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        Here you will find some poems written by friends and myself.

 

Need
I need to gaze into your eyes,  Feel your soul stareing back at mine
I dream of you  Not just at night, but all through my day Laying together, hearing our hearts beat as one Sometimes I cry and wonder if that day would ever come
I want to see your body move around in the darkness and bathe by the beauty of light
That is something I miss as my eyes start to weep As pictures I keep moments stilled in time... A man without movement trapped in my mind I need to breathe you in, Taste the salt of your skin Feeling the warmth of your body deep from with Only in fiction it has happened so far
.Will it ever be or will I stay with my lingering needs??
by -Cari Hernandez-

 

"Shadow Of A Rose"
I look inside your heart, and there I see the shadow of a rose. So sweet, so caring, but yet so fragile. A softness, which should be hold with silk gloves. With should be loved, with pure trust. I now hold the shadow of a rose, with silk gloves and love with pure trust.
by -Mikel Grand-

My Star
The night sky so clear for once I can see every star.
I wish away every single one hoping they take me some place real far Only wanting to be where you are...The night showing  true beauty that I only find within your eyes. With very twinkle my love for you intensifies. Now I've wished away the sky and everything is dark. And nothing has come my way...Cause  the only star that could ever make my dreams come true is you...
by -Cari Hernandez-

 

 

: Heaven's Burning :.
The burning torture never seems to fade.
It stands behind enemy lines and taunt at my heart.
If I were to give in, I'd become a damned soul and my wings would become scabbed with innocent blood. I've got to stand strong and keep my heart under lock and key, But you'll get to me. If I let you in or if you steal my love, But you'll get to me. I don't know if I shall dig my own grave, Excepting my fate. Or if I should rage against the raping of my freedom. One this is definite.
Heaven will burn in hell tonight.
by -Amber-

 

 

"Dark Soul" 

I am a dark soul without the love of light, not even a shinning twinkle in my eye. I feel pain I just want to give up, after that I softly "sigh". No one understands, no one wants to see. But most of all, no one wants to be me. This pain is a thing for life, I will never get this of my back. Maybe it is nothing, but why do I feel like such a wreck. Standing here in the cold, I am all alone. People seem so hard, like they might be stone. Am I not going anywhere, do I not have a goal? I don't know, Maybe I'll always be a dark soul.  by -Mikel Grand-

 

Happy

I cannot hide, not even deny  This loneliness kills me
The silence is all full of screams I can't pretend that everything's fine
Cause slowly I'm drowning in my coffin of tears
Am I broken? Or is it just everyone else?
My halo is fading to black. And my wings are being set on fire
By my own restless mind... It seems only the bad thoughts and nightmares come alive
why? why haven't My good dreams come to life?
Just like an endless maze My doubts start to trap me in...
I don't wanna cry any more I don't wanna have to see myself bleed
Cause it's become a drowning need. I don't don't wanna feel empty 
All I am is filled up by nothing I don't wanna feel hopeless 
Not an ounce of faith could save me I just want to be completely happy...
Could I ever really be??? 
The light hasn't totally forsaken me...
Sometimes when I close my eyes I see a dream
A man stands fighting the demons killing the darkness...
He heals my wounds and unchains My rusted heart...
The only thing that seems to save me... Is the perfect never-ending love he holds deep
My tears slowly dry...
the stars once again twinkle in my eyes
The scars are gone...  I've been saved from my minds wreckage
The heart that stood cold now beats filled by nothing but endless smiles
Hope? All I do ever night and day is hope 
That forever he'll be mine... Finally at least part of me is on it's way
to being completely happy...
I open my eyes as I sit in this hell
knowing the walls make an undoubted prison
But I know I'll be free  That's one of the things love does
Makes you forget that everything's falling apart around you
Or even sometimes inside you... There's always a that piece that is unscathed
by darkness... All full and so pure healed by words
When I hear him say I love you.
.. by -Cari Hernandez-

 

   

 

 

 

 

 

 

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