At first, everything looks so great, I never had a fight with this girl. How can I started a fight if she always there for me, if she always listened to me, if she always gave me another shot to fixed my life.
She's so perfect, I can never mad at her.
But I was so stupid. I didn't get to what she's attempting to do to me. I still stuck to what I ususally did.
I always think like "hey, if I did this and she's figured it out, I dare ya that she'll give me another chance". So, I keep on doing taht shit over and over again. But thank God she never knew it.
I don't know wether she knew it or not. I never give a damn to it. But then I realized that evertything I did was totally fucked. I realized that I can't do this thing to her.

I don't know what day was it, she looks so upset. As a boy of hers, I try to calmed her down. I made it. I'm so happy cos now i can make her smile. Well, I crossed my heart that I was CHANGED. Real Changed. It last for two weeks I guess. But I never spent my time with her most of that time, so she never knew that I've changed.
The next week, she was came to me while I was so happy, me and my basketball team won the game.
She said "hi" and came in. She asked me for a private talking. At first I guess she wants to say that she's proud of the changes taht I make.
But no... she didn't do taht. She said that she needs to be alone, she needs a lot of time to study, cos we're in the 3rd grade of senior highschool (you may say grade 12).
She also said that I have to study too.
Then she left me alone in the house, and my friends are outside, still smiling and celebrate the winning.

But does she know that without her I can't study? I can't even breathe without her. I love her.
But she's gone for now. I hope that she'll come back to me.

I need you Nataya
We can do this without disturbing the school. But, if you're insisit... well, just fly away then. Will you come back to me someday. Cause I need you... A LOT
Thanks for everything
Thanks for the T-Shirt
Thanks for the meals
Thanks for the coke
Just... Thanks for being my girl (was)

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