Happiness, Sadness, and Life
Your voice makes me happy, your touch makes me nervous, I love the way you comfort me when I need you the most. Your love is why I feel special, your heart is why I live. I wouldn't get far in life without you. I live for your kindness, I live for your forgiveness, How I need you, you'll never know, You are my world, you are my light. I hate it when we argue, I hate it when we fight, Why did we end it with such hatred. I hate the way you speak. I hate the way you move. But I still love you and always will. You will be in my heart untill the day I die, even if you always make me cry. I love so much, I love you so dear. This thing has happened my only true fear. You realised I wasn't worth it, you realised you could do better. Now everything is over, even our friendship. So will we ever be friends? Will we ever be mature? I don't know. But that's how it ends.
So many words left usaid, too many reasons for tears to be shed. So many thoughts I wish you knew, If only I had the boldness to tell you. So many feelings that are hushe, it's probably a good thing that they are untouched. I don't know if these things are good or bad, I don't know if we would be happy or sad. Is it a chance we should take, or even a decision we could make. I said it would be better left unsaid, So the tears would not be shed. It's a safety net for my heart you now know, These are feelings I rarely show. I'm afraid of the pain, that my heart might be slain. Now you know the debate on whether or not I believe in fate.
What am I supposed to do when you buy me gifts? What am I supposed to do when you give me emotional lifts? I htink your to great to be true. You ask me what I'm thinking, it's always you. You tell me not to compliment you so much, I say why? You look so cute when you blush. I say your beautiful and when I'm not around you, I don't feel whole. I call you sweet and say you have cute feet. You tell me not to compliment you so much and I say what does it matter that I compliment you so much?
In this world you need to survive. In this world you need to strive. It puts you down, please don't frown. Try to live, always forgive. You get upset, your a wreck. It puts you down, that's when you drown. You cry for help but, no one hears. You just sink over the years. You remember the happiness, now it's gone. That's when you realize its been to long. You need to strive, you need to survive. That's how you live, try to forgive. The anger goes down, you don't frown. The pain is gone, it's been to long.
Life is a complicated thing you know. I seems like whatever you dothere's always strings attached. Everythings ironic to a point. I mean, if you love someone they love someone else, if you are happy something always brings you down, and if you give all you have for a good cause you wind up with nothing. Doesn't it seem like if you love soemone they should love you back? If your happy, nothing should go wrong? If you give everthing you have, you should get twice as much in return? See, what I mean? Have I got you thinking now? Life is the way it's supposed to be. Complicated, ironic, and very difficult. Now let me explain why. If you love someone and the don't love you back. It's okay, their not supposed to. Be patient, God in the end will put you with the right person. If your happy and you get bogged down, it's probably because your not focusing enough on God. If you get deppressed, here's a simple and quick solution. For one, pray you can never go wrong. For the second, stop being selfcentered adn pesamistic. This is my defenition of Deppession- selfishness, only worrying about your own problems, and pesamisticness, it's obvious if you only concentrate on the negatives you will miss all the good. SO if you get down concentrate on God, not yourself. The third thing I will talk about is simple. If you give what you have don't worry about what you will recieve. In the end God will repay you and believe me it will be good.
