Sat 07 Jul 2001 08:15 AM

And yet still another of my "Nothing To Do" day. And I have an upset stomach. A very upset one.

Have this funny dream to share. I think I have the "check email on dream syndrome." That's what I would call it. I actually checked my 3 emails with correct usernames and passwords . I can't believe it!

I really need to check my emails soon or else... *LOL*

Sat 07 Jul 2001 08:58 AM

I almost forgot we have a van where I can play some music. I don't really leave my room that much that's why I almost forgot about it.

And I'm back in the real music world!

Lines from a song:

"..it's a big world.."
"if I don't fuckin' have you, then I don't want anybody. That's my word."

"if I can't have you then I don't nobody."
"if I can't have you then I don't want no one."

"...I think about you often..."
"...you won't regret it..."

YAP! IT'S ALL TRUE!!!

Sat 07 Jul 2001 09:20 AM

"I know was fallin' into something that could be so wrong..."
"I can't get you out of my mind..."
"...something inside in me realize you are far."

Yep, SJ is from the other side of the world. SJ is from Britain to be exact. hehe

Sat 07 Jul 2001 09:47 AM

"...see all of my life I've been searchin..."
"I still got hope..."
"Coz I feel so alone"
"I ain't got a love to call my own..."
"Is there someone out there?"
"Someone who cares for me.."

Is it you? Is it SJ? Hope so.

Sat 07 Jul 2001 10:04 AM

Can't seem to find my sis' CDs. Dont know where she put them.

I had a lot of CDs before. My friends constantly borrowed them. They never returned them. Everytime I ask for it, they have many excuses. Grr..

Sat 07 Jul 2001 10:37 AM

I would remember a lady back from college, whom I loved a lot (I think I still do, although a little), when I hear the line from this song. She actually told me this:

"It's the things you do, that made me fall so in love with you!"

But too late! She also told me (flattering one) that I'm not that handsome or that cute guy but there's something in me she fell in love with.

",)

Sat 07 Jul 2001 12:05 PM

Dad, who is a wireless operator (the dit dat dit and the India Lima Uncle thing) in a camp near us, told us all roads going to the northern part of the country (we're part of it) are closed!

Meaning I'm stuck in this fuckin' province. God knows how long. And I can't go to the capital to find a job!

I wonder what the government is actually doing. Seems to me they're just sitting on their comfortable air-conditioned mansions (generator operated) waiting for relief funds to arrive and put the money in their own pockets. I hate those fuckin' politicians.

Sat 07 Jul 2001 01:15 PM

Just contacted my sis. She's doing fine. She's actually roaming around the city with her friends.

Sat 07 Jul 2001 04:09 PM

Just found this article from our college paper. It is entitled "21." Hope you'll read this.

Sat 07 Jul 2001 07:00 PM

And yet still another SITD night.

Wonder what kept the electric company this long to fix the problem. What are they waitin for? Year 2002?

Sat 07 Jul 2001 10:37 PM

Just found out we have moon tonight though with no clouds and stars. Just the moon.

So I went out, lay on the lawn infront of our house, stared at the moon shining, enjoyed the breeze of the night, reminisced the unforgettable past and planned for a better future.

It's really a lovely night.