His
tail lashed from side to side like a velvet whip as Horris tried to decide what
to do. He had either overestimated the broadness of the forest or
underestimated his speed and strength. The run he had figured would last at
least until sunup only took a few hours. He felt restless but worried,
subconsciously choosing the shortest route home. He hadn�t enjoyed his
play-hunts or acrobatics; his mind constantly focused on other matters. He felt
like going home, but home presented a problem- Draco. Draco may not know everything
about him, but he knew enough. If he, Horris, came back right now he�d
undoubtedly receive a million questions; in the morning if not right away.
Waiting for sunrise was worse. To tell the truth, about an hour after he left,
Horatius Ferox Snape realized he didn�t even know if his father had made it
home. Draco wouldn�t wait, not knowing when the man would finish speaking with
him, nor would he sound the alarm if his dad wasn�t back by dawn� for the same
damn reason. What if Voldemort had taken him? If the old Malfoy had tattled
that Horris had threatened him� he knew his dad had stayed, they would surely
take him, demanding to know what went on. Then again, hadn�t Horris� threats
stayed well within his jurisdiction? Wouldn�t the old madman like seeing
Horatius put an inferior in his place? Especially if all that bull Voldemort
kept rambling on about the �ultimate heir� to rule by his side held any truth
in it. He licked his nose, jumping gracefully off of the tree limb he had been lounging on. No, the dorm was out of
the question, but he still had to be sure his dad came back. As much as
he could predict the actions of the Dark Lord after their �time together�, he
would be damned if he left this to chance.
About
half way down to the castle, Horris knew what to do. His father had told him
the password into his chambers, �just in case�, and he was sure the man
wouldn�t mind if Horris �borrowed� his couch. Hell, he�d probably be glad, not
having to worry about his welfare till noon. Horris tried to smile, an action
that looked foolish in this form. Yes, he knew very well his father was
worried, the man worried about him constantly actually, but at least he cared.
It wasn�t something Horris was used to, not by a long shot, but he loved it.
Merlin had he been surprised at first, unsure of the man�s reasons and actions.
He had almost lost his cover when Draco asked why he was so shocked after
living with his mother. Horris eventually covered by saying his �mother� had a
different approach to it, but he doubted the blonde fully bought the excuse.
Horris pressed himself into a dark alcove in the dungeons, turning human and
invisible in one fluid and easy (for him at least) step.
�Roaring
Serpents.� He whispered, stepping back to allow the door to open. He liked how
it wasn�t hidden like those to the rooms of the other professors. No portraits,
no bookcases, no walls and no statues; just a sturdy wooden door. �Hidden doors
are the most often opened�� his father had once explained his actions,
insisting that the occupant was enough to scare away any intruders and that
he�d hate to have someone open a hidden entrance to his rooms by mere
chance.
True, Horris figured, I
doubt even Fred and George would go after his rooms� they�re crazy, not
suicidal!
The lights were on, definitely a
good sign� at least Horris knew his father was here, he wouldn�t have left them
burning before he went for a meeting� no need to really check the bedroom, he�d
hate to wake him, invisibility being a far cry from silence. Besides, he was
exhausted� mentally if not physically, and that couch sure looked comfortable.
His dad must have brought it from home, their crest visible on the
armrests. It was a three-seater, made of a right reddish-brown leather and
pillows that looked ready to burst. It was finished in a deep cherry wood,
visible on the front armrests and legs. Horris actually contemplated whether it
would prove more comfortable than the bed in his dorm, having once slept
briefly on a similar couch last fall. Oh how he missed the manor! The
manor, the grounds, Alex, he missed them all.
�Are you trying
to give me a heart attack?�
�D�dad?� Horris asked wearily,
opening an eye. �You�re up?�
�Evidently. I believe you said you
would return by noon��
�It�s before noon, isn�t it?�
�Why are you back this early,
Horatius?� His father asked, sitting on the edge of the couch, �And why are you
not in the dorms?�
�Draco.� Horris said, but
immediately rephrased his answer at the worry in his dad�s eyes. �He�d bug me,
I�m never back this early. He�s been trying to figure out where I ran
off to for months and he wouldn�t pass up a chance like this� ever. It�s hard
to lie to him too� with Lea I can at least use �It�s an Asp thing� in tough
spots, but he�d see right through that. We don�t get tired, we can both go at
least a few days without any problem so � I�m tired� wouldn�t work either��
�Why are you back?�
�Would you believe I just didn�t
wanna be alone?�
�Is it the truth?�
�Basically.� He nodded, feeling his
father study the situation momentarily.
