Music - Children of Bodom: "Bed of Nails"
All I have to say is, WTF!
Landover Baptists Know A Lot About Wicca!
And this site is the #1 page to outrage me today. Another is godhatesfags.com. Good day. Jerks.
Kelly wrote at 3:05 pm
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Music - AFI: "Midnight Sun"
Smoke?: ew, NO.
Do drugs?: no
Have sex?: maybeh...No, not really.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: uh, my Hello Kitty pillow ^_^.
Live in the moment?: heck yes.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope.
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: I wish that Ville dream would come back...
Play an instrument?: flute, somewhat try to play guitar
Believe there is life on other planets?: Yeah, but I don't really want to think about it.
Remember your first love?: yeah ^___^. Preschool. But other than that, no.
Still love him/her?: no, hardly talk to him anymore.
Read the newspaper?: Usually the Tempo and Life sections of Cincy Enquirer.
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yessir. An ex-bf of mine is now gay. Don't gasp, yes, I have had one!
Believe in miracles?: I don't know
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: I guess.
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: For the most part. Actually, probably too much for my own safety.
Consider love a mistake?: ?
Like the taste of alcohol?: Nah.
Have a favorite candy?: White chocolate, Reeses, truffles.
Believe in astrology?: I don't think so.
Believe in magic?: I think if you believe enough in something, it might help it to happen.
Believe in God?: yeah.
Pray?: hardly ever
Go to church?: yes, to every service.
Have any secrets?: Like I'd tell you ^-^. It's hard to explain anyway.
Have any pets: Spot, Boots, the remaining puppies.
Do well in school?: yeah, but I got a frickin B- in Art! And an A in Chemistry! o.O
Go to or plan to go to college?: yessir, SAA maybe, or Rose Hulman. Lots and lots of guys at Rose. 4 guys for every girl.
Talk to strangers who instant message you?: Usually they end up being freaky people looking for sex, but I met one cool person that hearts Quentin Tarantino ^_^. And then one who is really annoying and loves Placebo.
Wear hats?: only my kitty hat that I made.
Have any piercings?: 2 14g ears. I want a horizontal industrial in my left ear.
Have any tattoos?: A heartagram on my ankle...Henna is awesome ^_^
Hate yourself?: more like I'm always worried about how I'm going to get things done and mad at myself for not doing them, like RIGHT NOW.
Have an obsession?: Zelda, FFX. Kill Bill.
Have a secret crush?: maybeh. I'm not really sure. Hmm.
Collect anything?: YAOI!...or not. CDs, definitely. Pictures of my favorite musicians. Movies. Video games. MSN display pics. Engrish things.
Have a best friend?: Katie ^_^
Like your handwriting?: sometimes, but other times it's ugly.
Have any bad habits?: Procrasti-farking-nation.
Care about looks?: yeah, but I'm not a dressy person.
Boy/girlfriend's looks?: Dunno.
Believe in witches?: Do I believe they exist? Of course. There's no denying that there's people out there who practice witchcraft. Duh.
Believe in ghosts?: I think so. Stevie has haunted crap! ExtraShit Perception!...but yes. I have heard voices before. It's kind of scary.
Kelly wrote not too much at all at 8:45 pm
Sunday, May 8, 2005
Music - Dir en Grey: "Filth"
I should be doing my report for Advanced Life Science right now. Bleh. Actually, it shouldn't be that hard. All I have to do is write about our puppies and heredity in dogs and what our Jack-A-Bees inherited. I just found out yesterday that that's the name for our hybrid doggies. So now they sound like Peek-A-Poos and Labradoodles and stuff like that.
But anyway...
I also have to work on my Individual Sports report on how I have improved in gym class. It's so much better than running the mile, for me at least ^_^. I can't run and if I did, it's the day of the play, and I don't want to be all dead during the play cuando tocaré mi flauta. (when I will play my flute.) I like speaking Spanish ^_^. Sí, me gusta hablar español. Y alemán. I'm going to try to teach myself German next year with Laura's book. And Japanese. But let's not get into that...
I really, really, really need to get working. The sci report is my exam grade. I've had all semester to do it, and it's due on Thursday. FUUUUN. And then I have Anthropology. Don't get me started on that...I think I'll have to skip church today and maybe Wednesday to get all this crap done.
