A diary of my random thoughts...
10/28/03

Congrats Bro!!!   Boat Drinks!!!

10/28/03

I started going through all the stuff that I bought in the last month.  I think that I brought home about $400 in jewelry and all kinds of other things, pics, chocolate, Ghirardelli Chocolate Cookbook, leather tools, edged weapons, paint gun, cd's, radar detector (I'm still going to order the Phantom 4), and a truck.  .....and a flying monkey...  

11/03/03

My life definitely ought to have a soundtrack.   And not driven by events in my life, but rather by what it inspires in me.  So many possibilities...  So many big decisions...  So many chances that I could take....

Mood Music: (A Perfect Circle)  Brena
:)
11/04/03
Which tarot card are you?  I ended up being....
11/06/03

I'm definitely going to "The Dope Show"!!!!!!

11/07/03

Tonight really made me feel nostalgic.  I was full of wonderous and aweful memories.  Somewhere between falling in love and falling on my face, I reside.  I think I feel like I need to cherish this a little more before I leave.

Mood Music: Aerosmith - Amazing

11/10/03

Somehow this elludes me...

"You should be dating a Taurus.  20 April - 20 May  This gentle creature is dependable, artistic, and very calm and patient.  Though Taurus has the tendency to be self-indulgent, stubborn or materialistic, this bull naturally enjoys a roll in the hay!"

Not that I put much faith into this or any other belief of any kind, but I find them really interesting.  I kind of am apprehensive about ever dating another one.  Two Taureans dating has always been fantastic or incredibly horrid, with very little in between.  But that's not really what I find interesting.  What really captures my immediate attention is someone's creativity, talent, intellect, demeanor, and/or affinity towards music (in whatever way).  But SSSSHHHHHH!!!!!  Don't tell anyone!!!!!   :)

11/11/03

I've been practicing a little in the last few months with my rigging talents, that I've neglected for all the wrong reasons.  I'm almost back to peak.  Now I'm considering competing in a Shibari (art of rope) competition.  I haven't quite decided yet.  I'd still have to set up the supports for the suspensions.  And I would also have to get a flexible, strong model for the pics and/or demonstrations.  But I haven't entered the contest yet.  I wonder what it is I'm waiting for?  Perhaps that beyond the initial fascination that most people have with my rigging, most really don't care for it personally.  I guess that with little outside interest, I don't really feel a need to expose my affinity as a Nawashi to others.  I don't really do it for others as much as I do it for myself.  I know why too, but that's another explaination all together.

11/20/03

Time to enjoy hidden treasures....

11/23/03

Once again I've found myself caught up again in "the rat race" of the whole DC area.  At least it's coming to an end on Tues.  Next I have to make preparations for much bigger things to come.  I've spent too much time sitting back and letting life happen.  Big successes are difficult to come by without big gambles.  The idea of spending so much of my life working and letting the rest pass me by just doesn't sit well with me.  Time to make bigger plans, bigger ventures, bigger risks, and make the change. 
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