Dream Log #43
March 30, 2005
NOTE: This dream occurred on March 29.
The dream starts out as me being the king's daughter. In this Chinese movie I watched over Christmas, there were these 2 actresses, Xeh Xi Manh and Lai Tsi. They played girls who were trying to get married to the king. Well...I'm Lai Tsi in this movie. I'm a princess and so is Xeh Xi Manh and we're competing to marry this prince. There was this one round in which we have to build something and stay in it. It was like a little box. There was a cut-out circle underneath it. Well...Xeh Xi Manh falls in love with this guy and is going to run away with him. I know him as well, and I also love him. But I wasn't going to leave. As they were leaving, scene changes to outside my elemetary school. They were about to ride in a car outside the side fence of my elementary school. I chase her and tell her to bring me too, because I also love the guy. I have a baby though. She asks me what am I going to do with the baby and I say I'm going to leave it in the palace. I was very upset about leaving but it was also what I really wanted to do. I can't remember the middle part. i remember we are constantly at this train station because I'm running away from the king. There is this lady who recognized me and was trying to follow me to see where I was heading. I went back and forth into different parts of the train station to try to throw her off but it didn't work. Later, I just got on the train with the guy and Xeh Xi Manh. Anywhoo...near the end of teh dream, we were forced to go back to the castle. But I think we ran away again in this dream or the next dream.
Dream Log #42
March 30, 2005
NOTE: This dream occurred on March 28, 2005.
I can't remember much, but we were on a farm or something of the sort. There were a lot of tiny snakes that bite. I remember Mary got bit and I laughed at her. I was very careful in walking and at the end of my dream, I was bitten as well. It was really gross, just cuz there were so many snakes. One part of it, I was outside my house's side door, but it was near a farm or something. There were snakes on our wall.
Dream Log #41
March 22, 2005
NOTE: This dream occurred on March 21, 2005.
So...I met Satan. Yeah...he was actually good-looking...weird. In my past dreams where I had to deal with demons, etc., I always sang the song that's like "God is bigger than the air I breathe...". When I saw him, I kept on chanting "jesus Christ Jesus Christ Jesus Christ Jesus Christ." He became scared when I did that. I joked with him and talked with him...almost as if I liked him. I later told Michael and Jim that I met Satan. I told them that I've met other demons before, but I've never dealt with Satan. They were in the piano/dining room. Jim laughed at me. Later, they met Satan and believed me. I also told Satan about the dreams I've had with other demons before. The dream was really weird...gah! It was bad!
Dream Log #40
March 17, 2005
NOTE: This dream occurred on March 16.
Part 1: can't really remember...
Part 2: I am in some sort of prison/jail thing in this really nice house. Wait...they think I'm depressed and it's supposed to be a psychological institute. This girl from school, Jordan, is there. I think Roxanne, my cousin, is there too. Christine might be there. Anywho...so...it was really long and I can't really remember everything. I was not depresesd anymore, but I'm still in the institute. Jordan tries to push me off a building (!!) because she says that it's better to die and she wants me to be depressed. There are always audiences just watching our daily lives. Well..by audience...I mean 3 people sitting on a sofa.
Part 3: So there's going to be a flood. I am at my aunt's houes, which is right by the lake. There's this man that's my mentor. There's another girl. My mentor makes sure that I am evacuating. I'm evacuating with my aunt and cousin after he leaves. He leaves to go save people on one of those rubber floaty boats. i'm supposedly in love with him, so I cry. I later go out there instead of waiting in the house. He dies. It feels like I'm watching a movie. I cry. I am then in my own house in kinda Jim's room. The flood's coming, so we're packing for evacuation. He tells me that he needs to put somethign up. The floor is empty. It's a wooden floor. my older sister is there. it's really sunny. He yells something to me but I don't answer him because I either couldn't hear him or I was talking to my sister. He dumps his books in my room. I get annoyed and start yelling because we can't leave anything onthe floor. he yells at me and says that's because I didn't answer.
Part 4: So...I'm going to the movies at night...I don't think I was alone. i was approached by 2 or 3 guys. Later, i start talking to some (different?) guys. I think one of them is interesting. My friend goes off with his friend. i hang out with him. it seems that we don't like each other, but in the dream, I guess we do. I leave. i appear on a tennis court at night later and I'm playing tennis with him. I hit a ball really hard and it zooms pass his head. He goes like "oh I'm too old for this." He breathes hard like in an overexaggreated movie. He's bending his knees, and his legs look like the cartoon legs I saw in my sounselor's office. I remember Wimbledon, where Kirsten dunst tells him that if he beats her, she'll sleep with him. I was in the role of Kirsten Dunst. So...I was thinking...is that what's going to be happening next? I wake up.
