Another vacation plan scrapped. Hmmm... I love thunderstorms. I find something really erotic about them. But they have just screwed up my schedule this week completely. I was hoping to finish today so that I could leave tomorrow morning and be back by Wed. Interesting how you can make things happen, but yet some things just happen to you. It's no wonder I prefer to live and dream in a world of my own fantasies.
7/20/03
For last minute notice, that was a pretty cool gathering last night. It was nice to catch up with old faces. It's too difficult to try to keep up with different people individually. This was perfect. Next time I'll have the grill hooked up and give a little more notice. Maybe even a theme? See you all here next month for the next one! For now, I'm off to grab the sewing machine. This will be fun! I'm actually going to be blonde!! Thanx for the pointer girlie. (I did need a night to get used to walking in those boots... hehehe)
Music: (AK1200) Drowning
(It's still ringing in my head)
7/23/03
More tormenting dreams of the same... Enveloped in your warm embrace, I can feel your heart beating against my cheek. I am lost in your scent. I feel only the velvet-like softness, as I caress your back, holding you even closer. Your form fits perfectly... We are whole...
Then I awake to find you gone and only my face buried into my Angora blankets and I see the truth. It was all just another dream. Another night of tomenting fantasies that have yet (if ever) come to fruition. I wonder if I'm the only one having these dreams, or are they shared?...
7/26/03
SMB was really interesting. I was blonde, clumsy, and a little bit tipsy. It was cool to see many people that I haven't seen in a while. But after it was all said and done, I only missed one important thing. I forgot to take a few pics. There was one that I wanted, but I'll have to do it for Halloween. Otherwise, I had fun people-watching and seeing how many people did and didn't recognize me. I liked and remember some of the fun and intelligent conversations. Some of the outfits were awesome, like the "headlight boobies"! Mine wasn't too shabby either. Some lady there wanted to buy the jacket off me... Anyways, looking back at last night and today just made me appreciate life a little bit more. :)
7/28/03
Kinda neat... I took Logan to my parents house to go and play and hang out with Cleo. The odd thing was that he didn't have too much interest in following Cleo around this time. So I left them alone for a few minutes, while I went inside. The next thing I knew, Cleo was in her bed. After asking where Logan was, I looked outside to find him delightedly hanging out in the swimming pool! Sure enough his head was completely soaked>> meaning that he must have jumped in and had to swim around until he found the stairs at the shallow end. This really isn't such a big deal, except that he's about 150-160 lbs of "cold water rescue dog" that has never had the opportunity to go swimming yet.
"You can lead a Newfie to water... and make his day..."
8/01/03
I went on a mountain biking detour. Found out that I still have what it takes to do some crazy fun stuff! Jumping the creek was quite a rush! It was really an adrenalin test more than anything. Once every week or two, I have to try to do something that will make me sweat and put my heart in my thoat.
8/04/03
My Horoscope today:
"You read unintended meaning into the context where you'd most like to see it. Sometimes a dream comes true by sheer force of will. Grab your chance and run with it."
hmmmm.... kinda neat that I should be daydreaming about that almost all day today. And I kept having these lyrics stuck in my head....
"Waiting is the hardest thing
I tell myself, if I believe in you
in the dream of you
with all my heart and all my soul
that by sheer force of will
I will raise you from the ground
and without a sound you'll appear
and surrender to me
to love..." (Madonna - Rain)