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Songs & Poems "You're Gone" Listen to me,my tears fall silently onto your cold body I'm trembling with pain,the greif is clear Can't you hear it? The pain in my heart I didn't get to say goodbye,you were gone before I could I can't stop crying,I can't give in *Why can't you hear the fear in my voice? I want to know where you went Standing here alone,I had to leave right away It's too much for me,the silenced atmosphere You're gone,left without a goodbye Left without a tear,left without a chance Death was the road you were led down Not given a choice to live I've known you all my life,no more will I see your face Ask me a question,I'll tell you why When I ask you why,you never reply As they take you away,the church is silent,not a sound As they take you away,I can feel them taking away my heart *Repeat You left without a tear,you left without a chance You left us all here,in this silenced atmosphere The church doors close behind me,as they take you away Away from this life,away from the endless pain I can't bear it,I can't even sleep,I can't watch it Lead you away from here...take you away from me You're gone,gone forever.. "Moving On" I have to believe my life will change In the end,why does it matter to me? I smiled at you,you looked away I know you've been hurt,who hasn't today? I want to keep looking forward But today it's just not worth the time *I keep telling myself that things will change Someday my life will be perfect And I could say to myself," I told you so" My life is too short to think this way The flowers will always grow,the sun will always rise But today,I'm afraid, my heart is not it's normal size If I could look into my future I'd see you standing beside me We'd be so happy,smiling and laughing together In that place we had always dreamed of But I'll never see this paradise You aren't here to share it with me *Repeat I gave up hope today Maybe tomorrow I'll believe again Our perfect place at the edge of the world Is non-exsistant in my future You took my faith away from me,and turned it into pain I'm still here,I'm still trying Trying to Move on,trying to forget that day *Repeat "Different" Walking with you,in my distant mind I see so many different faces each day How can you tell what each one is like? People assume things and it gets out of hand.. We're all part of the same world Can't you see? *See me here,In this country I look different,not like you Not the same beliefs,not even the same color What two people are exactly the same? Tell me this,and I won't complain Walking with time,my heart hanging low You asked me why I looked this way How can I answer this for you? I came into the world this way,I had no choice Let me ask you something too Is this really who you choose to be? *Repeat Walking outside,my hands tremble with fear How must I be judged today? A different place,a different way I'm not like you,you are not like me Why would I want to be? Then I wouldn't be me *Repeat "Abnormal" *What does it mean to be normal It means nothing to me I see the world in all different colors I like being me If I act differently today,it's not because I'm crazy I just feel that way Why should I try to fit in? It doesn't do me much good Life's too boring to do that anyways I'll make up my own ways *Repeat This world is often confusing Why can't they accept my own style? I know they all wish they had their own They just follow what they see Not knowing who they could be To be yourself,to be abnormal *Repeat If I liked something different they wouldn't even give it a chance They are all the same,it's getting old I'll stand out in the crowd,I'll do something different I'll be abnormal "Cheerful Girl" She wakes up in the morning,gets ready for her day nobody can see through her light Everywhere she goes,she is so happy Walking into the light of day She's an individual,with different opinions than you She sees things through a different window People ask her why,they just won't leave her alone She's so happy on the outside,but what does she really feel? *Just take a walk in her shoes Living life here the hard way If you look at her light,you can see darkness too But everybody always says.. She's just a cheerful girl Life for her is like a whirlwind, never knowing what will come next If you saw her today,you'd think she was the happiest girl alive But you don't know her She's lived,she's lost,she's given it her all What was it all for? When will it stop? *Repeat Her friends adore her,she's the best friend you could want But what does it mean to her? Her voice is like an Angel's,she shines in the dark What she feels inside,nobody can see through that cheerful girl *Repeat "Precious" I saw your face in the clouds today someone tell me why that's different from yesterday I know exactly where you are But I can never see your face I wish I could be in that