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Earth Give me Earth Journal
Sunday 30th of April Peace I have found what I've been looking for =) Saturday 23th of April Weekend I'm at my parents to find peace again. I really have had it all now!! It's been too much shit all around me and over me. So I brought a nice book with me, and eat my belly full with sweet stuff. It's very beautiful weather, though the wind is cold. I'm going to sit in the garden in a minute. My friend visited me after I spit out half of my frustrations on the telephone. Damn, I'm full of anger...kind of sad no one sees it, or understands..well, except for that friend now. Everyone is like: oohh..poor girl (some girl), it's very sad. Well, that may be, well..it is in fact, but that doesn't mean I'm not affected by it for gods sake. It doesn't help me if people explain how sad she is, or whatever. Damnit..>,<; Anyway..life goes one. And I'm really in for some preparation leaving this country!! I searched and printed out information about studying abroad. And actually, this is going to happen too soon ofcourse, because atleast one year before you already have to assign for it..blahblah, so that means next year round this time I have to be all ready =). Damn..how I crave for leaving =P! I'm so fed up with sticking to my town...So this summer I need to get some money..ugh. Next week or so I'll be going to these 'uitzendburo's' and I'll write an open sollicitation for a bookstore..maybe even going to walk into several stores..^^;; I hate that..I can't sell myself! =P My parents aren't here btw, they'll be back at dinnertime. Mm...I really don't like people who love drinking alcohol, the nice part of it is that they tend to say things they usually wouldn't! =P No really! Well..in spite of their own good ofcourse..gnagna...It's almost Queensday, last year an ex-friend was with me...and the queen visited our Town..only, we didn't see her. I remember we only went to town for doing groceries=P. The rest of the time we were killing cars on the PS2..O.o! Fun time actually, I really had fun with her, laughed a lot..making very lame sentences. Less nice part was that she began talking about her ex more and more..and turned into whining...anyway, going to eat some nice things and gonna read in the sun!! =D Sunday 17th of April Strange Weather I don't know really how to start..it's very personal too. I'm doing fine, but I'm worried sick because of my friend. She's not doing alright since last Thursday, but she refuses help. In contrary, she is mad at everyone around now (the whole world incl.). Yes, also at me, yesterday I had her on the phone, and all she did was shouting, blaming me for everything went wrong in her life. BUT, I'm far from angry...instead I feel sad..sad for her. I really hope she will get better...But as long as she refused to get help, no one can force her to see some help. There's this law that you cannot take somewhere to get help if that one doesnt want to, UNLESS that someone is a danger to himself or another. I guess this means we all have to wait for her doing something...dangereous....>,<. Ugh..I can't express myself really, I hardly can believe it. Luckily I have support of my friend who also is very good friends with her. Hmm..yea..hopefully school won't suffer... Monday 4th of April Sun is Shining, the weather is sweet yeah Well, today is the first day since maybe two weeks that is started raining again. Smells fine!!=DI'm still doing great! I spent the days in the local park here, chilling, studying too! Hehe. Today I went playin the piano at the culture centre again, after that I went to my bro to print the end-practice for HCI: 2. Well, then I went to do some grocery-shopping..ending up in the videostore....returning home with 5 dvd's..LOL! Yesh..there's this action where you can rent 5 for 5 euro's. So when you rent to, you have to pay 6 euro's..well..a logical step then choosing 5 right? =P Tomorrow I'll be having a visitor coming over for tea! Isn't that cute? At 10 'o clock..hahaha..yesh..esh is going to have problems tomorrow-morning! Anyway, she lives just one street away from me like..since April the 1st, she's in the same class as me. So I thought it would be fun getting along now like this! Ah..and I bought a new book too, from Natsuo Kirini, The Night..something. Sooo..I just watched Girl with the Pearl earring with yes, Scarlett Johansson. And I was somewhere half in the movie "Lost in Translation"..yes, again!!! I'm addicted to it, hopefully I'll get the movie soon, cause most of the time this club is soon with delivering..except this time. Ohh..and next week there will be some free- nights for salsa-class!! Gonna go there too! I asked my friends already and this boy I don't know, but also wants to do the Salsa! =P Oeh, and this weekend I probably see some old good friends who are also adopted. Hmm..