| Brenda's Poetry & Pictures |
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| Empty Heart The Nights seem a Little Bit Longer... The Days a Bit Harder to Fill. My Heart has a Big Empty Ffeeling... And I Wonder if it Always Will? You Once Filled My Whole Life...Every Moment. You Gave Me More Reasons Each Day... To Love You and Trust You Ccompletely. And Then...You Just Walked Away. I Remember the Door as You Closed It... And the Tears as They Fell Like Rain. This Big Empty Feeling Inside Me... I'd Never Known So Much Pain. I Called Out Your Name...No I Screamed It... I Trembled and Reached for the Door. Then, I Stopped...I Knew I Couldn't Hold You... If You Didn't Want Me No More. Time They Say...Will Ease This Pain... And I Suppose They're Right. But What Will Fill This Emptiness... As I Dream of You Each Night? Who Will Hold My Fragile Heart... And Handle It With Care? Who Will Fill This Emptiness... Who Will Always Be There? Who Will Fill My Life Again... Give Me Reasons To Love and To Live? Who Will Take This Gift of Mine... All This Love i Have to Give? Yes...The Nights are a Little Bit Longer... The Days a Bit Harder to Fill. But...I Know Longer Wonder If I'll Always Love You... Cause, I Know Now...That I Always Will. B.P. |
| My Dream...My Fantasy I saw You in My Dreams last Night... Held You in My Arms. Gently Brushed Your Tears Away... Rendered You from Harm. My Love for You was Growing... As I Held You Ever Tight. And I Wished Upon a Falling Star... I Wished...For Ever Night. Caressing You,I Knew Inside... We Were Becoming One. But Feared that We Would Drift Apart... As Morning Brought the Sun. Then, Silently, You Looked to Me... And Wrapped Me in Your Love. And I Knew it didn't Matter... If it were Moon or Sun Above. For I Would Always Love You... And You Would be With Me. No Matter what the Hour of Time... My Dream...My Fantasy. B.P. |
| His Wall of Hurt had grown to be, A Fortress in the Storm. And though I could not scale the wall, It offered me no harm. For My Wall was built right next to his, And I had peered inside. For time had caused the walls to crack, And there was much we could not hide. Inside I saw a naked man, Bared to his very soul. A bleeding man, a dying man, He had no where to go. He was not weak, but broken, And life was draining out. I wanted so, to go to him, So we could talk about... The dreams that we had seen before, The loves that we had shared. The times when we had bared our souls, Because we once had cared. I wanted to reach out to him, I understood his pain. But I could not scale his wall, Or let mine down again. That night as I sat thinking, Of a dream that could not be. I heard a scream of terror, And I looked out to see. His wall had tumbled to the ground, He was standing there, alone. I wanted so to go to him... But now, I could not scale my own. B.P. |
| For A Special Friend Internet Connection He seems a million miles away... And sometimes just a few. I wonder when I reach for him, If he's reaching too. I think that I have touched his heart... And know that he's touched mine. A truer friend on all this earth, I don't think I could find. Yet emptiness surrounds me... His touch I long to feel. And there are days i wonder, If what we have is real. We met upon the internet... Two strangers, worlds apart. Filling time in both our lives, And spaces in our hearts. As time went by my feelings grew... I longed to see him there. We now, shared more than words alone, Our hearts and souls we'd bared. I shared with him my secrets... My hopes and all my dreams. And yet sometimes I wonder, Is this really what it seems. The internet has joined us... And yet, it's tearing me apart. For I am here and he is there, And I have shared my heart. Can we ever be together... Or are we destined and denied? To only share this space we have, And the love we have inside. I care about him very much... Much more than words can say. I have him in my dreams at night, But can I have him in my days? B.P. |
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| A Dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes... When You're Fast Asleep! |
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| Forever... Alone...she goes to the window... Pressing her face against the glass... Tears burning on her cheeks, as she searches...searches...searches... Knowing that he is out there... out there somewhere... Alone and Lonely. Her heart pounding...she hears his voice... Senses his touch...feels his pain, And knows his Love. She reaches up and places her hand on the window pane and whispers... I am Your Fantasy...You are My Dream... You have a place in My Heart... Forever. B.P. |
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