I know that I shouldn`t feel the way that I do. And the problem it`s within me, not with you. Somewhere down deep inside of me. is a unending need that just won`t let me be. I can no longer hide it try as I may. It keeps haunting me day after day. I try with all I have in me to hold it back but somehow it keeps going off track. Lord, sometimes I don`t know what`s wrong with me. There`s this need inside that just won`t let me be. I try to say everything`s okay. Why won`t it stop, or go away? I`m sorry baby, I just can`t go on this way. I don`t want to hurt you. You know that it`s true. I`d do anything baby, anything for you. And I truly love you. But something is missing. I`m not quit sure what it is nor if I`ll ever find it out there. I know you love me as I do you. And it`s tearing me apart. but, there`s something that is always and constantly ripping at my heart. ( I am so torn up. ) By Starr |