He treated me like a jewel,
I broke his heart,
And once again, I'm the fool.
I have a newfound respect,
For this exceptional guy,
I want him to know,
Without him I'd die.
So I lay down and pray,
That he forgives me one day,
For I am so sorry,
I can't even begin to say.
You went back to Kristen,
I knew this for sure,
Even if you never told me,
Your love was impure.
I hope you are happy,
And that's how you stay,
For it makes me feel better,
Knowing you�re not gray.
She is a great girl,
Who worships your soul,
So you better watch out,
Or you'll be in a hole.
We're over and done now,
And I've realized a great deal,
I wanted to explain,
Exactly how I feel.
You've always hurt girls,
It's all a big routine,
With Amiee it was the same,
You turned out to be mean.
You need to realize,
What you feel can't be real,
For if it was,
You'd see how we feel.
I know how you are now,
You and your game,
But you taught me so much,
I'll never be the same.
I know now exactly,
I don't want you in my life,
Having you around,
Just brings me more strife.
I want to be his again,
That sweet ex of mine,
I miss him so much,
I finally saw the sign.
So watch out for yourself,
Your past WILL haunt you,
For one day real soon,
Payback is due.
I hope one day too,
You see what I see,
For if you do not,
A man you'll never be!!
I realized we were done,
I wanted to leave you,
Just take off and run.
But I couldn't do it,
It was so damn hard,
I knew I still loved you,
I needed a guard.
A guard I didn't have,
Because you took it down,
With your words of love,
That now made me frown.
I looked into your eyes,
Your eyes filled with blue,
I felt so stupid,
For ever believing you.
So we were together,
Once here and once there,
It was never the same,
For I felt you didn't care.
I started being mean,
I felt it was right,
For you hurt me so bad,
It killed me each night.
Some days I really wanted,
To make things work out,
Others I was so angry,
All I did was shout.
I said heartless things,
Many which I regret,
But what you did,
I will never forget!
My guards went back up,
They went through the roof,
I wished for our past,
To just disappear like poof!
Every night we'd argue,
The past fantasy was gone,
The truth was unwinding,
We had to move on.
After a while,
We drifted apart,
We were both hurt,
It gave me a new start.
That's when I realized,
Who always really cared,
But to tell him the truth,
I was too scared.
My friends truly loved me,
But he always stood out,
I never really noticed it,
'Till this came about.
He wanted me to be happy,
He was never heartless or cruel,
He loved me unconditionally,
Even when I was a fool.
He saw right through you,
And all you have done,
But he was still there,
He was my sun.
