| I Had You Remember the times we always were together? Remember the happiness we had? When did the skies change to stormy wheather? When did all good change to bad? Was it my fault??? She said it wasn't worth it... then why are there regrets? I think the happiness will never be... I think the memories are lost.. but... when I look back, I don't see bad... I see good! I am glad we had our moment... I am glad that I have these memories, even if it ends in bad... I can remember the good... Because when I think of what we had... I think of the smiles, the laughter, the love, I think of you..... and of course it makes me sad to see what I have lost.... I can still remember what I once had... and in the future I can learn from why it went bad.... So no... I will not be sad, because I will always have memories of what I once had. you... (I love you) |
| Hi peoples how are you all??? :-) I am fantastic... This is a add on page to my last... So you can e-mail me if you like it. I hope you enjoy. |
| Poetry and Thoughts: Life, love, and Happiness What a sixteen year old goes through. |
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| Past Memories How can I go through what I did before? How can I give you another chance? How can I risk opening that door? How can I ask you to dance? So many questions that I ask... So many things that I mask.... I can't take the chance I did before... So I'm sorry I just can't open that door... We might have been good for each other. But we will probably never know... Because I am sorry but, the feelings that did once show.... are just simply not there.... I do, I really do care.... But... I'm sorry I will not open that door.. Becasue, I am afraid that my heart will be tore. |
| Ode To My Future Wife I'll hold your hand when we run on the sand. I'll hold you close when you need me the most. I'll wipe yuor tears and calm your fears. I'll pick you up when you fall, I'll answer the phone when you call. I'll do anything you ask even when it's to hard of task. I'll give you everything you need, I'll wash your cuts when you bleed. I'll even do the small things like the dishes, and I'll always try to fullfill your wishes. How am I supposed to choose my dear wife? The woman I'll be with for the rest of my life. |
| Why Do Fools Believe What They Want? I believed that she cared, though eveident she did not. I believed her words, though evident I should not. We had one glorious night, though evident just one. I fell deeper and deeper, though evident the battle would not be won. |
| A night to Remember As I walked up to your house you came out with tears in your eyes. As I held you close to me I asked, "God why do you put her through this? What has she done to deserve this?" As you let go of me and wiped the tears away. I thought to myself, "God why don't you give me something comforting to say?" As I gave you a hug before I left I told you I loved you. Still with tears in your eyes you said, "I love you too." As I walked away with tears in my eyes I asked, "God what has she done to deserve to go through that pain?" I turned around and watched for her in her window but, no one came. As I lay in bed thinking of all the times she said, "I love you." I think to myself, "I love you too." |
| Friends As I walk with her on the rode of choices, it's us alone we hear no voices. We make the decisions and ignore the visions. we've come to the conclusions that there just illusions, Everyone's playing with my mind. If I'm not careful I'll be left behind. Even your closest friends may hurt you, even if they don't exactly mean to. She says, "it's better this way, even if it's something that you would never say." Your closest friend hurts you, but says she loves you.... I turn to walk away then turn around and say, "Don't worry about it I love you too." |
| Dreams are wonderful things I opened my eyes, forgetting all the lies. Focused on the one truth, the one thing that I believed. Something that my mother always used to say at bedtimes where I would lay. It wasn't one certain thing she said, it was all the different things she said. She told me things, so that I would have great dreams. I got older and my mother passed away, but most of the memories, they did not stay. Except the one truth, the one thing that I believed... That dreams are such wonderful things. |
| oky doky, Thank you all for reading these.... uhmm... I really like to get your e-mails on what you thought about it. Eventually I will keep expanding on it and write more and more poems to put on. So keep checking back and have a wonderful time. bye bye |
| a thousand apoligies I could say I'm sorry a thousand times and it wouldn't make a difference. I could say I love you a thousand times and you would still turn away. I could ask for forgiveness a thousand times and you would reject me a thousand and one. So I will say "I am sorry" and I will say "I love you" and I will ask for forgiveness.... "Forgive me please" |
| My friends I just wanted to say I love all of my friends... They have always been there for me. So I love you. Thanx... for always being there for me and willing to talk to me when I need someone to talk to... oh.. I go to the bestest school in the world it's CVA high it rocks. Bye Bye :-) Love, me :-) |