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"Winged Messenger" by Judy Spikes
One morning I was sitting at my kitchen table trying to figure out how I was
going to pay all of our bills on time. Even though my husband and I both had
good jobs, it was still a struggle. Raising three kids, the expense of schooling
them, and all the extras that always cropped up, had taken a toll on our
finances. The children were out of the household, but the bills were still a
problem.
Years of robbing Peter to pay Paul, had finally caught up with us. Stressed out
and over worked, I just could not see any ray of sunshine to brighten my day. As
I sat there looking out our glass patio door, I asked the Lord for guidance.
Surely he knew a way to keep everything afloat for awhile longer until things
started looking up. The wolf was not only at the door that day, but seemed to be
nipping at my heels.
With my mind thus occupied, I was suddenly startled by a loud whack on the patio
door. As I looked out, I was just as stunned as the young woodpecker that had
flown into the glass. Going to the door for a closer look, my heart went out to
the small bird as it lay on the concrete. My troubles flew from my mind, as I
checked to see if the tiny bird was alive. I tapped on the glass, hoping to see
some movement, for I didn't want to startle the bird by picking it up, nor did I
want a sharp peck from its tiny beak.
As time ticked by, I stood there looking at its little body, hoping to see some
sign of life. I wanted that little bird to make it. I knew it was a young bird,
just starting to enjoy life. It build one day, and a family of woodpeckers to
feed. Please God, I prayed, just let the bird be okay. I wanted that bird to fly
away; I needed that bird to fly away. I needed to hear from God, not only for
the bird, but for myself as well that day.
After awhile, I sat back down at the kitchen table. So much time had passed, and
there was still no sign that the tiny bird was alive. I went back to by bills,
saddened, but somehow a small ray of hope for the bird persisted. Suddenly, hope
for my own troubles started growing within my heart as well, giving me a new
perspective on my situation.
Thinking back, I recalled the many times through my life things had looked
hopeless, but God had always made a way. He had always been there for me through
thick and thin, even when I could not perceive his presence. How foolish of me
to forget! Hadn't I learned through my lifetime, that there truly was nothing to
fear but fear itself? As the truth of this flooded within me, fear and doubt
suddenly lifted from my mind. Smiling, I had my answer from God. All I had to do
was walk in faith, trusting him to do the rest.
As these thoughts stirred within me, I had almost forgotten the little bird.
Glancing out my patio door, I was elated to see that the bird had only been
stunned by the impact, just as I had been stunned by the impact of my situation.
Shaking it's tiny head, it hopped a couple of times and flew away, reaffirming
that as the bible teaches us, God's eye is on the sparrow and therefore, I know
he is watching over me.
*Judy Spikes [email protected]
*Judy Spikes and her husband Jim live in the Northeastern corner of Louisiana.
They have three grown children and seven grandchildren. Judy loves the challenge
of writing historical romance novels and true-life experiences that God has
lovingly walked her through. Other things that enrich her life, are music,
reading and joyful laughter.
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