place with you I sounds much better than here *You were so precious to me We had shared so much Staying up until the sunrise,we wouldn't sleep I talk to you all the time,but it's not the same No matter what you think,you are precious to me I hope that one day you will come back Even though you're happiest there Don't get me wrong,I want happiness for you I just can't take it anymore This vacation is too long to bare *Repeat I want to go see you,I'm feeling so down You always cheered me up We've both changed so much,and you changed me We can fight,we can cry,but not in reality again. I need you so much,you are precious to me. *Repeat "Remember Me" How can it be that I remember this It happened so long ago Nothing else from that year do I hold in my head Where did you go after that? Please tell me it's not eternity Will I see you when my time comes? Will you remember me? *I could never forget you,even if I tried You were always there waiting for me I'll always remember your name But will you,oh,will you remember me? You never came to a single party But you always told me you cared I still have all the cards you made And that photo of your lonesome stare I never thought it'd be you,and at this time We were almost torn apart,I guess you drew the line *Repeat No matter how much this hurts me Your presence remains beside me Are you a ghost or am I just dreaming? That'd be better than nothing Can't someone tell me why I remember all these things I want to throw them all away Everything I see reminds me of you somehow I just want to be free *Repeat I should have cherished you before... But now all I have...is my memory of you.. "Ignore Me" All that I wanted was to be your friend I guess I'm just not the likeable kind But everytime I try to speak All the words don't mean a thing I know I'm not part of this trend And I don't really care But suddenly that means that I'm invisible? *Don't look at me I'm just not here All of my emotions just want to disappear Pretend I'm not here That's what you want Fine,just Ignore me I'm not going anywhere I thought somehow I'd get to know you Maybe even tell you how I feel What did I do to deserve your ignorance? Maybe I don't want you at all I'm not going to be stuck on someone who ignores me I think it's my turn now *Repeat I'm not going to be stuck on someone who ignores me.. I think it's my turn now. "Cry For You" Anguished screams,blood is spilled Everyday,someone else is killed Moonlight strolls quickly turn into peril You can't walk this earth without fear If only someone would shed you a tear *I'll cry for you,when nobody else will I'll tell everyone about the pain you feel Hiding behind the walls,away from humanity Dying more and more each day For you,I pray You are a ghost among the world Already dead,given up on the struggle All you wanted was to be loved To have someone who would care But they pierced through your heart with a spear If only somebody would shed you a tear *Repeat The birds stopped singing for you The wind does not blow for you Your voice cannot be heard above the cruelty You stand alone bravely,fighting this war This war againist pain is neverending Ring the bells that sound of hatred The end will never be near If only somebody would shed you a tear *Repeat "Not only in Dreams" The sweetest dream It can't compare with reality Dream my dream And I'll see you there Yesterday and tomorrow Are so out of reach If only tomorrow I'd see you, not only in my dreams *I want to run away and meet you But I'm afraid of consequences Things keep us far apart Days turn into months Months into years This is my life without you It's all just pain I envy all those others Who always see their loves Not only together,but fly like doves It's not fair, to have to see them so happy I wish we could be like them I'll never give up Things will have to get better someday If only right now I'd see you,not only in my dreams *Repeat Not only in my dreams Together at long last There is always a farewell... --Poems-- Title: "Pain"Orgin: In Study Hall,feeling very upset. Background: Not sure,just a bunch of the things I felt at the time thrown into a poem. Rose petals fall from my blood-stained hands Tears stream down my face I clench my heart in pain...and slowly.....it fades away The knives I lay upon pierce through my skin The pain returns each day I live... With every passing moment I'm stuck here in time My heart is empty now You don't seem to care My life is a war in itself You just left me here Even if I miss you I hate you all the same There's nothing I can do to stop it The others dissagree Your knife pierced through my chest But my blood does not spill The pain returns each day I live.. You left me here alone I waited for you You never came They got to you first Just because you weren't the same The pain returns each day I live..
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