"Need to talk about what?" I ask Lee.
"Dunk."
"What about him?" I ask surprised.
"Haven't you forgiven him his mistake?"
"Yes I did!" I nod. I wonder where this conversation is going to.
"Did you tell him?"
I nod again.
"Than why don't you get back together with him?" Lee gives me a puzzled look.
"Why would I?" it's my turn to be confused. Lee gives me a searching look.
"Oh my God!" he slowly says. "You don't even realize it, do you?"
"Realize what?" I ask impatient.
"Honey, you are in love with Dunk! And Dunk is in love with you, he always has been!" Lee calls out.
"No I'm not!" I call out back at him.
"It's obvious, Sy and Ant noticed it too!" Lee smiles.
"Why do you think I'm in love with him?" I frown.
"When you found out you're having twins, the first thing you did was call Dunk."
"That's because he's the father," I interrupt him.
"The first thing you asked this afternoon when we were driving to the studios, was: 'Is Dunk there too?'. And this afternoon when you woke up: 'Where's Dunk?'. And do you even know what songs you were just singing? Love songs, and you couldn't keep you eyes off Dunk."
"That's not true! I was just asking him questions about the baby-room!" I protest.
"Nah-ah, you were singing. To him."
"He doesn't think so! He didn't even look at me, he was reading a magazine," I shake my head.
"Do you really think so? That he was reading it all the time, without turning the page once? He was looking down because he saw you watching him all the time."
"No he wasn't!" I say shocked. "I don't believe he's in love with me anymore either! He's been distant lately. He cares about the babies, so he takes good care of me, but he sits down far away from me, he doesn't touch me or hug me anymore like he used to do," I look up at Lee's bright eyes.
"Do you know why that is?" he asks me.
"Yes. Because he's not in love with me."
"No. Because you asked him to!" he calls out. "He told me what you told him. He made me promise not to tell you, but this is serious enough to break the promise once. You asked him not to touch you! You said it was your hormones, that you were feeling h*rny. But tell me honestly, was it only Dunk that made you h*rny? Because I never noticed that I made you feel uncomfortable. And we always share a bed!"
I feel like I have to defend myself, I'm not even ashamed of talking about it! Lee's talking rubbish! "Not only Dunk! There's this guy at the hospital, he's really handsome. Blue eyes, blond hair, build like Dunk�" I abruptly stop talking. Lee gives me a meaningful smile.
"I'm not in love with him!" I say convinced.
Lee gives a sigh. "Let's go to the kitchen, see how cooking's going."
"Where did you two go to?" Ant says.
"Having a chat," Lee answers.
"Oh! And?" Sy asks, looking at Lee and me.
"And what?" I ask defensive.
"She's in denial. Serious denial," Lee shrugs.
Ant starts to laugh. "You'd better believe Lee!" Sy shakes his head laughing.
"It's gonna take a bit longer before dinner's ready," Ant says.
"Something went wrong," Sy grins and Ant starts to cough. "Don't let Dunk hear it."
Lee and I go to the living room. Lee goes on playing with some cd's. I keep on singing to the songs. I really don't believe Lee! I'm not in love with Dunk!
I, I'm here to testify that you're the only one I belong to
I don't know where to start, it turned into an art
Not to show the world that it was you
Who made me realize not to compromise
The fact that you and I should meet
I know we're gonna get, know we're gonna get, get...
Bombastic Love, so fantastic
Where I'm completely yours and you are mine
And it's gonna be exactly like in a movie
When we fall in love for the first time
I look at Lee, he starts to smile and nods. I shake my head and stick out my tongue at him. Dunk raises his eyebrows. I smile at him and he smiles back.
On the palm of your hand, from the tip of your tongue
To the curve of your back I want to
Press my lips to your skin, that's what I wanna do
Keep dreaming 'bout places to kiss you.
"Lee! Now stop it! Put in one of your own cd's, and stay away from mine!" I call out. Lee pouts, but than turns off the song.
"Dinner's ready," Ant comes in.
"Great! I'm starving!" I immediately stand up. Dunk doesn't even ask why it took so long! In fact, he has hardly said anything since I'm here! I wonder if something's wrong�
We all sit down together for dinner.
"So tell me, why's Lee so dressed up? He said there was nothing special, only dance rehearsals. But I don't believe him!" I ask Sy, Ant and Dunk.
"Dressed up?" they look surprised at Lee.
"You're right! I didn't even notice it!" Sy grins.
"All the attention is focused on you girl!" Ant laughs at me.
"Great!" I say sarcastically. "So nobody can tell me?"
"There's nothing to tell! I told you, there's nothing special!" Lee calls out and quickly goes back to eating. The guys give him a searching look but than look at me and shrug their shoulders that they don't know what's up.
After dinner Sy leaves the living room because he has to make a phone call and the others go to the kitchen to clean up, leaving me alone. I turn on the cd player. Without knowing what's in it, I press the play button.
I know i may be young but i got feelings too and i need to do what i feel like
doing so let me go and just listen
Ah I should have known! Lee has put Britney back in.
All you people look at me like I'm a little girl
well did you ever think it'd be ok if I may step into this world
always saying little girl don't step into the club
I'm just tryin' to find out why cause dancin's what I love.
Get it, Get it(whoa)
Get it, get it(whoa)
Get it, Get it(whoa)Panting
I know I may come off quiet I may come off shy
but I feel like talkin feel like dancin when i see this guy
what's practical is logical what the hell who cares
all I know is I'm so happy when you're dancin there.
I'm a slave 4 u
I cannot hold it, I cannot control it I'm a
Slave 4 u
I won't deny it, I'm not tryin to hide it
Oh baby, don't you wanna dance upon me to another time and place
oh baby don't you wanna dance upon me think about how I made my name.
Let's go
Get it, Get it (whoa)
Get it, GEt it (whoa)
Get it Get it (whoa)panting
I really wanna dance tonight with you
I really wanna do what, what you want me too(just let yourself go)
Oh baby don't you wanna dance upon me to another time and place
oh baby don't you wanna dance upon me think about how I made my name!
panting (you like that? )
(yeah)
(now watch me)
Get it Get it(whoa)
Get it get it (whoa)
Get it Get it (whoa)
Panting
I'm a slave 4 u.....
Like that
I hear the guys laughing really loud and turn around. They're all standing in the doorway, cracked up with laughter.
"What's so funny?" I ask.
"You," Lee points at me.
"Really nice, the way you sing that song," Ant says, doubled up.
"With all the moaning and stuff," Sy yells with laughter. Dunk's laughing loud too.
OMG! I start to blush heavily.
"You didn't even know you were doing it, did you?" Lee grins badly and sits down next to me.
"Erm�"
I look at the grinning faces and start to laugh too.
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