Saturday August 27, 2005 -270805-
wishing for something else...
mmm... haven't blogged in ages... haven't had time realli... the past 2 weeks its been more 'quieter' apart from the the english essay exam just had on friday... but i failed it newai... couldn't finish my conclusion properly cause for sum weird reason i ran out off time O_O... can't believe it... n i stayed up the whole night the day b4 doing practice essay FARRR OUT ARGH!... now i've got history summary n speech to write, science exam to study for, n commerce exam AND worry about dress n stuff for Hillfest *sighz*... just looked ova at my schedule for this end of august and start of september =(.... o wellz... no one can help me.. i guess prayer would b the onli thing that can help from othas... SO PRAY FOR MEEEEE!...
Today went to burwood after netball [we thrashed SCEGGS! wooootz! liiike 17 to 07 i think...wakakakka....]... bought pressi for partay for tomolo wif alice n cT @ Artbox... meh n alice stayed at the food court for ages chatting waiting for cT, n Lydia came too! We went up to lazer n played DJ, PUMP n DDR for heaps long lolz... i suck at DJ now haha... kus cT gets heaps of PRACTICE... SHES ADDICTED OMGOSH GIRL ur gonna get caught one daii n ur gonna die XD....im alwaiz scared of gettin caught der... espesh on weekends =(...laterz on in the arvo meh mom get pissed at me wen i asked her to pick me up... such a mean arse i swear... didn't go grocery shopping wif her at woolworths caused i was pissed, just stayed in Angus and Robertson reading all the books... had piano lesson @ 6 n dats just bout my daii...
currently working on simmay, cT n meh's siiite... but not gonan b up for ages... kus i've got heaps of work n i gotta make the main layout from scratch bla bla bla etc etc etc *shakes fists at cT* YOU BETTER HELP COOOWW....
I really wanna watch One Tree Hill atm... was able to watch one episode yesterday from where i left off watching wen i was realli sick...ITS SOOO GOOD.... i realli wanna finish watching it too kus its filling up my ipod's spaace XD... AND i copied the FULL, ABSOULUTELY REAL [well...kinda, its not the recorded in cinema type n stuff, good quality] version of Initial D wooootz... but the canto audio is recorded from cinema though.. o wellz the mando one is okaiiz too.. kus its still jay chou i think^^ hehe...newaiz i copied it into my ipod and its taken up like 4.5 GB...pffft...
Still got heaps of work and i needa take a showa too... got church bright n earli tomolo... and also a partaayyy =]....counting down the days of torture [HOLIDAYS COMING IN 3 WEEKS!!!!!!]
[estimated]14 DAYS OF TORTURE LEFT
Because you are my help, O Lord, I sing in the shadow of your wings." - Psalm 63:7
signed lingling blogged at 9:20PM
Thursday August 11, 2005 -110805-
breathe in breathe ooout
ITS OVER!!! well.. not entirely... but for now it is... next week gonna b okai-sh but the week after that i got yearlies starting so im gonna b stressing n studyin n going berserk o.O [not like u guys care anyway XD... espsh my so called frrrriends at MLC... jkz jkz...] maan...this week sux highly.. but i've finalli finished most of the stuff i hafta hand in n conquered the dam geo n history exams O_O.... so tired... da worst been the geo assignment... friggin laptop i wanna hit it!!! GRAH... was staying up till 1:30am doing the assignment... then my stoopid LAPTOP CRASHED.... JUST LIKE THAT...n i didn't save the itinerary crap i was working on... had to restart it! +_+... i thought my main project was fiine since ive been saving it...BUT... wen i went bak to my file i couldnt find the document... i was ready to SCREAM... infact i practically did... woke up mom n she started mumbling stuff at me half asleep =/... all that time i've been pressing save save save save... IT HASN'T BEEN SAVING! had to friggin go to auto recovery files in microsoft word... didn't realli help since the recovery documents onli had half of everything i did grrrr... n i had TRAINING the next morning... onli managed to print out half of it n handed that in with a note... farr out ms britnell didnt even look at it just said.. okaiii wuteva.. just get it to me asap.. GEEZ... so i had to keep doing it wen i thought i'd finish it by then!!!!!!!! argh... coudllnt complete it so im probablu gonna get bad mark..didnt even study for his n geo... they were pretii easy but i guessed most of the questions =[....newaiz im getin realli tired *siighz*... no church tomoro... piano on saturdaii... haven't done theory hwk.. how sad -.-.e. dunno wut to blog about... my brain's like leaking......."You have made known to me the path of life; O Lord you will fill me with joy in your presence..." -Psalm 16:11
signed lingling blogged at 10:52PM
Friday August 06, 2005 -060805-
feel 100% miserable
my hands are shaking right now... its not funni.. srsly. i feel so friggin miserbale n weary n tired right now its not funni either. i've just had a prettii bad nite dat i dun wanna talk bout...
i neva have control of ANYTHING. no control over myself... no control over my work... no control no no no control. my life just gets more miserable by everything minute. Like about 2hrs ago. I found out i won't be ready for my piano exam on time. So i don't think i'll b doing it this yr. JUST GREAT. i work my arse off for it. but it just turns out school exams... sport n all this other crap is way too much for me to handle... its driving me insane. I have way too much work. i have the crappiest teachers. like my english teacher. AN IDIOT WHO DOESN'T TEACH ENGLISH. GO BACK TO TEACHING 'LEARN' GILLIEAT KUS U SUC AT ENGLISH. faar out how could mlc? put a suckky teacher for the top english class?? What's wrong with them??... he expects us to practically finish this assignment thing, 6 long essay questions thingos that he gave us in just todais lesson... by NEXT lesson!?!? is he MAD? does he even realise how long those questions are!?? n i have geography assignment [dat most classes dun have to do but how luki... my class has to] due along with a geo exam on the same day. I've also got a friggin history exam plus a language cert. exam. I can give you a big list. just friggin ask me for it. Then there's netball. TRAINING. i like it. but srsly... 6 am in the morning i hafta wake up n i dun sleep till pass 12am every nite because of work. I CANT KEEP THIS UP.... im losing...i realli need God to do his miricles rite now. But I haven't been a good gal lately so i can see y he won't perform them....all i can do is pray.... kus if i dun... im gonna lose...losing... srsly... im losing it...literally
signed lingling blogged at 12:29AM (YES, AM)
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