^^ nyaaaa..gonna stop now! kiss!! Saturday 26th of March Mars-time! This Wednesday i went to my bf and we really had a great time! ^__^ Don't be afraid, I'm not going into detail! Anyway, it was such nice weather Thursday, and we decided to bike! Very relaxing and juvenating in some way...it felt so refreshing and energising! ^^ After that we went to the market and he bought a very delicious sirup-cookie for me, still warm..mmmmm!! Aaannd, after that we went swimming!! We both are fond of swimming and I enjoyed myself very much!! That evening we went watching 'Finding Nemo", his best friend had lend us the movie! ^__^ I already saw that movie once, but actually, I had more fun this time! I missed certain jokes the first time, plus I still find it so much better watching movies without a crowd surrounding you ^^;;. Oeh, and Friday we went playing chess!! We always wanted it, but there was always something coming in between. It's also because we want to spend our time together with only being together, but also that there's a nice balance with really doing stuff together too =). And I think this time there really was a balance between only time for eachother, and time for doing stuff together! =D I'm so happy! --- Another small update about Saturday the 19th of March I spent the evening with my two friends, and actually everything what could go wrong did went wrong! =P Right now I can laugh about it, back then too, though a little stress accompanied that feeling! And if you two are reading this, or better; coming to my website ever, I want to say to you that I really had a nice evening with you both!! I really do like you and I hope to spend more Saturday-evenings with you guys! ^___^ By the way, when I have time I'll write about "Lost in Translation" in my "Games&More"- section. Hope to see you both soon! Guess that will be with Lost...? If he loves himself so much..he should start a realtionship with it. -out- Thursday 17th of March Small Update I talked to my roommate today and he asked if I had read my guestbook because he had signed it! We were talking a bit about webbuilding, anyhow, I started looking at my site again. And since I changed my screenresolution to 1024x-, I also had to change every page. Now I have done all that and it looks a lot prettier. I know I have to update more often if I want this site to keep running (just like you have to update your relationship so now and then, preferably regularly), but I don't have always time and the right mood. It takes a lot of time making all things work properly. I can tell you this: I want to add more 'Facts' on my site. I really have some nice information to give you, I bought this magazine 'National Geographic', and a 'Travel' magazine was included, also I have a lot of stuff to read for my school. So...but just wait, cause i'm very busy lately, and not in the right mood =P!! Monday 7th of March Still ill This isn't funny anymore..it weren't from the beginning actually. If this continues I'll never will enjoy things anymore. I have this constant headache...And..yes, I have to admit I don't give myself time to recover either. I'm too active..atleast, not less active than not being ill. I cancelled todays "Homework-Class". But I really should start studying now, I think the break is getting too long now. I don't understand why I have this headache..maybe it has something to do with staring at the computerscreen almost half the day?? Hmmm, as soon as I have finished this entry, I'll lay myself down on the couch and watch a little television. After that I start reading for school. This evening CSI will come! ^__^ I'm sooo fond of that series!!! It's very popular actually. Anyhow, wish you all a good evening! And watch out for...floating flu-virusses..^^;; I know a lot of people having it or had it. If it could kill, the earth would be emptied a lot...*ahem* good evening! Wednesday 9th of March First day school again
And now my boyfriend is ill, well maybe he was it already a week ago, but now shows it's price. Anyhow, I don't think it's that strange he's ill regular, since he often wears his coat open...=__=;;. I went to school this morning...the first thing I thought when the alarm went off "no! I'm ill!!" So I grabbed the thermometre for checking it, and the result said I'm not ill anymore! Yesh! Not that I feel completely well, I still got this fluffyness in my head. Yesterday-evening I had dinner with a friend, it was really cozy! I think the last time I saw her was..like...a half year ago..? Ah well..everyone is busy these days =P. Actually, this evening I have another dinner-date =P! Yea..I usually don't plan too lot in one week, but since I haven't seen the girl from yesterday for such a long time, and the one from this evening already were shoved one week ahead, it just had to be this way! My brother also askes me to come over for dinner, but I said that's too much. Yesterdayevening he called he had downloaded a movie and that it is only fun watching it with someone else..I'm really sorry, but I don't appreciate pushing. I'm not well wholly, plus I have a busy week! In fact, I even see him this Saturday!! So well..that kind of annoys me, I can't be there always for everyone..I wish I could! But I need more time for myself than most people do. Anyhow..today I bought new lights for my bike..I only need batteries^^;, but since I have to go outside again..don't want..=P. I'm lazy yes. Furthermore I bought a magazine about websites, because I want to understand what I do exactly here! xP! And another magazine from National Geographic, nice to fill in Games and More and Cute Facts!! Okies..right now I'm going to have lunch..and rest a bit. Have a nice day!! |
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