Dream Log #39
March 14, 2005
NOTE: This dream occurred on March 13. I told Elizabeth about how Krysia is very mean before and I don't really like her, which is an understatement. Krysia had said that she was going to transfer to my school, but I don't really believe her.
I dreamt that I was just walking through school...going through my normal day but in my dream, I was having more fun than usual. All of a sudden, Krysia shows up with a lot of makeup and tells me that she's going to my school now! I freak and become very unhappy. I later see Hala too. Later, I see Elizabeth, and she tells me that she doesn't think that Krysia is mean at all. I start crying because I feel like I have no one supporting me. Everyone, including Mandi and all, like Krysia. I stand in the middle of the hall and cry and a lot of girls come and comfort me and tell me that they believe me and support me. yeah...twas a scary dream.
Dream Log #38
March 12, 2005
NOTE: So...this dream is in chunks and is just all over the place. So bear with me.
Part 1: I think we were in VBS but we were in a retreat-type location. I think Mary and Sharon may have been there with us at first...or maybe it was Patricia. Anyway, I remember teaching the same grade as a guy and Patricia? We had to glue some colored animal on a construction paper and write their name on it. One random part of the dream...I had the animal part and can't find the child's construction paper. Someone else had the construction paper part and can't find the child's animal. We finally realized each other had the differnt parts, laughed, and glued it together. Back to main plot...the kids' lunches were stalled so we had to entertain them and keep them out of trouble. I remember some kids came into the room that I was just sitting and talking in and they were not supposed to be there. Later, I think Mary and Sharon/Tricia leaves. William's still there so we end up talking cuz I didn't feel like talking to anyone else. I zoom back to school where I spent some money or something (last night in real life I spent an excess amount of money and is now left with very little). I put in a dollar to buy a snack and then I realize I can crawl into the little compartment where you pick up your snacks from and stole a few snacks from the machine. Some chips were not shown on the machine cuz it was half-lying down. I was about to get a bag of Lay's when I saw Ruffles cheddar sour cream. I got the Ruffles, a bag of Cheetos, and possibly something else. I asked WIlliam if he wanted anything since I could crawl in to get something, and he says no. I felt kinda bad for stealing. In the machine, I was debating on whether I should steal the chips or not. We were the only ones who didn't have a roommate since our roommates left and our rooms were adjoining. I remember feeling glad that he didn't ask me to just sleep with him even though I was a tadbit uncomfortable by myself.
Part 2: So...we were at retreat, but we started out at church. I was wearing the my white short-sleeved shirt with my green tank top. In my dream, I specifically chose this outfit. However, when I went to class at church, Auntie Liza was teaching instead of Compi. Also, only Gina and Patricia were in the class. Whaterver...class ended and we went out to get lunch. I saw everyone and asked where they were. Can't remember the answer. I saw Joseph in the line waiting to get lunch and realized that I was wearing a million layers over my original outfit so my clothes did not match at all. I went into the bathroom to change but no matter what I did, I just kept on putting on the wrong shirt instead of the green tank top. Mary commmented on how the blue shirt I was wearing was cute, but it doesn't match. So...situation changes. We're supposedly going to retreat in a sec, so I have to hurry up and change. Situation changes again. We were now at retreat. I was changing in the last stall in the bathroom. THere was a blurred window. Kenneth was climbing up a hill and saw me changing but did not recognize who I was. (BTW, in real life, I saw a bathroom window yesterday with their lights on but of course I didn't see anyone...that would've been gross.) I wasn't totally naked. I had on a bra and panties. He meets up with Kenny and tells him what happened. He peers into the room and it was very dark. There were some branches/dead trees or somehting and I lay down behind them so he can't tell who I was or it would just be embarassing. After he's gone, I finally have the right outfit on and run to the church kitchen and tell her what happened. I run back to the bathroom to hurry up and grab my stuff so they wouldn't be able to tell who was in there. We're now at retreat retreat and we are about to sing praises. Nobody was really singing from teh team so I asked if I was singing. Compi says if I reeeaally want to. So...I was like...err...and I remember thinking about how uncomfortable it would be since it seems like I shouldn't sing. Can't remember what my decision was. There was a guy from another church singing. He did not look real. He was Asian and had longish hair...like something you'd see out of a Japanese/Chinese movie now. Anyway...at the end I remember kinda thinking on how maybe I really shouldn't sing until I finish reading the Bible and then thinking again that it was silly since I agreed with myself on singing whenever I felt ready to lead. (The End)
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