The next morning
I slowly wake up. Oww I must have drunk too much again, I can't think clearly. Bit by bit I remember the whole evening. We had loads of fun at the party, got wet from the rain, dried eachother, went to bed� OMG! Is it true? I think it all over again. Did I� Did I� tell Lee that I love him? And did I kiss him after that? OMG! What happened after that? I think really hard. Nothing� Lee didn't do or say anything, we both fell asleep immediately. Will he remember it when he wakes up? Maybe he was asleep before�? No! He was definitely awake. He was very drunk though, maybe he won't remember. And if he remembers, he knows that I was really drunk too. Come on! What's the big deal? Of course I love him, he's my best friend. And I've kissed him before. No big deal! No! It is a big deal, because he's in love with me, and I'm not in love with him. Gosh! I'm totally messed up�
I close my eyes and lay still, because I don't wanna wake Lee. If I move, he'll wake up, because we're lying kind of� wrapped� Lee's lying on his back. I'm lying on my side, with my head on his chest. I have one leg pulled up, it's lying on Lee. Lee's hand is lying on my thigh. I smile at myself. It feels so good to be with Lee. He's my best friend, and I'm not in love with him�
He softly strokes my hair. I lift my head up surprised and look at him.
"Hi! I didn't know you were awake," I smile.
"I just woke up," he smiles back. I move a little so I can look at his face while resting my head.
"I got too drunk last night," I sigh.
"Me too. It was fun though," Lee grins.
"I can't believe I danced on that stage," I grin back.
Oh no! What's that? I� feel� something� hard�
"Lee!" I call out.
"What?" he says shocked and innocent.
"I feel something hard!" For a split second he doesn't know what I'm talking about. Than his face turns totally red.
"OMG! I'm sorry! It's� your leg� it's lying there," he stutters.
"That's because you're holding my leg!" I call out. He quickly takes his hand from my thigh and I take my leg off him. He turns to his side, away from me.
"Gosh! This is so embarrassing," he mutters, still blushing heavily. I can't help it, I have to laugh.
"Oh yeah, laugh about me," he says looking kind of sad.
"I'm sorry Lee, but you have to admit this is kind of funny," I grin and put my arms around his chest from behind.
"I bet you wouldn't think it was so funny if this happened to you," he says a little bit offended.
"Who says it never happens to me?" I grin. He turns his head at me surprised. "But you just won't see it," I grin.
"That's so unfair," he pouts.
"It's one of the advantages of being a woman," I grin.
I climb over Lee to get out of bed. He gives me a weird look.
"You don't trust me, do you? Don't worry, I'm just trying to get out of bed. You come out whenever you're ready," I grin.
I get dressed and get the breakfast ready. Lee walks into the kitchen, still wearing only his boxers. I start to laugh.
"I thought you'd at least put on some clothes."
"Your roommates aren't home, are they?" he asks innocent.
"I don't think so. But I'm never sure about that," I shrug.
"Hey, this is the first time you made me a big breakfast," Lee suddenly grins happily.
"Really? Well, you need a good breakfast after a tough night," I laugh.
"Yeah, we got pretty drunk," he nods.
It immediately runs through my mind again� kissing Lee�
"Anything wrong honey? You look so sad suddenly?" he asks. I shake my head and go on eating. We don't talk much and after we've cleaned up everything Lee leaves to get dressed. I stand in front of the window, not seeing anything. I'm trying to clear my head, get a hold of all those thoughts running through my mind.
Suddenly I feel Lee's arms around me, he's standing behind me. He gives me a kiss on my cheek, that lands suspiciously close to my neck.
"Lee� please don't� I�" I walk away from him and get my coat. "I need some fresh air, I'm gonna take a walk. I need to think," I say apologizing.
"But it's raining heavily!" he calls out.
"I don't care," I say and open the door.
"Do you want me to come with you?" he offers really sweet.
"No, please don't," I smile and go outside.
