| Page 5 Poetry from 11/4/02-12/8/02 |
| Could You See this Moment? Could you see this moment? When you left us for good? Could you tell the pain of those You left behind? You must have had your reasons What they were we'll never know You are gone But your past remains When you pulled the trigger Or overdosed on those drugs Could you see Could you know? The pain and greving You would leave behind? I hope you're in a better place Where nothing can hurt you Just know that You are missed |
| Hidden Places There is a place In my mind I can see it No one else can The green cool grass On my feet The warm sun In a sapphire sky Warms my skin The ocean waves Hit the cliff walls The breeze rustles the leaves And carry the mist of the sea All one can hear Is the waves and wind Once in awhile you can hear The faint sound of bagpipes In the distance There's a tree With a swing This is my Paradise A Scottish Paradise |
| Tired Physically I'm tired Mentally I'm tired Emotionally I'm drained I'm tired of being angry I'm tired of being scared I'm tired of feeling like Our relationship Is being controled by out parents I'm tired of little siblings I just don't think that this is going to work I fell like our relationship Has run it's course I don'tk now why But I do I feel like maybe For now we should go Our seperate ways I know it hurts I feel it too Yet I know That if we are ment to be WE'll get back together I'm sorry abou this I don't mean to hurt you But that is how I feel I'm really truly sory dear But I must go I'm tired of good-byes Never knowing when I'll see or talk to you again Now that I look back to when All this started I can't really tell If you were pressured Into going out with me I just always felt Like we've been pressured I just need to get out for now I don't know if I'll ever know I'll give you some time alone now I'll miss you Yet I think that this is best Good-bye for now My dear friend |
| Perplexed Maybe my gut instinks Were right Things are tearing us apart Communication was bad To begin with Now it's gotten Worse I hate feeling like no matter what we do Or were we go Ware are always being watched Your dad controls out communication Yet even when we talk while At your mom's you're always side tracted You never have time for us You never plan ahead! I don't know anymore Unless things change drastically over the holidays I think we are done. |
| Remember Why can't I remember One happy memory? My thoughts seem to have disappeared What happened to the child Who walked on the sands? The sands of time and peace She's all grown up She no longer plays weighed down by the burdens of life She watches her friends get hurt Knowing there is nothing she can do She watches the ones she loves Mother, Father, Sister, Brother All fade away. She watches hopelessly As her grandmothers die Nothing left to do now But cry What happened to the child Who played in the sands? Who's memories were happy and glad? She's all grown up Those memories have faded In their place is pain Knowing that the memories of the past Are gone And knowing that the tomorrow's Will test her strength She cries sighlently Her knees at her chest She cries in agony and defeat All that she once held dear has vanished Fallen into darkness never to return |