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| DISAPPEAR Everyone else is here apart from me am lost inside my own identity. I stand here in the darkness alone with my thoughts all confused. I see no sense so make none. I hide in the corner, am the background of everything. No one see's me or hears me am just there. I wear a mask, underneath i dont know what lies apart from a black pit. All the things I felt have now gone pain hurt none. I look around, you all look back but not with interest instead with black. I turn away to face my fears and break the chain created over the years. I realize this wasnt meant to be your the problem, the deceiver not me. Your'e lies were the poison but I found a cure. The feelings come back but not of pain or hurt but joy so fuck off leave me alone go away give me back what you owe. by natz |
| Love? Am still waiting, am near to giving up. Will i ever find love? I guess not. Who would love me or even like me. No one my mind says, I believe its true. I see other people hand in hand, so much love i dont understand. There must be someone out there for me, the one man, my one love. But it would take an eternity to find him. I dream of him, but i cant see his face his identity. It was like it was so real a vision so close to reality. There was so much love its hard to explain. I wish i could pull him out of my dreams and make him real, he's the cure for my pain. This is my reason why i will never awake again. by natz |
| Annoymous I sit here all alone waiting for the person I dream about to come along. He doesent I guess he neva will. Why cant I find the one for me I need him whoever he may be. I feel so lonely, empty and lost. There is no ne here beside me, no one to hug or to take my pain, no one to love or too blame. I drift off the drugs have a hold as they turn my heart black and cold. Then I see him the man I dream but its too late as i have sealed with my own hands the killing of our fate. by natz |
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I have no emotion............left. They have faded away. What words should I use, I can't say I feel as that would be a lie. Light and Darkness are now one, they fuse together, no difference anymore. I see people that are hurt, people who are happy it has no effect on me. The world whizzes round while I stand and watxh unchanged by what I see. I will never know what pain or hurt is like, but then I will never know what joy or happiness is. But I know the price was worth to pay no more suffering am free. by natz |