Continued Orbit
Life as a satellite.

Orbiting around some unknown mass in the deep, penetrating darkness
                    of the cold and empty universe.

Going round and round until the end of time
          spinning out of control
                       rotating around myself
                                    while revolving around my sun
                                                                                        never knowing
                                                                                                                     whom I am facing
                                                    or to whom I am turning my back
                           in which direction I am traveling
                                                           or will be traveling next.

Sometimes finding myself distracted
       and pulled off course by neighboring bodies
  but always attracted
                      and eternally attached to that one entity.

The sun that warms me burns me
          if I get to close
      and condemns me to freeze
                                                                      if I drift away.

Little room for error
         when dealing with the sole source of my life.

Can neither embrace
                       nor run from it.

An inescapable destiny to follow blindly
                                                hurling through the lonely emptiness
                                      .
                                          .
                                               .
                       sometimes wanting to stop
                 to take a break--
                                           --or at least slow down
                          but knowing it's not a possibility.

Because if I slow down
                    if I lose any inertia at all
              to do so would force me to shoot out of orbit
                              and lose the only lingering grasp I have on the only world I know
                                                                                                        my sun.

To lose all I know
                                                   all that ever meant or will ever mean anything to me.

To have it ripped away.

And to disappear from view.

From light.

From life.

Into forever.

And
oblivion.




Just another satellite.

That's all I am.
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