Kelly wrote at 4:44 (hah!) pm
Wednesday, May 4, 2005
Music - L'Arc~en~Ciel: "Lover Boy"
Yay, I got Smile by Laruku, Gold Sun And Silver Moon, and X (VHS version) two days ago. I heart all my new stuff. And Hyde and Niy are way hot, too ^_^. Added to the list of hot jrockers!
Oh hey hey hey hey! There's a movie I want to see, but it's probably not coming out around here until January 2006, Brokeback Mountain. ♥...Jake Gyllenhaal and Heath Ledger as cowboys with love ^_^.
Drama Club went pretty well on Saturday. I messed up the curtains a few times. Crap. I got a little nervous when I went out to play my songs. Instead of playing my signature song, I chickened out and played a different one. I think my favorite parts were when Tony got all evil in his Raiders skit and when Eric sang "Hallelujah"...oh, and definitely when Katie fell off the stage while she was emceeing and when Stevie screamed when she was emceeing because someone turned on the scoreboard. *sigh* Nerds ^_^.
I just thought to myself that I'm going to dread Spanish tomorrow for some reason, but I just remembered that Fun Day is tomorrow ^_^. Fuuuun. I wonder if they'll play Pirates of the Caribbean like they did last year. Orlando...♥ Or maybe (hah!) Kill Bill. Which they wouldn't play because it's rated Urr. (As in V-C-Urr.) And speaking of being rated R, we're watching Schindler's List in English. Mom said she thought it was boring. I like it so far, but you know it really happened and that kind of makes you feel bad for liking it. Mom thinks I like movies for the violence. No, not really. I just appreciate good moviemaking.
And right now my nose is annoying me to death and I can't breathe. Looks like no incense for a while. Oh well.
Oh, and Eric, dryyyy...hump!
Kelly sniffled and burped at 5:58 pm
Monday, April 25, 2005
Music - Nirvana: "Been a Son"
Yay, Rufus! I heart him so much. Next time I'm going to Borders I'm going to get Want Two. And as for what I've just gotten recently...I bought Colour By Numbers by Culture Club and 5150 by Van Halen. A quarter each. Booya.
In other news, Mom backed into a car yesterday. We were in Lawrenceburg and she was backing out of the Wendy's parking lot after making us look dumb enough by ordering a "Large Wendy's". Yeah. The person she backed into lives on the next street down from us. When she told Dad, he wasn't mad; he just said "You went all the way to Lawrenceburg to run into their car?". Har har. Yeah. Laura and I just sat there texting each other. (The Wendy's parking lot gets AWESOME reception and digital service!)
In other other news, I'm cold. Dang capri pants. I look like a piece of paper. Not in the skinny sense ^_^...in the how-can-she-be-so-white sense. Har har. I need sun. Laura told me to go to the tanning bed. Hah, rather not.
Oh, and I've achieved hippie status. I have a henna tattoo of a heartagram on my ankle. Damn hippie.
Kelly wrote at 2:05 pm
Thursday, April 14, 2005
Music - Anything PUNK! (end sarcasm)
Time for some punk poems written by Bo and me!
P is for PARTAY!!
U is for u smell like a punk
N is for Nobody is cooler than GC
K is for gothicK
P is for piano that Avril played in S8er boi
U is for uterine wall in Lizie Mcguire
New jelly bracelets
K majik
G is for Axl Rose because he's in Guns n Roses
O is for vampire orgy of death
T is for RAZOR BLADES
H is for 666
I is for MarIlyn Manson
C is for punk.
P is for poop loopy farty turd
U is for utters in FFA
N is for Nuthin but punk
K is for Kuter face
P is for Fuck you I'm punk
U is for under the influence of the hot guys in Simple Plan
N is for nobody doesn't like Sara Lee
K is for Fuck you I'm punk
We love punks.
Kelly wrote at 3:00 pm
Monday, April 11, 2005
Music - Dir en Grey: "Cage"
Gosh, I'm in a Dir en Grey-ish mood. Sam gave me a CD with almost all of Diru's PVs on it. I heart her ^_^. It's funny, because I really like the "Myaku" video, and I took 2 tests to see which Diru PV I am, and both times, I got "Myaku". Yay ^_^.
