The
Forest seemed to open at his feet as he ran on and on. It had been so long
since he could run, so very long. He was running in a part of the forest
strange and new to him, using only his senses to locate Hogwarts. He had
apparated to its farthest side, choosing to cross it as if it were the only way
home. The solidarity and mystery would undoubtedly calm his nerves, though they
also made his memories harder to fight. Even when he had told his father some
of what Voldemort had done, he hadn�t faced his demons� he knew he couldn�t
fight them forever. Especially after what he had done tonight� his father
hadn�t noticed, which only left him wondering whether he was acting so well or
if, perhaps, he had lost the sense of what was real altogether. Horris could
act submissive at he drop of the hat, to him it was a long-perfected art
without which he would have become lost long before his Hogwarts letter came.
Uncle Vernon had set out to break him many times, instilling in Horris a
perfected �when to roll over and play dead� gauge, with which the boy had often
cheated his uncle out of a spanking or taunting session at his expense.
Voldemort proved quite similar actually. Horris� mistake was trying to fight
his instincts and keep his dignity in this respect. Horris, Harry at the time,
had promised himself never to bow before or submit to that monster� a choice he
wished he could have held on to. But perhaps the prolonged struggle had shown
Voldemort how strong Horris was, without showing Horris� full power� if he had
proved too weak Voldemort might have thought him unworthy of being Alpha� or
worse, he�d know Horris faked it! The
only thought that troubled the boy now was that perhaps his stay had an effect
on him after all, that perhaps he was starting to truly fear that
monster in a way he had never thought he would. He certainly didn�t have to fake
the fear when he was told to present his arm, it was more a matter of letting
it actually show, but he still controlled it� at least he thought he did. Could
he release it like water out of a faucet for long though? He had always feared
Voldemort, in his own way, but now he was starting to fear the pain, the
threats. He couldn�t lose his dad, not now! The �I�ve only known him for a few
months� he took me away from mother�. How can I love him?� worked for a
while, till Voldemort had called him bluff and won� As much as Horris knew
Draco would try, he doubted all the Asps could keep that man at Hogwarts if a
letter like that had reached him, he�d be there before Horris could say Dragon
Dung!
As long as Horris
could keep acting submissive without losing himself he�d be fine, mostly. One
of the biggest problems he faced was mixed feelings about the lessons Voldemort
gave him. His �learn all you can if it can help defeat the idiot� attitude
pushed him to swallow all the information and �skills� Voldemort taught,
thought he didn�t show all of what he learned to Him. All the books were
in his �room�, accessible at any time he wished. Anytime he was caught he�d
said he�d been flipping through, finding something interesting but far too
complex. Voldemort liked his �interest in the arts�, even if Horris claimed he
lacked the knack for it. He really did draw the line at Necromancy,
though he lied to his father� he could do it, quite easily from the
spell or two he tried. Either way, Horris hated the thought of it, let alone
casting it somehow. The dead ought to
be free to rest in peace, not be enslaved by any idiot who can twirl a wand the
right way�
Voldemort was most displeased,
finding it �the rose of the dark arts�, but he did note it was rather
difficult and �not for all to explore�.
That probably saved him loads of trouble, though it in no way made
Voldemort forget the failure. The boy got shivers just thinking about it� that
was the night Voldemort chose to find out just how long it would take for the
mark to disappear on its own. Horris had lied about that to his father
as well. It took three days for the mark to vanish from the skin, it took three
days for Horris to stop screaming and turn silent, it took another five for him
to figure out the combination of venoms it took to destroy the mirror charm.
His father didn�t need to know that, not now, not ever.
How
many times had Horris taken this form where none could see him, invisible and
hidden, to fix the broken bones? It was a saving grace he thought; who would
have figured bones mended themselves in the course of the transformation? Too
bad the other physical ailments and scars remained� wouldn�t it be wonderful to
just shift and heal totally? But by Merlin how it hurt! He ought to have broken
some bones when he was depressed and looking for a way to feel pain without
injuring himself too much� he might have stopped altogether! It wasn�t as bad
as the pain of the killing curse, but from old recollections it sure was close
to the Cruciatus� especially with the array of breaks he had. At least the
tortures gave him a double dose of �pain management�� a program his uncle had
started oh-so-long ago. He could now keep standing when Voldemort threw a
killing curse at him, another week and he�d probably be able to look as if
nothing was wrong� not that he regretted the earlier departure! He shook his
noble head, trying to tune out the train of thought that was forming.
