rejected
So many days I’ve spent alone
My bodies feeling kind of restless
Too many words that I would say were I to have the right amount.
Say you hear my thoughts
My voice has lost it’s tenderness
So sweet these eyes say “lets go home”
Yesterday seems like a moment lost I’m giving ground
Your voice brings all these rain clouds down
Lying awake,
I
would keep on balling to the wall
I can’t find a better way,
Your presence here could wash this all away.
Our minds tongue-tied but screaming let it go,
Can’t fake the things that I wish I could show you,
I know you.
Take this one step day by day.
And this winters raging on
But you keep warming me along
Your hand in mine assures that I’ve finally chosen a song so I can give it to
Someone who deserves the best
I would swallow my own mind
Just to feel you breath I’d tear out my own lungs
I’d wrap you up inside these clumsy arms
Tighter than you could hold a breath
I’ve been waiting for so long
Two hollow bodies become one
If home is where the heart is, oh my god lets carry on
Finally
closing all these windows in this home we’ll do no wrong
A
MILE FROM HOME
We sit and watch the tide turn pink to red with no regard
To the things that would be, should be done
To the things I wish I would’ve done now I try
To bring a light to dark so that if I fall I would still pick you all up
From my lungs I push out this noise
Chest caving in and here I lay
Side by each side the last is worse
Still every time I sit and think to myself
That it kills me to see them all alone in here
And if we have to throw this away
I will carry all to the flames
And not sit and watch but just smile as I
Fade and fumble away
Taking beauty from this life
Is not a scratch upon my heart
But a break in all of these words that I’ve been living by for so long
One heart, one name, one voice, one choice.
You walk from this life with apologies strapped to your shoes like broken doors
Me, I’ve been trying to eat away at this cleanliness
(For so long)
If we have to throw this away,
I will carry all to the flames.
I’ll not sit and watch but smile as I
Fade and fumble away.
Fumbling I fade away.
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