After I watched my arm rise up to turn up the radio before that song played, as if someone else was lifting it for me, which they were, I was transformed to a state of peacefulness I have never known before. I had to pull my car over to the side of the road and stop as I was so overwhelmed and the tears would not stop. I knew it was a Miracle and I knew it was God, Our Creator telling me it was my turn!

After the song event, I decided to try and flow with it. When I quit fighting for control, it all became so magnificent and miraculous that I was astounded daily. I began to research everything I could find on Our Creator, Spirit and Guides and before I knew it 6 months had passed by and I had 4 foot stacks of printed information on those topics. Spirit was guiding me all along, as I would learn about one particular part of my awakening or enlightenment which would magically lead me to the next topic. I thought the topics were random, but oh that hindsight thing ~ sure is 20/20.

Next I sought out a Spiritual Teacher here in Dallas, who I needed to help guide me. I was very careful about this choice and I had read that many teachers are just waiting for students like me to ask for their guidance. Earth Spirit Teachers are alot like Angels, in that they will not interfere in your life. They will not even help you, unless you ask them to come in and help. So I did. Then I met Irene. She's a 64 year old, tiny woman with a heart almost bigger than her body. She shines with God's Light and Spirit wherever she goes. She is quiet, humble and very, very wise. When I found her she looked right into my eyes from across a huge auditorium and the connection was made. I walked over to her and sort of struggled for the words..."I think you are my Spiritual Teacher...does this make any sense to you?" She smiled and said..."why yes...sit down...I have been waiting for you today." Well, you could have knocked me over with a breath of air. She began to tell me things about me, my family, my marriages, my children, my ancestors that proved without a doubt, she was the real thing. We began meeting every two months as she guided me on my Spiritual Journey. She is an Earth Angel and I had been drawn immediately to the Angels, so it all made sense. She told me about the two main gifts I had been given ~ Visionary or Channeler and Exemplary Intuitive, which were just more new words to me then, but now they are part of my daily regime. The main thing that she continued to stress to me was let go and give up the power to Our Creator. I have a problem with patience so that one took me much longer than it should have. Irene and I are very close friends to this very day and I thank her with all the Love my Heart can hold for guiding me and teaching me so many things.

The next step, I began to sign up for any Free Spirit, New Age, Metaphysical, Divine Enlightenment talks, courses, seminars I could find. Some weeks I would have one event every night of the week and those weeks my understanding of spirituality seemed to advance forward by months. But I kept saying to myself...it has got to be a really complex, involved revelation ~ this Spiritual thing and set myself up for a false outcome. When I wasn't actively involved in research or attending classes, I was at home. I tried a few times to talk to my husband about what was happening to me and how wonderful and special I felt, but the blank look told me he wasn't to a point of understanding yet in his life. This bewildered me because he's my husband and I didn't understand why God would have me go a separate path than my husband. But each person's 'time' is chosen, when it is right for that person, not the family. One's Spiritual Journey is so unique to each and every individual.

Months passed and I grew farther away from my husband, but closer to my son, Matthew. I knew when he was born, that he would be a special son because he was 6 weeks premature, but he was filled with God's Light when they put him in my arms at the hospital, all 10 fingers and toes too! He and I have always had 'an understanding', we're always on 'the same page'. and I truly cherish this miraculous relationship more than I can tell him now, but one day he too will understand.

Two years had gone by and I felt like I was making a small dent in my understanding of this Spiritual thing, because I had no benchmarks to measure my progress against. There are no benchmarks so don't wait for them to magically appear like I did. I began to once again, get bogged down in the when and if's and lost my way for a few months also. I am my own worst enemy and would project future events as I imagined they would turn out, but I was so very wrong. There was no huge Bang, no fireworks, no voices or visions the day I realized I had learned what I was suppose to have learned at this time. In fact, it was quite the opposite. I was sitting in a circle on the floor of my local New Age bookstore with 5 other people I did not know. It was one of the last FREE Spiritual Enlightenment seminars for that summer and a Guest Speaker was present that night. His name is Jon Marc Hammer and in the most simple manner, Jon shared with all of us that night what this Spiritual thing was all about; where we went when our physical bodies passed away and what we could expect to see next. It was just too darn simple, my old mindset kept trying to shove into my new thoughts, but I had control of it by this time and truly let out a huge breath and sigh of understanding that night. He told us in maybe 4 or 5 sentences all the information we needed to know and the rest of the time we meditated and listen to his story of spending 7 years with Jeshua, Jesus. It was the most fascinating story and this man had no ego! He also said something that night I will never forget too..."the ultimate goal for me, he said, is to listen to any living thing and even if they try to hurt me, or lie about me or cause me harm in any way, that I will acknowledge their act but it will just roll right off my body, not affecting my emotions whatsoever. And I will sit here and live in and enjoy this moment." I thought that was "it". But... More to come....

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