�Well, since you do not wish to be
alone, might I suggest you choose to explain some things?�
�Didn�t Draco tell you?�
�If you wish not to, I will
understand Horatius��
�Thanks, but I guess I do owe
you some explanations��
�As you wish.�
�Yeah.�
At least you ask first� Dumbledore insists. �What do you want to
know?�
�Start with where you ran off to
tonight.�
�Now?� He asked uneasily, �I went
running��
�Running? For nearly four
hours?�
�I told you Asps have lots
of endurance, didn�t I?�
�And you then proceeded to apparate
back? Do you even know how dangerous that is after physical or emotional
strain?�
�I�m fine� see?� There was no use
telling him he hadn�t apparated.
�Are you sure you are not fatigued
son?�
�Positive, I�m just sorry I woke
you.�
�You didn�t; I was in the study.�
�Then you�re tired� if you
want me to leave-�
�You are always welcome here,
Horatius, no matter what. This you know as well as I since there exists
absolutely no reason for me to reiterate the obvious.� His father refuted instantly,
�I just need to know you are alright.�
�I know.�
�Concerning
tonight,� the man prompted carefully, a tinge of hesitation in his voice, �do
you trust Draco?�
�Obviously� don�t worry dad,
he�d never betray me.�
�His answer was identical.�
�You�re worried about me giving up
control.� Horris stated, no questioning quality in his voice whatsoever. His
father�s cause of worry wasn�t hard to discern. �I�m sorry Dad, but I had to do
it, I had to do it tonight.�
���
�They�ll listen to him� they�d follow
my orders, certainly, but after tonight I know they�d feel far better listening
to him. He won�t do anything I wouldn�t, honest, I�ll be more of a backseat
driver than a passenger�and who knows, it might even get Voldemort off my case
if he thinks I�ve lost power because of his- er- lessons.� His voice cracked
slightly, flaring the ongoing hesitation in his father�s eyes. In an instant,
Horris knew his mistake; Draco was just background worry. The real thing on the
other hand; �He didn�t break me you know�� and he hit the bull�s eye. �Sorry I
couldn�t tell you earlier, I hated to do it but I couldn�t risk anyone guessing
the act.�
�Even after-� His father looked
around hastily, �Are the wards up?�
�Always.� Horris confirmed,
brushing the question aside as he pushed to explain himself. �I know what it
looked like, but I�ve been rolling over and playing dead since I was four. Ever
hear the phrase �beat some sense into you�? Well, my uncle lived by it, or
rather �beat the magic out of you�� same thing really. Anyway, that�s how I
learned.�
�So you are not-�
�No.�
�As much as I wish you would have
told me, I must admit your performance was flawless.�
�It had to be though, or I wouldn�t
hear, or rather feel, the end of it. I should have done it immediately, but
I once promised myself never to submit to him. I�m not saying his- er-
training didn�t affect me, it did plenty, it lacked the desired effect though�
if anything I hate him more.�
�What was real?�
Severus asked as the words hitched in his throat. Half of him did not wish to
know, the other part dying to find out his son�s mental state.
�The pain.� Horatius answered
flatly, his grip on the armrest tightening, �the bruises, most of my behavior�
except tonight. Most of that was pure bull.�
Most
�If he thinks I think of him as Master
he�s got another thing coming. It�s better he misjudges me for now though.
I�m acting a lot like you are, come to think of it��
Severus sighed, if that were true then
he had failed in the worst way. He looked at the boy before him, seeing the
very potential he had once possessed himself, that and so much more. He would
not allow him to follow that path, never. It had sucked everything out of
Severus and it would suck everything out of his son. Voldemort would
suck it all out like a Dementor ate the soul, Severus wondered which was worse.
Both condemn you in the end; one quickly, one painfully slow. Horris� eyes
already held too many demons in their emerald depths; they could not retain
much more. He would have to figure out how to save him from that fate
later, right now he needed to take advantage of Horatius� willingness to
finally divulge some information.
�No on looks to me for orders.�
�Thus I ordered them to follow
Draco.� Horatius instantly countered.
�They shall still look to you, you
realize��
�Yeah.�
�And what of Draco? Are you
planning to explain the full situation to him?�
�In time, yeah. Right now I need
him to get used to the position though.�
�I see��
�You approve?�
Severus nodded slowly, seeing the
apparent logic in his son�s judgments. He did not like it, but given the
situation at hand, the move was prudent.
