This poem is dedicated to my ex � boyfriend, Drew, who was my first real love and broke my heart repeatedly. What he did hurt me more than anything in the world and what he is still doing with girls is not right, although he doesn�t seem to realize this. We met at the beginning of the summer of 2001, and July 24th, 2002, would have been our one-year anniversary, but by this time we just stopped speaking to each other for good. I wrote this poem that night, as a form of closure and a re-cap of what happened through our relationship and the last year of my life.
By Eva
My heart was all mine,
I knew it was weird,
But I was just fine.
We shared many stories,
Of memories and pain,
I knew I couldn't fall for you,
But you drove me insane.
You were so perfect,
Everything I ever wanted,
You told me you cared,
My dreams you even haunted.
I didn't know what to do,
I didn't think it was fair,
But to take it too far,
I didn't even dare.
I had someone already,
Who treated me great,
But you were the one,
I wanted to date.
So I broke it off with him,
And started seeing you,
I had so much fun,
In all that we'd do.
You also had Kristen,
Who loved you like mad,
And you broke her heart,
Which made me feel bad.
I didn't worry much,
Cause you felt so right,
Everything you did,
When I saw you each night.
We had this connection,
So special to you and me,
When we were together,
I felt like I was free.
Were all because of me,
I felt so responsible,
Something you couldn't see.
So when she kicked you out,
I took you in my house,
We were always together,
You seemed like my spouse.
I would do your laundry,
While you were at work,
You always said thank you,
You were never a jerk.
Kristen, your ex,
Caused a big fight,
So you took off,
In the middle of the night.
I felt completely lost,
I almost went insane,
I didn't know why,
I thought I was to blame.
We finally met up,
And went to the beach,
We talked it all out,
A conclusion we reached.
You hinted you loved me,
But you didn't actually say,
I was confused,
I felt the same in a way.
That night I realized,
I loved you all along,
I just never saw it,
For it seemed so wrong.
I couldn't believe it,
It was so fast,
But we fell in love,
So I buried my past.