I'm going to do my report in English over Quentin Tarantino. We're supposed to do it over our favorite writer, but Mr. Slaven said I could do a songwriter or a movie writer or anyone else who writes something. Yay ^_^.
I got a new shirt yesterday. (Big deal, I know.) "Squirrels Gone Wild". Yay ^_^.
I also went to GameStop and FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY exchanged my copy of Castlevania: Lament of Innocence for a less scratched copy. FINALLY! I played it somewhat last night, and finally got to the Pagoda of Whatnot. I can't remember the name, but from what I've seen, it ain't very pagoda-looking. But I was so very very very happy that I got a new copy that works! Yay ^_^.
Last night I was in Vigilante Bug Assassin mode. I left my window open the other night and obviously bugs got in, because the next night I killed two bugs that were like an inch long. Gosh I hate bugs. And then last night I killed two while playing Castlevania. I tried to go to sleep and listened to Sinergy to get my mind off the bugs. But then around 11:00...BUZZ. I turned on the light and there was a bug above my door, which is about 3 feet from my bed. So I had to get on my Bill Jordan's RealTree stool and smash it with a book about technical drawing. I'm observant. I hate bugs. Not yay -_-.
Well anyway, I have a LIFE this week! It's so crammed with stuff I have to do...blog...go to anthropology class...drama club...helping Leslie's mom out with their website...watching a 3 hour movie on tsars/czars with the academic teams...listening to Withering To Death, which by the way I got and I love! I'm also getting L'arc~en~Ciel's Smile and Shazna's Gold Sun Silver Moon from someone off of garagesalejapan, and also the movie X. All for a measly $31. Awesome ^_^. I'm a cracker jack. (Watching That '70s Show and they just said "cracker jack". So there.) Yay ^_^.
Kelly was very happy today (Yay ^_^) at 5:12 pm
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Music - Rufus Wainwright: "Gay Messiah"
I just discovered two new loves this week: Rufus Wainwright and Final Fantasy. I mean, yeah, I liked Rufus before, but now I'm really getting into his music. I'm going to make the fanlisting for "Gay Messiah". Actually, I'm already working on it. It's not nearly done, but you can see it at netcolony.com/rufusthebaptist. Man, I really need to get my own domain...And as for the other love, Final Fantasy...Here's how it happened:
A few years ago I went to a yard sale in Milan and bought FFI. I played a little of it, tried to beat Garland at the beginning part and just kind of lost interest. Then sometime Dad bought FFVII from another yard sale. Tried to play it, but my TV had horrible color (almost totally black and white, with dark blue) so I got really frustrated and gave up on it. Then...I saw a KMart ad around Christmas that had FFX on sale for $15. I figured, heck, I can get a brand new copy real cheap, so Dad and I went and bought it. Didn't play it much until February. I played it off and on, but nothing real serious. But, here comes the obsession part. Eric and Sam and I were talking about how awesome the Final Fantasy series is, and so I started playing it more. This weekend I've been playing it constantly (six hours yesterday, three today so far) and I can't wait to get X-2 and FFVIII, FFIX, and FF Anthology. Yeah, I guess you could say I'm getting into the Final Fantasy universe. Today while I was playing and admiring Seymour Guado's hotness (XD), I thought to myself about who would make a good match for him in a slash fic. Hmm, Tidus? Cute, but kind of dumb. Maybe Auron. I really like Auron a lot, especially his voice. The actor did a hell of a job on him. So I'll think it over, but I also have to work on my Ville/Jyrki sad story flashback thing. It's going to be a busy spring break.
Oh yeah, and I adopted a newbie on Gaia. Her sn is MizuNekoHime. She's not one of those annoying HEy I bE NeW HeAR!!!!!!!!!!111 type, thank Isis. Those kind of people get on everyone's nerves...and yes, I was a semi-StiKKy CaPS fan two or three years ago. Sentences are underrated.
Time for dinner. Adios.