It's raining heavily indeed and I get soaking wet in a couple of minutes. I hardly feel it though. I just walk and walk, without knowing where I'm going. Eventually I force myself to stop and I lean to a fence. I block out all other thoughts and play it again in my memory.
I told Lee I love him, and I kissed him. I said I love him. Why did I say it? Because it's true, obviously. But why did I kiss him? I must have felt the need to kiss him. But again, why? A shocking thought crossed my mind. 'I don't tell lies when I'm drunk'. I told that to Tim and Bas. That means I speak and act the truth! OMG! Does this mean� No! I definitely wasn't in love at Tim's birthday party, that's what the guys told me. But� that just means� that they were wrong. It's true, I have been flirting with guys. But I'm falling in love with Lee!
My heart's beating really fast now. OMG! I'm really falling in love with Lee! Now I realize it, I feel a happy warmth inside my body.
"I'm falling in love with you Lee," I whisper. I have to go home now, Lee will be worried. I start walking back home. I can imagine his face, looking worried. Just like when he offered to walk with me. I playback this morning. Lee looking so innocent, standing in the kitchen in his boxers. Lee looking so immensely embarrassed. Lee grinning badly at me. Lee looking so cute and sweet at me. It brings a big smile on my face.
Hey! That guy walking towards me looks like Lee. I shake my head, don't be so stupid! That I'm falling in love with Lee, doesn't mean I should see him walking everywhere!
No! It is Lee, running at me!
"Iris! Where have you been? I was worried about you!" he calls out.
"You shouldn't worry that much," I say and give him a hug.
"You okay?" he says in my ear and hugs me back. I feel my body getting all hot.
"I'm fine," I smile at him.
"No you're not! You're all warm, I think you got a fever! I shouldn't have let you go out in this rain. Look at you, you're soaking wet! And last night we also got wet," he shakes his head.
"I'm fine Lee. I don't have a fever," I smile. He gives me a doubtful look and takes my hand.
"Let's go home quickly. Look at you, your cheeks are turning all red," he says worried.
"You look so cute when you look like that," I grin.
"I look cute? You are f*cking crazy!" he calls out.
"I know," I grin. I softly squeeze his hand and we walk back home.
At home Lee makes me take a hot shower and I have to put on really warm clothes. I'm sweating all over.
"You see? You have a fever," Lee nods.
"I'm glad you're not a doctor," I grin and take off the hot sweater. "Because I don't have a fever at all."
"You sure?"
"Yes I'm sure. Stop worrying about me," I laugh.
"I can't," he grins sheepishly.
"So, what are we gonna do today?" he asks me.
"Do we have to do anything?" I ask with a dirty look on my face.
"No of course not. I just thought that maybe you had plans," he smiles and falls down on the couch.
"Exactly! Hanging on the couch was my plan," I laugh. He pulls me next to him and puts his arm around me. He turns on the tv to watch some cartoons. This is gonna be a great day, I can feel it! Actually, all I can feel is his body against mine, his arm around me and his hand on my belly!
After a while I get bored with the cartoons, because I've already seen them another time. I get up to get a magazine to read. I can feel Lee's eyes on me, following all my movements. It gives me a funny feeling in my belly. I lie down on the couch with my head on Lee's lap, reading the popmagazine.
OMG! I start to blush heavily when I read something really naughty.
"What are you reading?" Lee asks surprised and touches my hot cheeks.
"Erm�" I hesitate. He grabs the magazine from my hands. There's a very sexy picture of Lee on the page, with text underneath it.
"What does it say?" Lee asks really curious.
"It's the star-fantasy page. Every week they put a girls' fantasy about someone famous here," I say.
"It's about me."
"Yes."
"So, what does it say?" he grins naughty.
"I'm not gonna tell you. But it involves a swimming pool, the girl, and you," I say, still blushing heavily.
"A swimming pool, eh? Wanna go swimming?" he says innocent. I hit him on the head with the magazine and we both burst out laughing. My phone starts to ring. I take it out of my pocket and lie back, resting my head on Lee's lap�
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