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                         Drift

Slowly we are drifting apart, you cant see it or hear it, but I feel it.The distance coming closer getting wider apart. I go and come again constanly each time we drift away from each other even more. I wish I could find a way to stop it I dont want to lose you, my friends your all that I got, You give me something to live for. You help me through tough times, I dont know what I will do without you. All I can say now is I am sorry for what will come to past.

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                  natz
                      Confusion

How did it get to this? This feeling which i cant describe, its not fear or hate its just there all the time, pounding in my heart. I have left all that causes me pain and discomfort behind, so I dont understand why I feel this way. I wish I knew if anyone else had this feeling or is there just something wrong with me? It hurts inside, I need help I must get help but I cant. Am lost inside myself trapped by this feeling. Everything is collasping around me people fadeing away, friends lost, hope gone, I cant cope I JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE. ITS GONE, ALL GONE, ALL MY DREAMS disappeared blown away in the wind. I dont have anyone no one is here no one.... no one.....
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               natz
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                                             Dedicated to someone special

I knew I lost someone special that night, someone I couldnt bring back.
Someone I loved and had turned them bitter, I warned them I was posion but they didnt listen. Now look what I've done, why cant I stop the hatred, the lies. I hurt those closest to me  those I most love,
I corrupt there minds and cause choas.
I hate myself what I've become, I caused the pain and now I carry it wherever I go.. spreading it like a disease. Why I lose the person I will only ever love? Why did I destory everything we had? I had waited for this dark stranger for so long and now because of what I said hes gone.

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                      natz
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