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| Painfully Sweet Remembrance Numb, lost, alone, empty, inscignificant..... That's how I felt today when I saw you Galling surges of dullbladed emotions cut me slowly Life bled from even my bones I couldn't speak, I couldn't think, I could just feel and barely breath Thoughts of you teased me, I wanted to be with you But then again I didn't, I was afriad I didn't want the pain, the constant confusion, lack of you And not knowing when But I did want you I remember touching you, holding you, kissing you That Kiss........ What I felt in that first kiss Passion unleashed like a ragin well, pent up for years wishing to be free I couldn't get enough of you I can't compare that kiss I had with you to anything Our hands touched and I could savor your thoughts I seen indescribalbe passion in your eyes; life, solicitude, fulfilment I felt it all again when I saw you For an instant I was satisified, taken away So lost in feeling you again I forgot how it ended But then reality showed himself just I felt the misery all over again and again and again Unescapable torment of boundless love Lost to only ourselves I couldn't make you stay Everybody says "let go" But they didn't see you like I saw you They didn't feel what you made me feel So now I sit with willed hollow wishes, hoping to find love again, but not with another In a state of self impossed rejection Waiting only for the sole person to fill this destitute life Knowing nothing, save God, can bring you back to me. T. Rose |
| I thank God for giving me the ablitly to form words to create poetry, songs, and stories, and I hope through my writings I have touched someone in a way that only words can. I give God all the credit for my works But do keep in mind that some of these writings were before I was saved by the Lord Jesus however I still share them as a testimony of what mind state God brought me from. From a world of depression to a world of joy and happiness in Him. |
| Inversion Ifeel no fear, yet I shake. No rising stairs, but steps I'll take. No rain falls, there's a trembling stream. No thunder rolls, but I wake from my dream. No song plays, I dance in the air. There's nothing below, I'll jump at a dare. There is no reason left at mind. I run alone, but I'm left behind. No voice calls, I hear my name. A ghostly chill, love is not tame T. Rose. |
| Hide -n- Seek Trapped in an epitomy of black Held in the arms of an uncradling society Urged to push and climb Having grips pulled from under No support, no embrace Only an inner will to hold to life And find success and happiness Walking hand in hand Trying to see light and find a path Admidst hellious surroundings Pressures unknown and unseen Until an unescapable breakdown has occured Falling apart and loosing pieces Has become an undefiable custom Accept the feeling of the desire to run Slip away into the deepest hole Never to be found by anyone It bings joy and solice, creating a smile Where an outstretched horsehoe one laid You don't have to understand why You will know soon enough So slip away into your world And in the time when all seems lost God will rise you up and you will change Find yourself, emerge and let who you are Replace who you thought you were T. Rose |
| I plan to change the poems randomly so that more can be viewed check back every now and then if you want to read more. |
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| These are all my own original works, read enjoy, even send me comments if you like but do not use any writings on this page without my expressed consent. Thank You. T. Rose |
| Living Disbelief I close my eyes and I see yours looking back at me With gazes so intent I can almost feel your thoughts. My heart pounds eratically and uncontrolably As I feel your hand brush against mine. I still feel the warmth of your cheeks against my palms From holding your face in disbelief that you are real and with me. Though the sweetness of your kiss just left my lips I long to feel the warmth of you affection again. I feel so secure beside you, just being near you That the thought of leaving tears my heart and my mind But the time comes we must part anyway Against all my wishes and all my wants. And even in my dreams it still pains me to watch you go Even knowing it is merely for a time. As I wake from reliving the love we shared I"m weakened by the memories of being with you. So then I just sit and smile unable to fathom everything I feel And I wait till I'm able to live disbelief again and be with you.... |
| I generally don't say much about what I write because I want people to see things thier own way..but the poem to the side..Living Disbelief was written to someone that I loved very much and sometimes I still wonder about. I made some bad spiritual choices and in turn was asked to give up something dear to me...not as punishment but as an opportunity to push away circumstance and draw near to God. My walk with God has grown so much but my mind sometimes can't help but to wonder about the choices we make and what happens to our life as a result of them...want to know more just ask |
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