�I
do trust him you know�.�
�Trust in his loyalties and trust
in his actions are two very different things Horatius. I am glad you do not
blindly trust his leadership skills, it is very prudent of you to make him test
the waters before throwing him in son.�
�I hate keeping him in the dark
though��
�Whom is it easier to keep in the dark,
Horatius, Mr. Malfoy or Miss Granger?�
�To make up stuff, Lea� to lie to,
I honestly don�t know. Draco and I need to trust each other or we�ll
both end up dead, but Lea doesn�t need to trust me and still she does� it�s
frustrating, you know, lying to either of them.�
�No one told you this would be
easy� quite the opposite.�
�I know.� He mumbled back,
wondering if he�d ever be able to tell either of them the entire truth� he
doubted it. �Doesn�t make it any less painful though.�
�Now, about that uncle of yours��
�With all due respect, I�m not
telling you where he lives.�
�You do realize, Horatius, you may
have just saved the man�s pathetic hide��
�Basically, yeah.� He answered,
nodding as he smiled.
�And you are positive you are
alright child?�
�Yeah.� He agreed for what felt
like the billionth time. He didn�t mind, not really. Sure, it was becoming
quite an annoyance, but it felt nice to have someone worry about you. Lea and�
and Weasley had worried about him before, certainly, but this was
different; this was a parent. This was concern on a totally different level.
� �Night dad.�
�I do believe you had told me Asps
did not tire for weeks on end�� His father commented sarcastically, smirking
with sly humor.
�You�re exhausted though, and I�ve
never actually tested how long we can last��
�Will I find you here in the
morning?�
�I don�t plan to get off this couch
dad, ever� well, at least not untill noon.� He rephrased, as his father
sent him a mock-serious glare. �Night.�
�Sleep well son.�
�Dad?� Horris called back, �Don�t
kill my uncle��
�As much as it pains me, I shall
attempt to avoid reverting to destructive measures.�
�That�s all I ask.�
~*~*~
�Professor!�
�What, Draco, requires you to bang
on my door on a Sunday morning? There had better be a stampeding herd of
centaurs out for virgin blood out there or I shall make sure you would have
wished to be caught by one.� Severus snapped with obvious fatigue. Alas, the
blonde had entered a most dangerous situation; a grumpy Severus too early on
one of the days he reserved for a much-needed lie-in in a pupil-free
environment. A thing he especially needed today. He had spoken at length
with Horatius, even after they had thought to go to bed, and he was fighting
sleep for the unwelcome intruder. Why sleep simply eluded him last night was a
mystery to him, though it did prove an ample time to enter into a discussion
deeper than their original chat. Now at least, Severus was almost certain
Horatius was not lying about the health of his mental state� the boy seemingly had
put on an extremely convincing show for Voldemort. He did not doubt the
boy, but he had to admit he would not have expected so convincing a show from a
man twice Horatius� age. Then again, Horatius was not ordinary in any sense of the word.
�It�s Horris sir, it�s well past noon and he�s still-�
�Sleeping.�
�Sleeping?�
�Was.� A groggy voice commented from behind him,
�Mornin� Draco.�
�Er� morning Horris, I-�
�Yeah, yeah� you didn�t know.� His son mumbled, rubbing the sleep out of
his eyes, �I�ll be up in a min.�
�You do not have to-�
�Nah, couldn�t fall back to sleep if I tried. You go on dad, you must
be exhausted. I�ll see you at supper, okay?�
Well, he was tired� Severus rationalized as he nodded
�Good day Draco, Horris.�
�Sleep well dad.�
�Sorry to wake you professor��
�Come on Draco.� He heard as the door shut, this time finding sleep
easy to catch.
�Lea�s
been worried about you� I�ve been hearing � Draco Salsus Malfoy� all morning, it took all my self control not
to slap a silencing charm on her! Thanks for letting that slip by the way,
truly appreciate you using it within her hearing range��
�You were being difficult.� Horris rationed,
smirking as he knew just how annoyed the blonde was,
�Remind me to plaster �Ferox� on your
forehead next time she�s around��
�How about I�ll remind you of what would
happen to the blonde that did that?� Horris asked mock- seriously,
�How about you forget I said that and I�ll
just let you deal with Lea?�
Now Horris was confused. �You hadn�t-�
�No, I just said you needed to cool off and that you�d be back by noon.
The explanations are all yours Snape.�
�Some friend you are Malfoy�� Horris bit back, both smirking. �She in
my room?�
�As usual.� Draco droned, �when�d you get back?�
�Er� dawn?�
�And you didn�t come to the dorms because?�
�I needed to talk to dad.�
�And fell asleep?�
�Basically.�
�Right�� Draco commented sarcastically, acceptance
missing from his voice. �You ready to face the Lioness?�
�Funny, Draco, Funny.�
�What? I�m serious, she�s worse than a mother!� The blonde defended
himself, �She nagged me for almost two hours on how could I have
let you stay behind!