I Need you
{Prologue}
Disclaimer:
I don’t know or own the BSB. That’s it.
*~*Who do you go to when the only
one who can stop your tears is the one making you cry?*~*
Nera
was sitting in her hotelroom and felt like crying. She had noone to tell her
problems so she decided to start writing a diary. Maybe that would clear her
mind.
[Nera’s
diary entry]
I
don’t know when or why it happened but I know that I’ve fallen in love with
him. And that’s the worst that could happen to me. Because he’s my friend.
He’s even one of my best friends. And he sees himself like ma big brother I
never had. I know him since about 3 years. I was
15 ½ when I first met him. He was 19 at this time. I had a gig where I
was dancing. He and his friends saw me and wanted to have me as a dancer for
their group. Well, so I went on tour with them and we got friends. And he even
got my best friend. So he was always protecting me of ‘bad guys’ who likes
me. It was so cute the way his face looked like when he was doing that. I spent
so much time with him and saw him do so much silly things that you could think
it was impossible for me to fall in love with him. And that’s not the bad
thing. The bad thing is that he loves me back…but…like a sister.
[3rd
Person]
Nera
closed her diary and started crying silently. Why did she have to fall in love
with HIM? HIM of all people? Why couldn’t she just fall in love with someone
else? Someone who would love her back the way she wanted to be loved? What did
she do to deserve that. Eventually she fell asleep.
The
next day she came to breakfast with dark circles under her eyes. She sat on the
place next to Nick, who was already waiting for her.
“What
happened?” he asked in a soft voice.
“Nothing.
I just had a nightmare.” Nera said. On that Nick hugged her and told her, that
she could tell him whatever her problem was. <<I wish I could tell you>>
thought Nera but ate her cereal in silence. Nick kept on glancing over to her
but she ignored it. She couldn’t look in his eyes right now or she would start
to cry again.