I Need you
{Chapter 3}
*~*I've been trying not to love you, I've been putting up a fight. I've been barely holding on and letting go with all my might. There's a part of me that’s empty, I know only love can fill. I'm afraid I'll never find it, and scared to death I will.*~*
The
three of them sat there. Suddenly Brian said: “Oops. I forgot something real
important!” “Like what?” asked Nera, looking at him like he was crazy.
“Uhh…it’s a secret!” he said and ran out of the room. “Now that was
strange.” Said Nera. Nick just grinned at her. Then Nera started: “I know I
haven’t been acting normal lately. And I’m sorry for that. It’s just that
I have a lot to think about…” “Why don’t you tell me?” Nick asked.
“Because I can’t.” said Nera. “Why did you cry? Did I say anything that
hurt you?” asked Nick, worried. “You didn’t say anything to hurt me,
it’s what you didn’t say that made me cry.” Said Nera and started to cry.
“I’m sorry” she said and ran out of the room. Nick just sat there, sad,
confused and mad at himself.
[Nick’s
P.O.V.]
Why
do I always mess up everything? She keeps on running away from me. The worst
part is that I don’t know what I did. Why didn’t she want to tell me
what’s wrong? She used to tell me everything. There was no problem she hid
from me. I knew her better than myself. What did I do to make her cry? Why
can’t I hold her and tell her everything is gonna be alright? I think I know
the reason for it. But still I don’t want to admit that the way she acts
around me means what I don’t want see…she lost her trust in me.
[3rd
Person]
Nick felt a tear run down is cheek. He felt so empty. So helpless. It was killing him inside. If only he knew what to say to her. If only he knew what to do. If only…he didn’t have the feeling that he was loosing her.