Kelly wrote at 6:04 pm
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Music - Meiko Kaji: "Urami Bushi"
I was reading my story "The Reaper Holds Our Hearts" and thought to myself, Did I write this? It just seems a little strange to read your own story months after you write it and realize that the voice telling it sounds so different from your own. I just had to get on the computer right now in English to say that.
I got up this morning at 7:25 after having a strange dream about some kind of Halloween dance thing at school. Justin was a girl Frankenstein XD and R Squared tried to "kill" Kayla--it was staged. I don't really know how to describe it.
Well, almost time for lunch.
Kelly wrote at 11:02 am
Monday, March 14, 2005
Music - Sinergy: "Razor Blade Salvation"
I'm really happy right now because Boots had her puppies on Saturday night and Sunday morning. She had nine, but one was really big and hard to give birth to, and it died. But we still have eight really cute little puppies to love ^_^. Only one has a face like Spot. The rest have solid faces like Boots. But they all have white bodies with spots on them like Spot ^_^.
I'm miffed at my CD burner right now. I burned two copies of the Kill Bill Volume 2 soundtrack and they're both messed up on "About Her" and "Urami Bushi". Oh well. I ripped Eric's copy onto the computer, so maybe sometime I can get it to work. I know it's not Eric's fault, because there's no scratches at all on his CD. I don't see how people can not scratch their CDs. I kill them all the time when I put them in the CD player.
Oh, I didn't say that I got The Cure's Kiss Me, Kiss Me, Kiss Me. I love it to death. I can't wait to get Faith. I'm going to go back to that little CD store where they sold me Kiss Me for nine bucks. They have a bunch of incense too ^_^. It's just crappy that it all smells the same. Dad and I bought a ton of incense two days ago. We're hippies ^_^. Dad came in my room the other day and said, "Why don't you get some flower scent or something? It smells like the other side of the world in here!" Yeah. I guess it kind of does, too ^_^.
I'm really miffed at geocities.com right now because it's messed up the alignment of my div layers. That's junk. So if it looks like crap right now, it's not my fault. It's just being junk because it's Geocities. That's the only reason it needs. I think it has to do with that hellacious Watermark AdSquare thing. If I could light a match to my computer and burn that stupid ad thing up, I would. I think I'm going to move to netcolony.com like I did with the CoB fanlisting.
Well, I sure wrote a whole book today. I'm getting my typing practice in ^_^. I make a lot of mistakes. I always cheated in Keyboarding class by using the backspace button. But I ended up with a 112% in it ^-^.
Kelly wrote at 10:11 am
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Music - AFI: "A Winter's Tale"
I was bored yesterday, so I made some animated codes for the Children of Bodom fanlisting. Fun. Not much else to say...except that I was looking at a list of Justin's music that he owns and there were marks by some that one of his friends wanted. There were marks next to HIM, The Misfits, and Children of Bodom, but also next to Avril and Good Charlotte. *shudder* Kids these days.
I think I'm going to make a list of all the songs I own, but it'll turn out very wrong, since I have way too many to list. Maybe I can get some people into some good music, like I did for Justin and Mike with Avenged Sevenfold. Adios, kiddos.
Kelly wrote at 4:56 pm
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Music - Children of Bodom: "Follow The Reaper"
Whoo, bought Beware The Heavens by Sinergy from walmart.com today. Yeah, I know, Wal-Mart. But I had a gift card to spend, so I got something I'd enjoy with it ^-^. I also got Follow The Reaper by Children of Bodom the other day. I heart it muchly ^_^.
Working on yet another new layout. One of these days I'm going to move out of Geocities. But sending in my updated info to 90 fanlistings is going to be a bitch. Hooray.
Going tubing with the church youth group on Saturday. Laura's going to spreche with the German exchange student from SR. (spreche=speak, if you didn't know ^_^) Fun fun fun. Laura's going to be mad at me, though, because she always is when I talk to John. She doesn't want me to go so she can have time with him by herself. I might go, but then again I might not. Depends on how I feel. I have a flute lesson on Saturday and a guitar lesson tomorrow.