Run� concentrate on the forest,
the hunt.
The
Hunt was a sort of past time for him, sharpening the natural instincts and
mannerisms of his form. Basically, he�d find some small forest prey and hunt
it, never actually committing the kill. He�d bewitch logs or other lifeless
forest rubbish when he practiced that art, never having been a fan of
pointless deaths� even those of rabbits or foxes.
~*∞*~
She
tried her best to see through the veil of the night, straining her sight to
watch the edge of the forest. The meeting was dragging out and she didn�t like
it. The sounds of the forest were amplified by the surrounding silence, every
stray hoot or rustling making her jump slightly. Even systematic or frequent
noises began to put her on edge� never mind the ones she couldn�t identify.
She wrapped the cloak closer, finding a pacifying quality in its presence. The
dark green fabric looked dead black tonight, the soft cloth providing almost
unnatural warmth. It was big on her, especially around the shoulders, but she
hardly noticed. It was also a bit long, but that didn�t bother her either.
Ginny and a few other Gryffindor girls nagged her to at least shrink the bloody
thing if she was going to keep it, but she always refused. It was Horris� and
she was not about to change a thing about it� it even smelled like him,
as if he was right next to her. She was so glad when the professor hadn�t taken
it from her. He had come to take the clasp as soon as he saw it, practically
ripping it off the fabric as she looked on. He didn�t seem to mind her having
the cloak though. She could understand him wanting the family crest back, even
in her still-shocked state, especially with Horris still missing� Horris didn�t
mind either, only smiling when he first saw her in it. He was more relieved she
was alright, saying he�d probably have burned the thing if he had lived through
such an ordeal� as if he hadn�t experience far worse!
And
there she went again, tears welling in her eyes as her guilt trip commenced�
had Voldemort gotten so mad because Horris had protected her? A Gryffindor, a Mudblood?
Oh if she had only been on her guard and not have let Ron kidnap her� Some
Gryffindor he was, coming in while she was asleep and petrifying her! When had
he learn to apparate anyways? NO. Horris said Voldemort wasn�t mad about him
taking her� then again, who knew if he hadn�t said so simply to calm her down�
she had been on the verge of tears, after all. But Dean said so too,
said Voldemort hadn�t said anything about Horris� claim on her� would Dean lie?
He hadn�t in the past� but what if Horris told him to? No, she asked him before
he came back from that hell, and she highly doubted Horris had time between the
time she left and the other Asps did.
Finally, forms started to appear out of the
forest, faintly illuminated by the lit tips of several wands. She could count seven�ten�
thirteen� thirteen! That meant�
She tried to focus on the people in
the back. Horris and Draco always walked slightly behind the others.
Merlin! Did she really treat the Asps and their meetings with Voldemort so
casually? She didn�t even know herself anymore� True, the way Draco and Horris
always spoke of them didn�t make one hold them in much of a light but�
Two in the back, thank Merlin! She
sighed in relief, alerting them of her presence� not that she had actually been
hiding. One of the two in the back rejoined the main group, lights vanishing
and wands rising in a split second. They�re edgy� something�s wrong.
�Horris? Draco?� She called out,
hoping the former would respond.
�Lea?� Draco called back, keeping
his voice just loud enough for her to hear, �Stand down, it�s Lea!�
�Where�s
Horris?� She demanded, if Draco was ordering the Asps, Horris wasn�t there.
�Draco!�
�I�ll say it again Lea, green suits
you.�
Great� his favorite
compliment� it was official, something was wrong.
�Draco Salsus Malfoy� you are not
squirming out of this! You promised you would come back with Horris
or not at all! What happened?�
�Not here.� Was the blonde�s only
response. The other Asps were watching her oddly� okay, so yelling at him might
not have been the wisest thing to do while surrounded by Aspidis� she was mad,
alright?
�Well?�
She demanded as soon as the two were in the Slytherin dorms.
�Horris� room.�
�Well?� She repeated, almost
slamming the door.
