Love me with all you have
{Chapter 7}
*~*Every time I think my life’s perfect something happens and I wish I wouldn’t live anymore. And it’s okay that way because I know I can’t do anything about it. But I have one question to ask…Why?*~*
“…I
said to AJ: Wow! Do you think I have a chance with that girl? He said: She’s
fifteen. I was like: What? Noooo…and he laughed at me. Then every time I
talked to you and you gave me that smile I thought: 15! Fifteen!
F-I-F-T-E-E-N!!! It
was…hard…real hard.” Said Nick, grinning but blushing too.
“Hehe…you
liked me? I thought you thought of me as stupid at first.” Nera said.
“Noo…not
at all!” Nick said, “But I didn’t have any romantically feelings for you,
because I didn’t know you. Then later…when we became friends…I was happy,
but kind of sad too, because I thought that would be the only relationship we
would ever have…and…I was wrong.” Said Nick, grinning at the last three
words.
“It
was the same with me. I thought that you thought that I was too young for you.
You were always a…I don’t know…a dream for me.” Said Nera, blushing at
what she just said.
“Awwww…”
said Nick and stroke her cheek.
“Oh
man…why did I tell you?” asked Nera jokingly.
“I
don’t know…maybe because I told you something else…” said Nick, “maybe
we should go back to the hotel…the others are probably already missing us.”
“Yah…you’re
right. But I don’t want to go!” whined Nera.
“Too
bad…” said Nick smirking and kissed her.
“What
do you think? Are we going to continue that in your hotel room?” asked Nera,
knowing that Nick wouldn’t know what to say.
“Uh…hum…what
do you mean?” asked Nick, playing dumb.
“That…”
said Nera and kissed him and started stroking his back.
“Ohh…that!”
said Nick and you could see that he was thinking about what to say next.
“Ahh…well…let’s go…” he said finally, but as he stood up Nera
didn’t move. “Come on, Neenee!” said Nick.
“No…I
want to know why you always ignore that subject. I don’t want to always wonder
why don’t talk with me about it!” said Nera, getting upset.
“Uhh…I…well,
it’s because…uh…” stuttered Nick.
“Okay.
That’s enough. Bye Nick Carter!” said Nera very upset right now and started
to walk away to the hotel.
“Nera!
Wait! Please!” said Nick, his voice was all shaky. But Nera didn’t even look
back. She just kept on walking till she reached the hotel. Then she went
straight up to her room, locked it, lay on her bed and started crying. She
didn’t know what to think of him anymore. She didn’t know why he acted the
way he did. She just wanted to know if he wanted her or not.
Nick
on the other hand was still sitting under the oak tree and cried. That was the
last thing he wanted to happen. After all he was just being careful. So why was
that messing everything up? Maybe he was just too dumb to be in a relationship.
Maybe he just didn’t know how to treat a woman right. But all these thoughts
didn’t make Nick happier or stopped his tears. This time he fu*ked up really
bad. He wanted to run to her and apologize. But he didn’t know how. And he
couldn’t bring himself to stand up and go back to the hotel and look at her to
see her face sunken with disappointment.
[AJ’s
P.O.V (he’s at the hotel)]
Why
did Nera just run past me without saying ‘hi’? And…where’s Nick.
Aren’t the both supposed to be holding hands and smiling? I hope they didn’t
fight. Oh man. I know they did. Where else is Nicky? Maaan…and I thought
everything was fine…
What
do you think am I going to do now? Yup. That’s right. I’ll go to her room
and see what happened.
[3rd
Person]
AJ
went to Nera’s room and knocked. He heard her voice say: “Go away.”
“But
it’s me!” AJ said.
“But
I’m not in the mood to talk now.” Nera said quietly.
“Come
on. I want to help you!” said AJ truthfully.
“If
you want to help me find out where Nick is. He didn’t follow me so he could be
anywhere. I don’t want that something happens to him.” Said Nera.
“Okay.
I’ll do that. Sleep a little bit. After that you will feel better.” Said AJ
and walked back to his room.
In
his room he searched for his cell phone, hoping Nick would have his’ with him.
Finally AJ found his cell phone and dialled Nick’s number.
Nick
still sat under the oak tree but he didn’t cry anymore. He didn’t have tears
anymore. So he just sat there and asked himself: “why?”. Just then his cell
phone rang.
Nick:
(sounds sad) “Yeah, hello?”
AJ:
“Thank god Nick, you have you’re cell phone with you! Where are you?”
Nick:
“in the park…”
AJ:
“Come to the hotel, ok?”
Nick:
“No…I don’t want to.”
AJ:
“You can’t just sleep there in the park…you don’t have any bodyguards
with you!”
Nick:
(confused) “If I had some with me I could sleep here?”
AJ:
“Yeah…you could I think…I mean I would probably do it if I was you, but
Kevin wouldn’t like that. That’s one thing I’m sure of!”
Nick:
(laughs at AJ’s silliness though he’s sad) “You’re crazy man!”
AJ:
“Sometimes. Now…will you please come back to the hotel?”
Nick:
“No.”
AJ:
“Okay…then I’ll come to the park with some bodyguards.”
Nick:
“You…what?”
AJ:
“Where are you exactly?”
Nick:
(confused) “Under the big old oak tree…”
AJ:
“Okay…see you in 10 minutes! Bye”
Nick:
“Huh?”
AJ
had already hung up.