Oh yeah, I should talk about my new guitar teacher. I haven't had a lesson with him yet, but Mom and Dad are a little apprehensive because he's "only 22". Just because he's 22 doesn't mean he can't play. Hell, Alexi was 19 when Something Wild came out. But, anyway, I need to get an electric guitar. Acoustic's fine and all for practicing and in places where you can't have an amp, but I want to mess around with effects and stuff ^_^. Only problem is that "effects and stuff" cost money. Money that I don't have. Money that I would have if I had a job. Bah humbug. I found $75 in my wallet yesterday that I didn't know I had. Dad gave me $20 yesterday, too ^_^. And somehow $5 mysteriously appeared in my wallet right after I spent $6. Hmm. Oh well.
Kelly wrote at 2:49 pm
Freitag, 18 Februar 2005
Friday, Friday. Hooray. It feels like Tuesday. Last Friday felt like Thursday and Monday felt like Friday. Fun.
Been playing FFX recently. Laura said the graphics sucked. I told Eric and Sam that and Eric had a seizure just like the time she said that Kill Bill was cheesy. Anyway, I like FFX better than FF1 because I actually get the turn-based thing now a lot more than back in the NES days. I'm dumb ^_^.
I made more codes for the Children of Bodom fanlisting, as you can see by the pic of Jaska. I actually like the way that it turned out when I copied it from Word to Paint. It looks cool at a small size, though I might have chosen different colors if I had the choice. Oh well.
Not much else to write about, except that I forgot to bring home my Lit book to read Julius Caesar by Shakespeare. Oh well, maybe I can find it on the internet.
Kelly wrote at 4:55 pm
Friday, February 4, 2005
Music - Dir en Grey: "Zomboid"
I am so angry right now. I don't think I blogged about how much I loved the gnome I've been sculpting in art class. It was so awesome. But then Jacob decided to walk up to me and punch my gnome in the face. It was still wet and it was hollow, so the face just caved in. I got so angry, and I was about to cry. When he left, I did cry. I had to cut a hole in him to try to salvage his face. I loved the nose so much, and now it looks so shitty. That was my favorite art project ever. I never really was good at sculpting before, and I loved the gnome so much! I spent two weeks on that face and Jacob didn't respect my efforts enough to keep away from it. So Dad called to talk to Bondo's dad, but he wasn't there. Jacob answered. Dad talked to him calmly and Jacob was like "duh...I didn't do nothing." Didn't do nothing? He ruined my gnome's face! I spent so long on it! So about every teacher in the school saw me crying, but only Miss Jones and Mr. Slaven stopped me to say something. Oh, and Mr. Unklesbay and Mr. Thole since they were there when it happened. Mr. Thole yelled at Jacob. Man, I am so pissed about that. That gnome was the best thing I'd ever done. I hope he's happy.
Fucker.
In other (happier) news, we went to Golden Corral today. Stuffed myself, partly to make the pain go away. I'm about to cry right now. I sure hope I can fix my gnome. Oh, and he smashed the gnome's neck that I'd been working on since two days ago. I sure hope my gnome doesn't dry out over the weekend. I drenched him in water because I was so mad. I hope he doesn't crack. I was really wishing that he would survive the firing process, but obviously he can't survive being around other people. I need a hug. If anyone wants to talk to me, go right ahead and email me or IM me. I'd really appreciate it. I'm glad I got to talk to Angela before I left school. She told me that she thought I'd be famous and he'd be fat when we grew up ^-^. That reminded me of the threefold law, so he'll get what's coming to him. I need to remember the mantra "An' harm ye none...an' harm ye none!..." Gotta remember that.
So much for happier news.
Kelly cried at 7:21 pm
Thursday, February 3, 2004
Music - Rammstein: "Amour"
Whoo, go me!
Anyway, hope you all had a happy Imbolc/Groundhog Day/Be Nice To Jessica Day. Poo on groundhogs, I want spring! Megan kept calling it Hedgehog day and she was arguing with her mom about it XD.
Yay, tomorrow we have a half day of school. I really need to get crackin' on my online Anthropology course. Boo. And in *fanfare* Advanced Life Science: Animal (such an interesting name) we were assigned to enter the FFA Agriscience Fair. Hooray. I told Mrs. Salkeld that I wanted my experiment to be what happens when you poke a hamster, does it go insane or what? So she started poking me. We all decided to do a project on fish, using Jessica as our subject =D. Yeah. Yesterday was Be Nice To Jessica Day, so I didn't say a word to her ^_^.
