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It's midnight now, my friends just left my house. One of them called me today if I'd like it if she and another friend would cook for me this evening. And I was very surprised, it really made me happy and feeling all warm inside. I'm having the flu for almost a week now and my friend said she always feels alone when being ill, so she understood if I would feel the same too. So sweet! Anyhow, today my ex called me! I was just outside for the first time since last Monday, buying food and a thermometre to measure my body-temperature. So I stood there in the shop with a quite dizzy head and a low but aching headache when my phone rang. So I said: Esther..? And the voice of my ex said: HIIIIII!!!....=___=;;; I didn't say anything, why should I? So he said: Don't you remember me? (I'm afraid I do..=P). So I said:Err..hang on, and I hung up. I still don't get how he had the guts to call me, but sadly there leaves but one answer: he's a 'sad' person. By the way, I am ill, I couldn't really see me running out of that shop and starting yelling at him. It didn't feel worthy enough. Outside I received a text where he said he found it a pity I was so bitter, and that he wouldn't call me or anything anymore. Good, whatever you say jerk. It's one and a half year ago for gods sake! Get a life pleash!!
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My Blog In this blog you'll get some insight in my life Menu Journal Go to Photos School Diary Art and Architecture Contact Friends Sicl.net Izumi Go to Friends' Site Your Link Here? Contact Me Credits Design by Quixotic Pixels using some brushes by Tere Art and a photograph from Pix Pics.	Earth Give me Earth My Weblog This whole lay-out I found on the internet, you'll see certain links referring to the site. Don't you think it's beautiful ^^! It's not quite the same as on the site, but that's because I'm not good with this HTML-stuff. I hope the person will appreciate how I use it here. On my site "www.geocities.com/estherspersonalpage" you'll find another lay-out of the same site under the link 'About Me'. That site and this diary are for pure personal intents, plus I don't expect anyone coming to my site ever..^^;;. I really have to keep nagging my friends for signing my guestbook, yes that's shows my situation quite good ne?..hehe...Anyhow, I'm still just figuring out how this page works exactly, so don't be surprised seeing changes once a while. The same for my own page too. I'll try spitting out my thoughts here, and give you another kind of glance of me =). Have fun! > Esther March the fifth 2005 Shocked - Preview of how my Journal will be written It's midnight now, my friends just left my house. One of them called me today if I'd like it if she and another friend would cook for me this evening. And I was very surprised, it really made me happy and feeling all warm inside. I'm having the flu for almost a week now and my friend said she always feels alone when being ill, so she understood if I would feel the same too. So sweet! Anyhow, today my ex called me! I was just outside for the first time since last Monday, buying food and a thermometre to measure my body-temperature. So I stood there in the shop with a quite dizzy head and a low but aching headache when my phone rang. So I said: Esther..? And the voice of my ex said: HIIIIII!!!....=___=;;; I didn't say anything, why should I? So he said: Don't you remember me? (I'm afraid I do..=P). So I said:Err..hang on, and I hung up. I still don't get how he had the guts to call me, but sadly there leaves but one answer: he's a 'sad' person. By the way, I am ill, I couldn't really see me running out of that shop and starting yelling at him. It didn't feel worthy enough. Outside I received a text where he said he found it a pity I was so bitter, and that he wouldn't call me or anything anymore. Good, whatever you say jerk. It's one and a half year ago for gods sake! Get a life pleash!! Read more thoughts in my Journal Esther