| Part Twenty Six Previously: Authors Notes: The next day Content Warning: *********** Coming to a stop in the bay, Roy and Johnny climbed out of the squad and headed to the day room in hopes of finding something for lunch. To Johnny's surprise Dr. Brackett was sitting at the table talking to the Captain and the rest of the crew. " Hi Doc." Johnny greeted pouring a cup of coffee " What are you doing here?" Taking a seat at the table " Well I came here to talk to you." Brackett said." As you know I saw Nicci for her sixth week check up" " Doc is there something wrong with Nicci." He asked seeing the look of concern on Brackett's face "No other then being a little under weight, Nicci's fine physically." Bracketts said in between sips of coffee " However her Mental state is what concerns me and that's the reason I need to talk to you." Johnny sat there for a moment . He had questioned her mental state but hearing Brackett say that he was concerned added to Johnny's concern. Looking at Brackett he asked "What happened?." His words lined with worry " Well after I examined her, we sat and talked for while about nothing really. Then when I mentioned the baby she claimed up. She didn't say another word. I told her that I understood how she was feeling and that she should see a psychiatrist to help her overcome everything that has happened.That's when she got upset and left" Brackett stopped. " I didn't mean to offend her." " I know you didn't mean too, you were only trying to help and I thank you for that. I just wish I understood that way I can help her. Doc it tears me up to see her act this way towards Abby." Johnny said his voice full of fustration " I know it does, It would anybody, but unfortunately there's nothing we can do. We can't force her to see someone and we can't force her to accept Abby. It's up to Nicci to do that. All any of us can do is hope. After she left I did do some reading on post partum depression and Nicci doesn't really fit that catagory. So I started reading up on some abuse cases. Now I'm not a professional when it comes to the mind. but it's to my understanding that when a person is abused they put this bubble around them. They feel safe inside that bubble and it's rare for them to let anyone in that bubble for fear they will be hurt . Now Nicci was hurt in her bubble when she gave birth and she may resent or even blame Abby for that hurt." Brackett explained Johnny didn't want to admit it but Brackett's words were making sence. He didn't like the thought that Nicci blamed Abby for being born." And there's nothing we can do?" Johnny asked "No I'm afraid not. just be there for her and try to understand where she's coming from." Brackett stopped taking a sip of coffee before continuing. " There's something else that needs to be addressed before Abby goes home. Now I could be way off base and I hope to God that I am, but I feel that you need to know what you may be up against. You see, I read an article in a magazine about a year ago. It was about this woman that was abused. This woman recented her child but was forced to take care of it the end result was she neglected the baby and six months later the baby was found dead from suffication. I'm not saying that Nicci will ever try to hurt Abby but we can't rule it out completely. I would suggest until you see a change in Nicci I wouldn't leave her a lone with Abby just in case." Brackett concluded. Johnny's heart sunk to his stomach he couldn't bare the thought of Nicci trying to harm Abby. but he knew that Brackett was right that he couldn't rule that possibility out. "Okay well thanks for the time Doc and I'll let you know what happens" Johnny said "No problem but there is something that I need to ask you, Did you tell Nicci that her breasts would dry up quicker with stimulation?" "Yeah I did, I figure that was the only way for her to nurse. So I've been exspressing her milk then taking it to the hospital before work. I know it's not the same because of the bonding that is lacking, but at least Abby gets the nutrition. " Don't you think you're taking advanage of Nicci not knowing the truth." Roy asked " Yeah but you got to admit it's resouceful and besides Nicci's not leaving me much of a choice is she." Johnny said just as the Klaxons sounded ................ Pulling two hours of overtime the guys finally strolled into the day room to find B shift waiting to take over. " Gage why don't you go ahead and take off I need to speak with the rest of the guys?" Captain asked With the look of suspision Johnny looked at his Captain. " Cap what's wrong? did I do something?" He asked "Nothing's wrong and no you didn't do anything. I just need to talk to them." Captain said "Well if I didn't do anything wrong then why can't I stay and listen?" Johnny asked confussed "Because you have Nicci waiting and you're already two hours late and Roy can tell you never keep a lady waiting." Stanley said. " I'll have Roy fill you in on Monday, Now beat would ya." Captain ordered "Well okay then, I guess I'll see you guys on Monday." Johnny said walking out of the room "Thank God I thought he'd never leave." Chet said as him and the rest gathered around the table going over their plans for tomorrow. ................. "Half Pint I'm home." Johnny announced walking through the door dropping his chin seeing her dressed in a black half shirt that button up the front, and a pair blue jean short shorts. " Hi Johnny, How was your day?" Nicci wondered being able to smell the smoke in his hair as he walked up behind her. Wrapping his arms around her Johnny leaned over kissing the back of her neck "It was okay just a couple or structure fires, nothing major." He said softly in between kisses,while moving his hands up to her breasts gently squeezing them. " Oh I've missed you Half Pint." He whispered blowing in her ear sending chills down her spine. " I've missed you to, but your making it real hard for me to finish the dishes." Nicci said smiling up at him " That's what I'm counting on." Johnny said grinding his enlarged gland into the cheeks of her ass, letting out a soft moan "Oh is that right, This wouldn't have anything to do with my six week check up would it?" Nicci teased "Maybe." He moaned sliding her thin shirt sleeve down " So beautiful." He whispered kissing the her bare shoulder. While unbuttoning the front of her shirt exsposing a black bra with red roses printed on it. "Oh very nice." Turning in his arms she reached up giving him a peck on the cheek." I take it you like." She whispered while unbuttoning his shirt taking it down his arms." " Oh yes I like it a lot." He said allowing her shirt to fall to the floor. while feeling her unfasten his pants " Very nice indeed." He whispered cupping her swollen breasts in his hands gently squeezing them. Then moving his hand down he undid the snap and zipper of her shorts, allowing them to fall around her ankles. Letting her hand rest on his straining stiffness she gently squeezed it " Oh yes." He moaned pushing his pants down off his hips, freeing his cock for her. "Mmm." He continued thrusting into her as she stroked his shaft Sliding his hand inside her panties, Johnny teased her clit with his thumb "Mmm." She moaned softly feeling him glide his fingers between her folds of soft skin." Oh yes."Moaning louder feeling his finger enter her dampened hole. " What do you say we go into the bedroom." Johnny hinted taking her by the arm and walking her into the bed room .............. Laying her down on the bed Johnny scooted on top of her grinding his extremely hard cock into her flesh" I want you real bad." Johnny said tugging at her panties slipping them down her legs " Ooo yes, I want you too." Nicci whispered rolling Johnny over then climbing on top of him. Slowly Nicci began her journey kissing her way down Johnny's chest " I'm so hungry for you." Nicci said sucking his nipples before heading downward. Taking him in her hand she stroked up and down while nibbling the head of his cock. Scooting over till he reached Nicci's waiting snatch he whispered. " I want you in my mouth." While picking up one of her legs then sitting down next to his head so that she was stattling him "Yeah that's it." pulling her lips open taking her clit in his mouth while grinding two fingers inside her moistened hole. " Oh yesss....that's it." Nicci moaned grinding her ass up to meet his fingers going in and out of her. while taking him in her mouth as she cupped his tight nut sack "That's it suck it." Johnny moaned placing his hand on her head guiding her further down on his cock. " Sooo... Goodddd...." He moaned, swirling his tongue around her clit. Then moving his tongue up, slipping it inside her dripping hole. Feeling she was about to let loose, Johnny took his hand and sat Nicci up so that she was sitting on his face." Ohhhhhhh......Shittttttt.......here......it comes......." Nicci squealed feeling Johnny sucking hard on her pulsing clit while moving his fingers faster and deeper in and out of her. "Ah huh ah huh.......so fucking sweet." Johnny groaned slipping his tongue in and out of her feeling her hot cum filling his mouth. " That's it." He moaned lapping up the last bit of cum seeping out of her emormously wet hole. Climbing out of Nicci's entrapment Johnny Scooted up behind her, while pulling her up on her hands and knees " Oh yes give it to me." She moaned feeling his stiff rod enter her wettness " What you want this?" Johnny teased pulling all the way out of her " Johnny come on." She pleaded grinding her hips to him " Oh well then in that case." He caved plowing his dick hard inside her making her squeal. Harder and faster Johnny pumped his meat inside her. " So fucking tight." He moaned feeling his balls shiver from her wettness "Ohhh yessss, Fuckkk ittttt." Nicci gasped feelng Johnnys balls slap her rock hard clit with his every thrust. " Ah huh Ohhhh.......... shittttttttt.....I'm.........." Johnny moaned filling Nicci with his hot cum. Laying his hot sweaty body next to Nicci he held her close and before long they drifted to sleep in each others arms TBC |