Well, o readers of the blog, I'm gonna go. I've been on since 3:45, off and on. Adios.
Oh, and I need to get crackin' on Pandora and all the stories I have to read for Academic Bowl. Hoo-farkling-ray.
Kelly wrote at 7:41 pm
Saturday, January 22, 2005
Music - Hanamuke: "Hoshi No Iro"
I felt like I needed a new icon. I hope that's enough cred for him/her. Anywhoo...
Mom said we might be going up to Tom and Karen's house tomorrow. I hope so. It's so boring around here. She thought I was super sick with a huge cold, and told me that we probably shouldn't go. It's just a sniffle because of our ancient heater. It's no cold. I told her that and then she said we might go. I hope the weather gets better. I need to go to Nu Image and stock up on oils and incense! I probably won't get to go there for a long time. Oh, and Spencer's. They might have some incense that I'd like.
Mom and Laura just came back from Luann's house. They bought me detangling spray from Avon. Hmm...whatever. Speaking of hair, mine is bugging me really bad, being greasy and all. You know what? (Chicken butt!)...Anyway...every time I go to her house, or someone else goes to her house and I'm around them, I get a nauseous headache. Maybe it's all that Avon perfume. Bleh.
I really need a new layout. This one is getting super boring, though I love the splash page's image. I don't know why. It reminds me of Piet Mondrian.
I'm going to put in an application at Family Dollar. In fact, I might just do that right now. Fun. I need a job. Very much.
Kelly wrote at 1:09 pm
Friday, January 21, 2005
Music - Children of Bodom: "Sixpounder"
I need to make a new layout. I was thinking of doing a Dimebag tribute. I don't know, hmm...this layout is getting pretty boring. It's a little too simple for my tastes. Plus, there's a typo in the image. *sigh*
Oh, I forgot! Last night I was scrying when Mom came in and told me that we had a delay tomorrow. I was like "Yessssss", unconsciously like Napoleon Dynamite. Then we went to school this morning and I said that it was weird that nobody was on the streets. And then we got to school and there were two cars in the parking lot. Turns out that school was cancelled at 8:30 this morning, which happened to be about the time Dad changed the radio channel. So we went to Jay-C and I bought a bunch of condiments...soy sauce, sweet and sour sauce, steak sauce...Hey! I could make a steak sauce fanlisting!...I'll have to see if anyone else has done that yet. I heart steak sauce veeery much.
Joined a couple of fanlistings: Imbolc, Gemini, aromatherapy, and incense. I love incense, especially Dragon's Blood incense. That's my perfect kind to use for Imbolc (the color red represents the blood of life) and Samhain (connoting death). Speaking of Samhain, I still haven't been able to find November Coming Fire. That's crap. Samhain is cool, so why don't stores sell their music? I saw Glenn Danzig on IFC talking about Frank Frazetta when I realized that I'd been trying to copy Frazetta's style without knowing it. I'd never heard of him until Dad put it on that TV show, but I've seen his art everywhere.
I should probably get off the computer or actually start working on my Anthropology online class. Hooray. I sure hope we get to go to the mall soon, because I'm almost out of dragon's blood. I also need a few different anointing oils. I can't wait to go to the hippie store ^-^!
Kelly wrote at 12:43 pm
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
Music - Dir en Grey: "Drain Away"
Yesterday Laura and Dad went to Elrod to get us a beagle. She's 2 years old and her name is Boots. You gotta say it with a hillbilly accent. Boooots. She's got short legs for a beagle. I need to go feed her.
I just heard that Diru is coming out with a new album in March called Withering To Death. I can't wait to get it! Diru = <33333.
Sorry for the very short entry, but I have to feed Boots and Spot, eat dinner, and go to church. And when I get home, I'm going to work on AP.
