| Poems |
| I am confused and alone, I wonder why I have a dark soul. I hear voices in my head, I see my imaginary friend. I want to not be unknown, I am confused and alone. I pretend to have friends, I feel unwanted. I touch the blankness in my life, I worry I am haunted. I cry when I think of Emily, I am confused and alone. I understand my "friends" turned their back on me, I say I'm better off without them. I try to resist the urge to cut my problems away, I hope I'll be better someday. I am confused and alone. |
| Its been a long, long time Since I looked into your eyes, Heard your voice, Senced your cries. I feel stronger now Since I left you to be weak, You were blind To everything. You caused this to yourself And I feel no sympathy, Things are never gonna be How we dreamed them to be. Its been a long, long time Since I've seen your smiling face, It used to be beautiful, But now its a disgrace. For what you did to me You will have to pay, I usually think twice Before I look away. But you threw away Everything we had, Memories are gone, And it's truely sad. |
| You once claimed you might love me, I once thought you cared. You once took away my pain, But now it's your fault it's there. You once used to talk to me, I once was your friend. You once were a big part of my life, But now it's your fault that's to an end. You once brought joy to my life, I once thought you were my world. You once promised you'd never hurt me, But now it's your fault I hurt much more. You once made me smile, I once made you laugh. You once made happy memories with me, But now it's your fault that's in the past. You once hurt me a few times, I once didn't want pain again. You once gave up on me, It's your fault this all happened. |
| God came to me When I needed Him most, He came into my spirit, Felt like a holy ghost. I asked Him to take My pain and troubles away, I felt all shakey, But alive the next day. Ask to be forgiven, Sometimes He's the only one Who can find it in His heart To forget what you've done. Ask for a little help, He's there for you, Guiding you down paths, Helping you through. God is there with open arms After everything you do.. God is the best friend to have, He'll never give up on you. You feel like you've lost it all, You feel as though you can't go on, You feel like you're the only one, But you're not, you're wrong, You can always turn to God! |
| You don't need to see to believe, Just look inside your heart. You dont need to hear to believe, Just listen to your heart. I've got proof that He's there, That he always will care. I can feel it in the tingles Each time I pray. I can feel it in my happiness When my pain went away. I can not see Him, But I still believe in Him. And I know He's always there. |
| My Poems |
| Other Peoples Poems |
| I live in a hole, A scary black hole It's just deep, dead, and cold, It's just me and my soul. I cry out for help, No one can hear. I try and get out alone, I come so very near. Everytime I fall, More pain arrives. I need help to get out, Listen out for my cries. Reach the top, I want to, Fall again, I dont. Smile again, I've got to, Cry again, I won't. Please do not be angry, I do not fall on purpose, Just hold my hand and help me, Alone, I'm purely hopeless. |
| So empty, where to begin? Bring the pain, my next of kin. Oh so empty, my simple blank stare. Life, it ain't easy. Life, it ain't fair. Tears not from my eyes. It's my body that cries. So let my tears flow from my skin. Let me weep so my life may begin. |
| If I don't cry, It can't be real. I'll hold in my tears, I'll force what I feel. She was way too young, There's no way she is gone. |
| I wish there was something I could have said To cure your dying heart From all the pain it bled, To dry your crying eyes From all the tears they shed, To wake your dreadful nightmares From all the dreams left dead. |
| I wish there was somehow I could have helped To save your lonely soul From all the fear it felt, To heal your wounded scars From all the sufferings they dealt, To wash away all your frowns From all the smiles and laughs they melt. |
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| Live each day As they go by, Let out all the tears Each time you cry. Don't give in, Take your time. You can win If you only try. |
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| On and off and on again, Will we be together Or are we better off friends? If you can't make up your mind Then I guess this is where it ends, My final goodbye Until my heart mends... |
| I'll draw you a picture, I'll draw it with a twist, I'll draw it with a razor, I'll draw it on my wrist. And if I draw correctly, A red fountain will appear, To wash away my sorrows, To chase away my fears. |
| Sometimes I cut To make sure I'm still alive. I seem to bleed out All the pain I hide. I cry out All the misery inside. The knife just seems To come along for the ride. I pretend that I am alright. But for real I Struggle to live this life. |