�He�s fine.�
�No. Horris is far from fine, even
if he had come back. Why in Merlin�s name did you leave him?�
�I couldn�t disobey a direct order
Lea!� He defended himself, �You think I didn�t try to get him to come
back? Even the professor couldn�t do it!�
�Please tell me he is not
back with You-Know-Who�� She practically begged, rubbing her head as a killer
migraine set in.
�He isn�t. He promised to be back
by noon.�
Just blowing off steam then� she
nodded,
�If he isn�t��
�Every Slytherin and every Asp will
be on his case and tail.� Draco finished, �Told him as much myself.�
�He�s safe� Voldemort isn�t about
to-�
�By Merlin woman� how many times
must I say it?�
�He�ll be back by morning?�
�Noon at the latest.�
�The meeting went alright?�
���
�Draco?�
�A
word, Mr. Malfoy.� A silky voice called Draco from the common room, the relief
flowing over him. As much as he didn�t want to answer to Horris� father, it was
far better than voicing his fears to the girl that was Horris� girl in
all eyes but theirs.
�Yes sir?�
�Are you daft boy? Tell me what
happened. Why did Horris hand you the leadership?� The professor demanded once
in his office, �And put up the damn wards!�
Wards� right Draco mentally
shook himself, he never really thought of them. Horris always seemed to have
them up. The task proved more difficult than it sounded as he tried to force
the right spells without a wand. The individual ones were all easy, but weaving
them into the protective web�
�Are you done yet?�
�No sir.� He admitted uneasily,
�Almost� there, all the wards are up sir.�
�Then answer me for Merlin�s sake!�
To say the professor was angry
would, at this point, be a grave understatement. Not complying may have proven
fatal� Merlin bless the Slytherin and Malfoy self-preservation instincts!
�He ordered it sir, it wasn�t my
idea, honest!�
�I know.�
�You do?� He asked in disbelief,
having fully prepared himself for the accusations of having skillfully
manipulated Horris into giving up his power (since everyone and their house elf
knew Horris couldn�t be forced into anything). Perhaps he could survive
this after all!
�Did he give you a reason for his
decision, Mr. Malfoy?�
�Draco or Dragon professor, please,
if you could� �Mr. Malfoy� makes me think I�m in trouble or something.�
�Thus, I use it.� The professor
responded coolly, a shallow smirk melting onto his features. �Do answer
me, Draco, unless you wish to hear �Mr. Malfoy� till the end of your natural
existence��
Right Draco agreed mentally,
knowing better than to call the professor�s bluff� or any Snape�s for
that matter, they�d do it just to prove you wrong!
�Well sir, he said
he was sorry that he had to do it, but he has good reasons, at least he said
he did, he didn�t tell me what they were, though. He just said he trusted
me to do what needed to be done, that the Asps would be more willing to follow
me after� after��
�After his actions during the
meeting?�
�Yes sir.� Draco nodded, liking the
professor�s word choice far better than his own. Long live Snape eloquence and articulation! �It isn�t
permanent, at any rate, and I for one am bloody glad it isn�t!� He winced at
the �watch your language� glare, reordering his next words. �He said he�d take
the lead back as soon as� as soon as he felt� able. It was the only way
I�d agree.�
The relief on the professor�s face
was clear, even beneath his eternal mask of indifference. That was the truth,
either way, Draco knew better than to lie to the professor on such matters, any
matters really.
�Did he say why he was
unable to lead them?�
�Not really sir, he didn�t say much
more than what I�ve told you. We didn�t have a lot of time, as you saw.�
�I see� do you know where he went?�
�Nope, and I doubt he�d like me
knowing��
The professor nodded again, his
face turning grim.
�Professor,� Draco prompted after a
moment of silence, �Horris is my first real friend sir, I wouldn�t
betray him for anything- not now, not ever.�
�See that you fulfill your promise,
my son has lived through far too many betrayals� even by the closest of
friends. See to it you do not add to his sorrows.� The man spoke gravely, the
onyx-like orbs clouding over in a way Draco had not seen before. He wanted to
ask him, then and there, who had hurt his friend� how. He didn�t, knowing it
would only make the man depressed and angry, giving him no answers either way.
�I will sir.