Kelly wrote at 6:07 pm
Sunday, January 9, 2005
Music - My Chemical Romance: "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" (it's on TV right now)
This morning I had the most intense lucid dream I've ever experienced. I was very aware of being in a dream and I could manipulate anything I wanted at will. I got scared once during the dream and told myself that I could make myself wake up if I wanted to, but I decided to stay in the dream and just leave the situation. Since then, I've been even more interested in astral travel. And I just read that the dream I had this morning could have been an astral projection. So I'm very encouraged by that ^-^. I've heard that people who can't remember their dreams have trouble with projection. I've always been blessed with the ability to recall dreams well. Hopefully that will be an asset as I attempt to enter the astral plane. I think the most important thing for me will be to not get excited. I hear of people being afraid of separating, but I think I'll be more excited than scared. I've read lots of articles on AP, and you can't be harmed unless you decide to channel or become a medium.
I've also been reading up a lot on meditation. I bought a pack of cards from Target for $1 that have some meditation techniques on them. I also stole a book from Dad called Healing With The Mind's Eye and now I want to find my own personal myth, kind of like a vision quest. I want to meet spirit guides and power animals and discover my totem...or totems ^_^.
Okay, so what got me so into all this? Dad picked up a book at Goodwill yesterday called Thieves of Innocence. It's written by a Christian right-winger who thinks that meditation, yoga, occult practices, and other things like that will only cause harm and corruption in today's youth. After I skimmed through most of the book, I became even more interested in AP, meditation, and the other mentioned things than I was before. It had the exact opposite effect it was supposed to have. The biggest problem I had with the book was that it would not admit that meditation and yoga have helped many people. They only cited the few negative encounters. People who are deeply involved in meditation may experience pain or frightening situations, but these are normal. I read all about them in The Heart of Stillness. That book was written by a meditater who attends retreats. I think he is more credible than some right-wing bigot.
Oh, yeah, and I want to learn to see auras, too. I've had some success seeing my own before. I learned how to do that in Healing Mudras by Sabrina Mesko. That's a good book for learning how to concentrate and enhance your meditation by using hand positions that activate currents that run through your body. Her website is at artofyoga.com.
I think that talking about all this might help me to achieve these goals, because thinking about things like this and just desiring them a lot will help. Mom's telling me I have to get off the computer in ten minutes and I want to get some more research done before then. So, adios until next time.
Kelly wrote at 5:21 pm
Wednesday, January 5, 2005
Music - HIM: "When Love And Death Embrace"
Finally got my HIM DVD from amazon.com on Monday. Yes, and it's sooooo awesome! I watched it three or four times in a row. Ville = ♥. Definitely. I yelled at Bam, though, because of the chick in the "The Sacrament" video. That was unnecessary. But what was even more unnecessary was the 40-year-old woman with the makeup caked on this thick: | | in the "Wicked Game" video. I like the "When Love And Death Embrace" video, but the guy by the sink should have had more to do with the story. But my absolute favorite was the video for "In Joy And Sorrow". That one was the best because Ville was so awesome in it ^___^.
Kelly wrote at 1:46 pm
Sunday, January 2, 2005
Music - Rammstein (again!): "Ohne Dich"
Man, I feel stupid. I really do. I got an email from the owner of the Till Lindemann fanlisting that brought to my attention how stupid I look having an email address like [email protected]. It is stupid. I got a new idea for a herzeleid.net address anyway. I was thinking about the HIM song "Heartache Every Moment" and since "herzeleid" means heartache, I might use [email protected] or something like that. Man, I feel stupid because I feel the same way as she did.
In other news and goings-on, I bought Reise, Reise today ^_^. I probably sound like I'm overdoing it, but I actually listen to good music now instead of prefabricated sound-alikes. And when you listen to good music, you're passionate about it ^_^.
Joey let me borrow Prince of Persia (yaaay!) and I've been wanting it for such a loooong time. So thumbs up to Joey-face. He has a tan now XD.
Oh, and Spot just puked. Poor baby, I feel bad for him. Poor widdle mister sniffy. Dad fed him some of my cheesy rice and blargh--up it came. He'll be okay in two seconds, he's just a little fluffy ball of energy ^_^.
Kelly felt -- is there a word for what I really feel? -- ashamed, I guess, at 9:50 pm
Friday, December 31, 2004
Music - Rammstein: "Zwitter"
Went to Northgate yesterday. Bought a ton of incense, some Pocky (I'd never seen Pocky Reverse before), some charms for my new bracelet that Louie and Sandy gave me, and *drum roll* Mutter by Rammstein. Been listening to it a lot.
