My aspiration, what could that mean?

Aspire	I don't know what it could mean either. There are too many things that have to be considered that I cannot simply decide which route I will take. Nobody would be 100% certain either. But there are certain things that I must say that I would be inclined to be involved in. And that's writing.
	If you hadn't noticed already, this website is a series of journals or short writings about me, myself and Firdaus A, that guy you know. So writing is a form of self expression. Writing is a form of existence. If you were from outer space and you bumped into this website by chance, you would never have known prior to this that I existed. On earth, in space... anywhere! So this website serves as a pee scent, in the context of territorial animals, that is - to mark my existence and my domain. Should I get my very own www.firdaus-a.com domain? What's the chance of people typing that by accident then compared to... let's say... www.sexonline.com?
	My aspiration is to live and serve my purpose in life. That means to utilise all the creative energy, talent, ability, and effort in to making this world somehow... influenced by me. I believe that everyone on this earth was destined for a purpose in their lives. They may do good or bad, but somehow, their actions would have produced an effect that runs with the universal cycle. What's the universal cycle? Some energy that controls our life cycle, the seasonal cycle, the earth's rotational cycle, the solar system's rotational cycle... the cycle of matter from solid, liquid to gas and back...the cycle in your washing machine... the cycle of everything! Hail the cycle!
	That was just my opinion anyway.
Reality	But the reality is, I just want to be rich, famous and ever existent. That's coz shopping, eating, being known, being admired, being young forever is perhaps the best thing in life, if that's possible. Try the Get Rich Quick Q&A link. See what you can make out of it. :-)