To show you I care,
The thought of hurting you,
I couldn't even bear.
You made me a new person,
My love for you so strong,
It could over power,
Almost anything that went wrong.
We spent all our summer,
Together and free,
I was so happy,
Happy as could be.
When the summer was done,
You had to go home,
So I sat down,
And wrote you a poem.
I told you not to worry,
We will be alright,
Just because you can't see me,
I won't start a fight.
You walked out the door,
Without a single word,
A thank you to my family,
I never even heard.
Winter came and passed,
But Christmas wasn't so great,
We started fighting,
As love turned into hate.
Sometimes it was my fault,
That I'll admit,
But I always kept trying,
I never did quit.
You told me there were problems,
Problems I couldn't understand,
That it would be impossible,
For me to ever comprehend.
I was so hurt,
For you pushed me away,
I felt so worthless,
And it got worse each day.
All we did was argue,
I saw you once in a blue moon,
You always promised me,
"Don't worry, I'll see you soon".
Valentines Day came,
I got you a gift,
You told me you were working,
Taking the late shift.
A romantic night for two,
But it never happened,
And I was so blue.
Spring came along,
Nothing had changed,
But I did not know,
Your heart was rearranged.
After our eight months,
I put up with so much crap,
I didn't even see it,
It was all a big trap.
You accused me of cheating,
You spit in my face,
You pushed me against the wall,
It was the same in each case.
A girl named Julie,
Suddenly appeared one day,
She told me she slept with you,
I didn't know what to say.
I didn't believe her,
It couldn't have been true,
But she proved it to me,
And I wanted to kill you.
I realized I was foolish,
You tore my heart apart,
You might as well have stabbed it,
Right from the start.
We confronted you,
You never denied a thing,
I was disgusted,
But you told me it was a fling.
You told me you didn't care about her,
There was no one else but me,
She was just sex,
When we couldn't be.
So I took you back,
Gave you another chance,
I thought you were worth it,
For you once made my heart dance.
A few days later,
I talked with your ex,
Then I found out,
You guys had sex.
It turned out you were seeing her,
Since two months back,
That's when I saw it,
A heart you did lack.