I think I'm going to make a fanlisting for "Sonne" by Rammstein. That's the song I heard in Hot Topic a while ago that made me really want Mutter. Rammstein = cool. Oh, and I'm going to try to make a Rammstein t-shirt because I haven't found any around here.
Kelly wrote at 1:56 pm on the last day of 2004, a very good year, indeed
Friday, December 24, 2004
Music - Rammstein: "Reise, Reise"
Yay, Christmas Eve. I've fallen in love with Rammstein since yesterday. Well, I liked them when I saw "Amerika" on Headbanger's Ball, but now I love them.
Spent all day yesterday and an hour today shoveling. I. Hate. Snow. My arms are so tired, it's hard to type. My shoulders are killing me. But we got out of the house today, and I got the only thing I wanted from the store: Sleepytime tea. I've been craving it since school ended, and it's been forever since I've had it. I've become a tea addict since a few days ago. At home, we have Crystal Light peach, pomegranate rooibos, orange & passionfruit green tea, plain old Lipton, and, of course, Sleepytime. I heart tea. Dad had a good idea today: egg nog in coffee instead of cream. It was goooood ^-^.
Well, kids, tomorrow is the big day. This year has gone by so fast. It doesn't seem that long ago that it was Christmas 2003. But it only feels so quick in retrospect.
I had the most awesome dream this morning. I dreamt that Children of Bodom had a concert in the school gym with A Perfect Circle. APC never showed up, though. Bodom played on the stage and I got to walk around backstage while they were setting up. Alexi played and sang away from the band on the bleachers two rows in front of me. I remember them playing "Needled 24/7" and I tried to lucidly make them play "Angels Don't Kill", but I don't remember if they did. After they got done with their performance, Mom was standing around, tapping her foot, looking for me. She told me that Dad went to the car because he was bored. It was such an awesome dream. I got to see Alexi Laiho two feet from me ^-^. I would have been more excited if I got to see the whole hate crew, but their faces were kind of blurred and only Alexi's really stood out. Alexi Laiho is a god...and so is Janne Wirman. His keyboard playing blows my mind.
Well, enough yapping. Christmas is almost here and I can play on my new *fanfare* PS2 tomorrow!...and watch Kill Bill Vol. 2! I found out that it wasn't Vol. 1's problem, but the crappy DVD player's. I tried to watch Vol. 2 today, but at the same exact time as with the first Kill Bill, it started skipping like crazy. I hate that stupid DVD player. Dang Goodwill. But I can watch it when I get the PS2 set up!
Kelly risked carpal tunnel syndrome at 9:06 pm
Thursday, December 23, 2004
Music - The Rasmus: "F-F-F-Falling"
Got 13 inches of snow. Fun. NOT. Been shoveling yesterday and today.
Like my new layout? It's fun ^-^. Lauri's awesome. Hear that, Eric? (Eric doesn't like The Rasmus). Mom's being retarded right now and Laura's being mean. Mom ate both Laura's Mounds bars and...you know what? I really don't care. I wish they would just shut up.
Want to see some pictures of the huge snow we had? Here's some:
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Snow sucks. Especially when you have to shovel it. I can't wait until Christmas, though, because I'm gettin' a PS2 ^_^. Okay, Mom wants on. Enough working on this. Maybe tomorrow I'll get the rest of the site updated to this layout. Adios, amigos.
Kelly wrote at 3:13 pm
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Music - Children of Bodom: "Angels Don't Kill"
Spent an hour on the CoB fanlisting. Finally got some stuff in the xtras and more stuff in the links.
Picked out seven Playstation games for me for Christmas: FFX, Soul Reaver 2, Viewtiful Joe 2 (I have a story to tell about this one), Crash Bandicoot 2, Oddworld: Abe's Odysee (sp?), Savage Skies, and some game that I can't remember. Dad's so nice ^-^.
Okay, the story about VJ2. I picked up Viewtiful Joe at GameStop and tried to buy it, but instead of getting the VJ1 disc, he gave me a brand new VJ2 game. Yay ^-^.
Kelly wrote at 9:32 am with Josh breathing down her neck saying this is like using email, but it's not.
