The Story of Me
The Story of Me
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Me & Freddy Back In 1999, Ah Bengz Huh~?~!~!
Remember Freddy~? Back in the Chapter, FriendShip War, Freddy & I had dispute over some money problem that wasn't suppose to happen in the first place, anyway it just did. Actually, I had went over to his workplace before, to sort things out about the dispute between us, but he chose to hack care about it. In Chinese it's called, Tiao Qi Lai Mai (Refer As Hang Himself Up To Sell). I had then given up in talking to him, since he wanted to end the friendship that way. However, you'll be surprised how fate make us reunite again. My workplace is in Jurong East, so is he too. After so many occasions where we see each other at Jurong East, it's just sooner or later that we'll start talking again.
I can't really remember how it happen, but we just start talking to each other
someday, somehow... From one outing to another, we started off as meeting up
everyone. People like Jonathon & Ise.
Jia Siong wasn't call upon, don't why also.
Anyway it's better that way, cause we finally got to sort out how the dispute
took place. It was either Jia Siong or Eileen
or even both who exaggerated or lied about things that caused unnecessary
troubles and misunderstandings. I also don't want to say about that incident
anyway, kind of pissed me off when I thought of it...
Our 1st gathering was going Club VII. Where
else to go sia, for 4 guys who likes nothing in common other than gals that
dress like Lianz who danced their brains out in our favourite kind of
music, Techno.
It brings us back the feelings we had back in the 1996's, where we were at CANTO.
I wouldn't say that the one night event had brought us back to the way we were
before, but I can consider that as the start of it.
Soon, our friendship gets better. Especially Freddy and me. We seems to meet up quite often. It's due to the working hours, actually mainly the interests of the both of us lah. It's been that way since last time, Freddy & I are closer while Ise & Jonathon are closer together. We would meet up for clubbing, movies, playing Counter Strike or billiard.
However, our most frequent hand out place is still Club VII. There, temptation seems to be everywhere. It's been some time that I hadn't been really falling for the girls of my kind, ever since my final breakup with Bella. I just can't fall in love with any gal. Maybe I just preferred it that way. Or maybe I'm just too scared of being hurt again, which resulted in me running away from love...
But still, disturbing girls seems to be part of the game. I don't really mean approach them and deliberately disturb them though, but what I meant is that I'll approach them and started talking to them and make fun of them if there's really a need. The thing is, I wouldn't get their contacts. I'll just get their name, had some casual conversation and that's it. Even those whom I saw or talked to a couple of times, I still don't get their contacts. Why, you may ask... It's also quite unusual for me though, since I had so many chances. But like I had said, I don't want myself to fall for any of these gals. That's why I keep this safe distance from them...
There are incidents where I approach girls and started simple conversation.
It'll seems like I'm just using some pick up lines, but then I'll just suddenly
end it and walk off without saying bye. Sometimes I didn't even ask for their
names. At first they must be thinking that I'm just another guy who wanted to
flirt around, but they must be surprised when I just left like that. Especially
when I ended the conversation halfway. They might think I chicken out suddenly
huh. Or else, they'll be wondering why I started the conversation with them in
the first place. Come to think about it, I wonder if I'm rude then~? 
If I am, and you happens to be one of these girls, I'm sorry okie... *sincere*
At Club VII, I believed that Freddy & I had some kind of deep impression on the people who frequent club there. Be it good or bad, I believe a lot of people will sure notice us. One thing is the way we wear, sometimes we really wear till we over do it. That's when we feels bored, and wanted to do something different. Imagine one incident where both of us wear jumpers to club there. I know, don't faint... People might be pointing at our backs, but guess what~? We don't care... The other thing is the way we dance. We so call both 'graduated' from CANTO, thus both our dance steps are roughly of the same, but of different style of course.
I believed that everything that happened, happened for a cause or reason. I wouldn't say that our reunion just happened coincidentally. Simply because it had lead me to the next path of my life. At first I'm quite worried that I'll become a Fallen Angel again if I'm with Freddy, then in the end I didn't. In fact thanks to him, that I finally learnt to get over the shadow in me. Bad influences weren't really always bad, it's just how you make use of them back. The thing is that I learnt how to take relationships with girls in a more easy and relax approach. It was a different concept from his original ones though, because I had modified it. Honestly, I wouldn't want to follow his footsteps, as there's hardly any turning back.
Finally someone did eventually caught my attention. Not one, but two very special gals. In the next chapter, I'll intro these two very special gals to you. And because of them, of one my greatest turning point in life is about to happen, be patience and wait for the next chapter to be uploaded, which is named The Two Girls.